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Maria E.

hes got the gift of one-liners and i've got the curse of curves

About Me

me:total wreck,i have no self-control.you can find me usually smiling,its just a cover up.often cry.emotional issues.miserable.life sucks,i feel like screaming everday.extremely self-concious.fear is my best friend.i cant remember what my father look like,dont have a clue except for the pictures.he had to leave? i sometimes smile [and actually mean it],often because of my [true] friends. this layout is from whateverlife.com!

My Interests

I LIKE SPORTS(SOCCER,TRACK,SWIMMING),SHOPPING,BOYS,SLEEPING,AND DANCING TO MUSIC.

I'd like to meet:

fall out boy,AAR, Rachel McAdams, red hot chilly peppers 30 seconds to mars, red jumpsuit apparatus,AFI, gym class heroes ,Ben Foster,Shia,academy is, Cassie ,Beyonce, and lots more.Also id like to have a conversation with my dad(r.i.p)

Music:

everything,even country.

Movies:

# 35

Heroes:

MY FATHER(R.I.P)

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My Blog

Only Hope

There's a song that's inside of my soulIt's the one that I've tried to write over and over againI'm awake in the infinite coldBut You sing to me over and over and over againSo I lay my head back downA...
Posted by Maria E. on Wed, 23 May 2007 02:20:00 PST

Hide and Seek

Where are we? What the hell is going on?The dust has only just begun to form,Crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling.Spin me round again and rub my eyes.This can't be happening.When busy streets ...
Posted by Maria E. on Fri, 11 May 2007 02:40:00 PST

for you i will

Wandering the streets, in a world underneath it allNothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweetAs what I can't haveLike you and the way that you're twisting your hairround your fingerTonight I'm not a...
Posted by Maria E. on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 08:16:00 PST

Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smileTears run down my face I can't replaceAnd now that I'm strong I have figured outHow this world turns cold and it breaks through my soulAnd I know I'll find deep inside me I can be...
Posted by Maria E. on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 05:58:00 PST

HERE IN YOUR ARMS

I like where we are,When we drive, in your carI like where we are.... HereCause our lips, can touchAnd our cheeks, can brushOur lips can touch hereWell, you are the one, the one that lies close to meW...
Posted by Maria E. on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 09:28:00 PST

THESE WORDS

These words are my ownThrew some chords togetherThe combination D-E-FIt's who I am, it's what I doAnd I was gonna lay it down for youTry to focus my attentionBut I feel so A-D-DI need some help, some ...
Posted by Maria E. on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 06:44:00 PST

i BRUISE EASILY

My skin is like a mapOf where my heart has beenAnd I cant hide the marksIts not a negative thingSo I let down my guardDrop my defences down by my clothesI'm learning to fallWith no safety net to cushi...
Posted by Maria E. on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 06:35:00 PST

Save us

Simple words we never knew,The power behind what they put us through,Now it's all begun What it takes to make it real.We're standing on the edge of this,When our soul is gone what will we miss?We lost...
Posted by Maria E. on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 02:15:00 PST

The Minstrel's Prayer

And all these stupid silly songsKeep trying to catch your earI'm trying desperatelyIt's just so hard to persevereAnd even if you listenedI never had much to sayCause it's the same old songI'm written ...
Posted by Maria E. on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 02:14:00 PST

MONSTER

His little whispers.Love Me. Love Me.That's all I ask for.Love Me. Love Me.He battered his tiny fists to feel something.Wondered what it's like to touch and feel something. Monster.How should I feel?C...
Posted by Maria E. on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 07:06:00 PST