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LGFUAD

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About Me

Allow me to introduce myself, Want you to come a little closer. I'd like you to get to know me a little better Meet the real me. Sorry you can't define me Sorry I break the mold Sorry that I speak my mind Sorry don't do what I'm told Sorry if I don't fake it Sorry I come too real I will never hide what I really feel. So here it is No hype, no glass, no pretense. Just me Sorry if I ain't perfect Sorry I don't give a -shit- Sorry I ain't a diva Sorry just know what I want Sorry I'm not a slut I won't let you break me Think what you want my name is bianca marie quintanar and im a freshman at FHS. my best friends are donnie and johnny .. but my best bud in the whole wide world will always be heather ricci ricci wurch. i love her till death and i always will. she means the world to me. donnie- i would die without his love and johnny i would suffer for eternity if i couldnt see him smile and hear his laugh.these three ppl were the only ppl i ever really fully trusted without question.Now people say I’m jinxed.*I got some kind of voodoo hex.*Life is so complex.*There’s no telling what can happen next.*Life on the edge,*Fuels the sickness in my head.*It imbeds the type of thoughts *That got a lot of brothers dead.*The smarter brother knows *To keep his foes close.*And I’m the type of brother*That’s smarter than most.*A cold hearted overdose*Of lyrical antidotes. *The cure to make sure*My karma can’t take me down. *Up to the same old tricks.*I wonder if I’ll stick around.*Is a penny really lucky*If you find it on the ground?*What’s the problem with this town?*I can’t figure it out.*My karma’s crashing down*In the form of a black cloud.I’ve got a little black cloud *That follows me.*Everywhere I go,*It takes over me.I’m sick.*I’ve got a real ill disposition.*My intentions are pure*But there’s a cure for my condition.*My decisions*Put me in the wrong positions.*Chasing pipe dreams*Of fame and recognition.*The Epic.*Not only a name,*A definition.*My game remains no matter the pain.*I stay the charmer.*The Don of Karma.*I navigate it like the Dalai Lama*I ain’t a saint.*But I’ve got Joi de vie*And I’m the one to blame*If the cloud rains on me.*I can’t complain about it*Or even let regret*Provoke the energy it takes*For me to get upset.*A bad girl since birth*So I can’t forget*What goes around*Comes around*And it ain’t got me yet.*I’ve gotten wise in my age*And tamed the threat of my rage.*I’ve got a lot to learn*And I’ve got money to spend.*To pretend is reaping more*Than sewing ever could mend.Trade my torches for a dime*The pressure’s fading away now*black cloud’s lifted for the light*The pressure’s fading away now.*A thousand cigarettes*Won’t change the way we feel.*The pressure’s fading now*Can you bare the thought of knowing truth?*I was rapping in the rain,*Hoping that my luck would change.*And if there’s any truth*To all those old sayings.*Cuz if I killed a spider,*Would my house catch on fire?*If I walked under a ladder*Would it matter?*I tend to laugh*When black cats cross my path.*Break mirrors in half*Just to test the aftermath*Now here comes rain.*I project my pain.*Trying to make sense*Of these crazy things.I’m a diamond in the rough.*Could I suffer enough?*I’m getting high for a living,*Not giving a fuck.*These hard times got me stuck.*Stuck in a jam*I’m the monkey on your back*And the crack in the dam.*Disastrous*Took time to master this.*And the past*Is just a map to capture this.*In the darkness.*I’m forced to adapt to this.*I would change the past*If I could have one wish.-----
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WHO YOU ARE SPEAKS SO LOUDLY I CANT HEAR WHAT YOUR SAYIN.WHETHER YOU THINK YOU CAN OR THINK YOU CANT, YOUR RIGHT.tugboat... one of the most beautifullest dogs i have ever seen and one of the nicest pits i have spent time with.. he was so kind and gentle and we will all miss you tugboat.. you meant so much to us even though some of us only saw you and known you for such little time. you will be loved and missed by so many.. don’t forget any of us.. look after your mom lisa, look after mike, and your baby girls chooch and homer. remember your friends chris, z, keiran, ginger, LUCKY, the cat, me (bianca), vince, and anyone else that knew you.IN LOVING MEMORY OF TUGBOAT. OUR FAMILY AND OUR FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!ANYONE WHO KNeW AND MET HIM FELL IN LOVE NOT JUST FOR HOW BEAUTIFUL HE WAS BUT FOR HIS GENTLENESS AND KIND HEARTED SPIRIT!!!!!IT KILLS ME THAT THESE WORDS ARE COMING OUT OF ME....WE WILL MISS AND LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER TILL WE MEET AGAIN IN ANOTHER RELM IN ANOTHER WORLD. YOU WILL never BE FORGOTTEN TUGBOAT.
List 20 friends in random order:

