Larissa Rose.

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Me, Justin, and Kirk. Bestfriends Ever.
Profile Song. I said, "I still hear the rain." These images have filled my head Now keep my fingers from making mistakes Tell my voice what it takes to speak up, speak up and keep my conscious clean when I wakeDon't make this easy I want you to mean it, Jasey (Say you mean it) You're dressed to kill I'm calling you in (Don't waste your time on me)Now there's an aching in my back, A sudden pain that says I lack the common sense and confidence to bring her hands to promises that I'm making time for desperate conversation. Holding my knife could be better than this in the end. (Just say when)Don't make this easy I want you to mean it, Jasey (Say you mean it) You're dressed to kill I'm calling you in (Don't waste your time on me)I've never told a lie, and that makes me a liar. I've never made a bet, but we gamble with desire. I've never lit a match with intent to start a fire, but recently the flames are getting out of control.Calling your name, kill me with words. Forget about me, it's what I deserve. I was your chance out of your town, but I took the car and left you to......wait outside. I hope the air will start to remind you to get me out of this place. I'll remember your face and my words are as big as the beating in my chest. Live for this.
Save your bullshit, I could care less.
i'm Larissa Rose. some call me Rissi or Rissa. i'm outspoken and loud. people say that i have the biggest heart you will ever come across. and the thing is.. they're right. i do. but i get taken advantage of and screwed over all the time. it's shitty, and i don't like it, but i'm also one of the most forgiving people you'll ever meet. so the chances of me giving you a second chance are large. unless you hurt me immensely. my two biggest flaws are letting people get away with walking all over me, and being fine with it in the aftermath. and falling for people. and falling hard. i care so much for people. sometimes, too much.. if you have a problem, i'll listen to you and talk to you. whatever it is that you need, even if i've known you for less than five minutes. i like helping people. its what i do best. that and making people smile are the reason i'm living. don't lie to me. don't cheat on me. be truthful, honest, and faithful to me. there's nothing i hate more than a liar and a cheater. if you fall under one of those categories, then please, don't waste my time. i can be your bestfriend, or your worst enemy.. you decide.. my friends are family. i'm pretty much a groupie. i love my father with ever ounce of love i have. over time, i've lost my mother, sister, many many good friends, and a lot of family. i play if off like i'm over the losses, but i'm good at putting on shows. for still being so young, i have a pretty good outlook on life. and i've been though it all. too many good people pass on, and too many fucked up people go on like nothing is wrong. its the way our society works, and it's fucked. music gets me by. i want to be a cosmetologist when i get older. i have a sugar glider as a pet. his name is Bobo. i also have a persian kitten. his name is Ralph. long car rides are one of the simple things that make me super happy. i HATE homophobes with a passion. my favorite colours are white, black, lime green, and rainbow. the word 'hot' annoys me. so i use the word 'pretty'. the word "love" shouldn't be empty and meaningless; but i tell it to everyone. only because i will love you until you fuck me over. everyone deserves a chance, and i'm a firm believer in that. hopeless romantic, right here. i love storms. when it rains, thunders, lightnings, or when its dark and cloudy;; it makes me feel good. if i don't like you, ill tell you. im normally brutally honest about things. im straight foward and blunt. i think its extremely funny to call people "Tits Mcgee". i also think it's really funny to randomly state the obvious. it cracks me up. i do it quite often. i live off of tea. i love it. i'm not afraid to be myself. i used to be, but now im not. "Actual reality - Act Up - Fight AIDS"
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BFFL STATUS
Melissa Ann.
i've known her my whole life. she knows more about me than i know about me. she reads me like a book, and knows exactally how i feel before i can even show expression. she is my sister, my twin, my absolute soulmate. she's the kind of person that only comes around once in life. the kind of person you need to hold on to. she balances me out, and keeps my head on straight. but we never stop having fun in the process. i can't even begin to describe the feelings i have when im with her. we hold hands in public and such, and don't give a shit what people think about us. she has taught me so much about myself, things i didn't know i knew how to do. things i never thought about. she is my other half, and i would die for her. without her i am nothing, and i honestly do mean that. if there is one thing in this world i couldn't live without it's her, because she is a true friend. one that sticks with me through thick and thin. i can't even remember how many times she's helped me with some tough issues i've had. and in the end, when it all comes down to it, we laugh at our stupidity. you will always be my bestfriend, and i will always love you, Melissa Ann.
Kelsey Ann.
this child and i have known eachother since seventh grade. we had reading and pe together. at first we were both shy, but eventually we warmed up to eachother. she is one of the funniest people i have ever met. i swear that when i'm upset, i can go to her and just by watching her talk i start to smile or laugh. she's also the best person to stay at my house while my dad isn't home with. we walk around with war paint on, get monsters and chips.. and just roam until about 7:30 in the morning. then we pass out, even when we say were gonna get up to watch the sun rise at the lake. we have so many inside jokes, if i were to name them all.. i'd be here til i die. but basically there was a period in time where Kelsey and i didn't even talk. it was one of the hardest things i had ever gone though, but we're finally back together. and we're ready to cause more havok. she is also my roommate. we're basically in love. and i would pretty much kill over dead without her. no joke. we use the same toothbrush, and have real deep conversations with eachother. i love her more than anything on the planet. you are my super bright, shining, smiley star and i love you so much, Kelsey Ann.
Robbie.
You came into my life at the right time. I love all our latenight phone calls. And playing 21 questions with you. You're nothing less than perfect. "If you move to Texas your entire LIFE would change." Hahah literally. Oh God, I'm in love with your goofy ass. No one has ever sent me flowers, and when you sent flowers to my school on my birthday and I wasn't there because I was at my friends funerals, so they sent them to my house. It was the sweetest thing ever, I sleep with that teddy bear everynight. No one has ever done that for me. Seriously.. I love you, dear. Thank you for everything you do for me, Robbie.
Kelly Nicole.
i've known her for some time now, but we didn't start getting close until just this year. her and i do the stupidest things together, and take pictures of it. and then laugh until we cry. some of those moments i'll never forget. she is the kind of person who doesn't take shit from people. she doesn't do drama, so if someone hurts me, she'll rip their nuts off. she's my sister also. her and Brad were there for me during one of the scariest moments of my life. she never left my side, and offered help. she offered more than help, she offered her time. she spends so much time with me we're nearly attached at the hip, and some say we even look the same. with the same personality, one would think that we would kill eachother, but surprisingly she and i are more compatable than anyone i know. she is the most caring person i know, and she won't ever leave me. you are my sanity, and i love you more than you will ever realize, Kelly Nicole.
these are my BESTFRIENDS. live with it. don't fuck with them. i love these kids more than anything on this planet. sorry if you're jealous. that's just the way life goes.