Just another random and obscure train of thoughts.. |
Gazillion things happened since i last wrote. Never really had the time to write and...ok ok i've to admit i do succumb to my laziness a lot too. Not that i'm an avid blogger anyway..lol. I aspire to ...
Posted by ~m u r s h on Mon, 28 May 2007 01:55:00 PST |
the ultimate betrayal |
love.
sigh.
a good friend of mine is hurting. she just found out her boyfriend of 5 goddamn years is engaged to be married to someone else. i don't know which the best part is. it's a tie between a)...
Posted by ~m u r s h on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
milk |
eliya started taking formula last night... it's great in a way.. now i don't have to flash anyone whenever she needs to feed.. but on the other hand, she won't be needing me as much.. i'm a little bit...
Posted by ~m u r s h on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
babble babble |
eliya talks alot! ok.. not exactly talk.. she babbles.. it's so cute! she's so manja.. wants to be carried a whole lot.. she'd cry and the moment u pick her up, she'd smile and starts to babble.. sche...
Posted by ~m u r s h on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
whoa mommy! |
whoa...i'm a real mommy now! its surreal man... i don't know if i've ever been happier. eliya is a doll... she's two months old tomorrrow.. she smiles and laughs a lot lately.. melts my heart all th...
Posted by ~m u r s h on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
heartbeat... |
alas..i saw it with my own eyes..how tiny and fragile it is..9cm to be exact..and i could never ever find the words to describe how i felt when i saw the pumping of the heart...its ok..its doing good....
Posted by ~m u r s h on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
i wish... |
i'm getting married soon...and yeah it's rather scary...not just the fact that i am expected to devote my whole entire life to one person but the fact that i'd be away from people and things i love an...
Posted by ~m u r s h on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
it's her birthday.. |
it's her birthday today...wish i could wish her a happy birthday and give her a hug...but i can't...sigh..i miss her tremendously...
Posted by ~m u r s h on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
truth is a lie told too many times... |
he never gave me a chance to be okey about it. he lied cos he said i'd be mad if he were to tell me the truth. but i spotted his tangle of lies miles away... i confronted him and still he lied. and ho...
Posted by ~m u r s h on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
dream a lil dream... |
i dream of her again..when i woke up and recalled the dream i cried..the dream was a lil strange this time cos she was a lil senile which she never really was when she was alive..but i saw her...i hel...
Posted by ~m u r s h on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