1. my JOE-NEE
2. brittany
3. melanie
4. rocket
5. bama
6. jazmn
7. tayona
8. tommy
9. traeina
10. richard
11. jessy
12. elliott
13. falin
14. shanna
15. seth
16. keiran
17. zach
18. kyle
19. chelsie
20. amber
Now answer the following:
how did you meet 13? school
what would you do if you never met 5? umm never go quad ridin..
have you ever liked 3? uhh no thats nasty
what do you honestly think of 10? he is hella kool n he is really easy to tlk to
would or did 19 and 8 go out? no i dont think they ever will
if 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing you would need him/her to know? that i luvd him till death n that i was always there for him
would 2 and 11 make a good couple? HAHAHA no..
describe 6 in three words: i luv her
do you think 12 is beautiful? well not beautiful but he's pretty cute.
would 1 and 17 ever go out? probably if they were gay
&..39;what do you think of when you see 8?' i think of how much i care about him n i think of all we have been thru
tell me something humiliating about 11:&..39;
do you know any of 7's family members? yeah i know her mom n i kinda met her dad
what is 20's favorite color? i think blue
on a scale from 1-10 how cute is 14? i would give her a 7
what would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you? she allready did
what language does 19 speak? im pretty sure she stays in her religion..white..so english..lol

I'd like to meet:

im not quite sure who i wanna meet..i guess ne one who is kool n ne one who would like a mexican..lol!!LIFE IS A TEST..IT IS ONLY A TEST, HAD IT BEEN AN ACTUAL LIFE YOU WOULD HAVE RECIEVED FURTHER INSTRUCTIONS ON WHERE TO GO AND WHAT TO DO!!i wouldve loved to meet bear.. even though i didnt he was very very good friends with my stepdad kevin jennings and now that kevin is a part of my family.. so was bear even though he left before kevin came along in my life.. i know i didnt know you bear but i do know that you were a GREAT father and a WONDERFUL friend to everyone and i know how much you mattered to all .. including me.. i mean look you affected me and i never even met you. R.I.P. BEAR.. YOU WILL BE LOVED AND MISSED FOREVER MORE!!

Music:

mainly rock like godsmack disturbed seether crazytown mudvayne but i also listen to rap with friends that do but i prefer not to.

Movies:

anything hilarious. i love comedies, horror and adventurous and all sorts of other movies

Television:

well i dont have tv and i havent for about 8 months now but it doesnt bother me at all bcuz i used to never watch it ne way.IN LOVING MEMORY OF ANNA SVIDERSKY param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/0s0lz1OTuSw"FAREWLL BELOVED ANNA SVIDERSKYANNA SVIDERSKY MAY YOU FOREVER DREAMGOOD BYE BEAUTIFUL STRANGER

Books:

daniele steel, robert cormier, and vc andrew

Heroes:

number one is GOD for bringing me into this world when i was a mistake in the first place and nearly fallen in his hands but he wouldnt let me. i came into this world for a reason, to teach a lesson to someone. number two is my MOMZ for dealing with me for nine months in her stomach being the heaviest of the four, and for putting up with all my bull shit when i was young and still till this day. she not only saved my life from total destruction, but from my dad, and death of myself.number three is all my FRIENDS that i have ever had in this world whether we are friends now or not for they have taught me many lessons, and i have made mistakes and i have learned from them.. i love each and everyone of these three heroes.. and more.

My Blog

DM..

heartbreak is a headache like a toothache or an earthquake. spontaneous combustion leaves a taste thats so disgusting and it doesnt go away to fast ive never needed anything or anyone but you, and t...
Posted by LGFUAD on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 11:02:00 PST

farwell to old friends

The words that you saidThey still ring in my headDon't you knowWe say goodbyeWith a tear in our eyeIt's alright you can sleep tonightKnowing you'll always live on in our songsFarewell to old friendsLe...
Posted by LGFUAD on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 12:40:00 PST

forgive and forget

Forgive, sounds goodForget, I'm not sure I couldThey say time heals everythingBut I'm still waitingI'm through with doubtThere's nothing left for me to figure outI've paid a priceAnd I'll keep payingI...
Posted by LGFUAD on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 12:37:00 PST

four years!!

It's been almost four long years nowSince the top of the world came crashing downAnd I'm getting' it back on the road nowBut I'm taking the long wayTaking the long way aroundWell, I fought with a stra...
Posted by LGFUAD on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 12:17:00 PST

certain time.. certain amount

5,000 dollars in a certain amount of time..   this is how much we need to pull this off.. to keep our house from being taken from us by my own father.. its money WE dont have and i dont think we...
Posted by LGFUAD on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 12:07:00 PST

memories.. and present.

i took a lot of crap as a little girl and i always had to fight back because i was always under attack from anyone and anything. i always got good grades when i was young. but i felt like i was locked...
Posted by LGFUAD on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 05:44:00 PST

how could you..?(donnie)

How Could The One I Gave My Heart To, Break My Heart So Bad?How Could The One Who Made Me Happy, Make Me Feel So Sad?Wont Somebody Tell Me? So I Can Understand.If You Love Me, How Could You Hurt Me Li...
Posted by LGFUAD on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 09:35:00 PST

MY BLACK DAHLIA

I loved you, you made me, hate me. You gave me, hate, see?. It saved me and these tears are deadly. You feel that? I rip back, everytime you tried to steal that.You feel bad? you feel sad? Im sorry, h...
Posted by LGFUAD on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 02:05:00 PST

''DONT give up''

just when i dont think i can take ne more been disappointed too many times one of my crew puts their arm around me and says if i dont give up, ill be just fine. at times in life, ive done so well, ive...
Posted by LGFUAD on Sun, 02 Jul 2006 01:39:00 PST