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About Me

...And we hide behind,
Lies, Anger, Hate
They shoo love away,
Build shells of ourselves outside,
It shelters body from cold reigns of reality,
Can you save me?
From myself
From these memories
Patience, pleasures and rewards,
Come in due time stare at the sun
I'm bored in a life meaningless soaking up all of me Like the cross
I need to find a darkened corner,
A lightless corner,
Where it's safer and calmer,
Why does everyone feel like my enemy,
Don't want any part of depression or Darkness,
I've had enough sick and tired, bring the sun, or I'm gone,
Or I'm gone
Repeating in my head
Betrayal
Repeating in my head
Insecurities
Repeating in my head
Dividends
I'm turning away
You've got to just trust me to hold your hand
Through then I'll turn and walk away
Shadows in the sun
Filter through us
And we sever all ties,
It creates disruption midst circle of friends,
I become the sacrifice,
I'm running away
When I burnt the backs with the sun
Through a glass did I seal the loss
That's become me?
Cold and silent,
Soiled face I will wash it all away,
With my love
Save me
This loss
Closure my
Answer
So grant it
Hold the hand of your best friend,
Look into their eyes
Then watch them drift away
Some might say,
We've done the wrong things,
For way too long,
For way too long
I'm flying, I'm flying away
I'll always be your shadow,
And veil your eyes from states of ain soph aur,
I can't be the hero anymore,
I spit up on my plate and then I turn and walk Away,
I spit up on my plate and I disrupt the family,
I spit up on my plate and I sever the entity,
And I feel your warm sun on my face
Separate
When I turned my back on you
I turned my back on myself and became this Machine
Can you save me?
From myself From these memories
I'm sick and tired of embracing
Reflections of past time receive me
Or cast me away
Dark for fear of failure
An inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting
Roiling hate death grip in my veins unveiling Rancid petals
Flowering forth foul nectar the space between a Blink and a
Tear...Pendulum stops and falls away Life sifted through like sand Storms of summer rain Flooding lifelines in our hands Our skin of blood and bone Gently close to dust and blows Our home of blood and bone Pulls through the ground and so.... So Unstoppable Those feelings of loss So unstoppable Egging through to the marrow of bones Just let it go Pain willing in your eyes Just let me go Dry the tears that fallAnd remember When everything is typical I’ll be the wish upon a star I’ve found a place so magical Goodbye....See you another goodbye I..See you another goodbye See you another goodbye See you another...Peeling killers rise Precious circle is mended Sense vertigo in you So I’ll be your halo So unstoppable My love for you So unstoppable Memories of youJust remember When everything is typical I’ll be the wish upon a star I’ve found a place so magical But still please...Someone, Help Me, Grab Me, Save Me Now, Distrust, Darkened, Daylight, I’ve lost sight Someone, Help Me, Grab Me, Save Me Now, Distrust, Darkened, Daylight, I’ve lost sightRemember That nothing here is typical I’ll be the wish upon a star I’ve lost something so magical And gone so far Just remember When everything seems difficult I’ll be shining from a far When it feels like things have gone away I’ll see you againI’ll see you again, Goodbye I’ll see you again, Goodbye I’ll see you again, Goodbye I’ll see you again, Goodbye I’ll see you again, Goodbye.... ...

My Interests

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.Myself.

My Blog

World So Cold

When passion's lost and all the trust is gone,Way too far, for way too longChildren crying, cast out and neglected,Only in a world so cold, only in a worldThis coldHold the hand of your best friend, ...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 16:40:00 GMT

Simple(ness). makes me such a giggley (fool)...

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Posted by on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 22:27:00 GMT

All That You Are...

Repeating in my headBetrayalRepeating in my headInsecuritiesRepeating in my headDividendsIt's not your faultThe well of thought and trust has run dryDon't be afraid to let goDon't be afraid to start ...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 22:05:00 GMT

Severed

And we hide behind,Lies, anger, Hate they shoo love away,Build shells of ourselves outside,It shelters body from cold reigns of reality,Come on, Step out, of your rind, assemble strength, focus,Releas...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 11:38:00 GMT

-1

Losses, losers and more, gain of life's pleasures cohorts listenbehind the doors to a life sheltered in, less than zero in me all my wallsfalling down pains aloft miseryI'm sure that the lessons were ...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 23:42:00 GMT

My Sins...

Your Deadly Sins Gluttony: 100% Sloth: 60% Greed: 40% Envy: 20% Lust: 20% Wrath: 20% Pride: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 37% You'll die from a diabetic coma. How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howsinfular...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 15:23:00 GMT

forget to remember

What have I done?Where have I come from?When I burnt the backs with the sun through a glass did I seal the loss that's become me?Feeling undoneWhat have I become?When I turned my back on you I turned ...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 15:58:00 GMT

Nothing to Gein

Cold and silent, soiled face I will wash it all away,With my love,That's all she's ever needed, from meIt's my time, to mother,One of my own in my life,I am so alone, left with no oneIn my life, I'm s...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 00:24:00 GMT

Pocatello

I have lived in a perfect city, only in the summer warmth.This ungratefull city that i speak of takes unwilling souls, and n'er releases them.A city full of starving poor youth.Youth searching for m...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 14:32:00 GMT

Mudvayne...

Death Blooms Lyrics Cold seems crippling lame meander through corridors aroma's thickwith age mark off the day reflections of my life are fadingPull me out of body don't want it don't want in,Feeble f...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Feb 2006 23:35:00 GMT