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nicole

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About Me

Hmmm, not to complicated I guess. I have two wonderful kids, and a pomeranian. I spend alot of time with my family and my favorite things to do would be camping, shopping, and going ghost huntin with my girls. My friends are important to me and I take pride in the fact that they all know they can count on me for just about anything. I am easy to get along with but I don't ever tolerate rude. I love my job and I am excellent at what I do! My greatest love has been my biggest loss. Those of you who know my family and I know that my children and I lost their father on Friday October 13th, 2006. The tragic homicide of Gene has made me take a long hard look at all that is wrong in our justice system. The heartache of losing him has not stopped at his murder but continues to be compounded by the callousness of so many. For instance the police that killed him, the union reps & a few others would at times through out the inquest laugh gailey as though it was a social event,showing absolutley no respect to the ones who loved Gene and knew him to be a great man. It looked to us( the ones who loved him and cared about him)that even his biological mother has treated his death as though he was deserving of nothing less, her actions were and are very disturbing to us. Seriously...how do these people sleep at night? . My peace is in that I KNOW beyond a shadow of a doubt that justice will prevail. I do not pretend to believe in the justice system of the United States but the law of the universe has a way of dishing out doses of Karma that can take down the nastiest of monsters. Mistakes are made every day, tragic and otherwise. It is our reaction and how feel after our mistakes that determine our humanity and obviously the humanity of some is severely lacking.
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You Are An ISFJ
The Nurturer
You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.
You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist. What's Your Personality Type?

My Interests

My kids of course, and I love going ghost hunting... sounds korny yeah but we have sooo much fun and have seen some unexplainable shit! I would say horses are on my list of intrests although I havent been out to ride in hmmmm... forever. I love my work and I am going to school this fall for my masters and then eventually I will own my own steak house/lounge... BUZZ INN move outta my way!Your quiz results make you a Hip and HappeningYour quiz results make you Hip and Happening Checking the scene and dressing to impress are your mottos. Trendy and nicely-pressed, you catch eyes and turn heads wherever you roll. You're sure to find all the parties and hot spots. You are one hip cat, and that's hot. Don't ever cool down.Take this free personality test by Clicking Here or going to www.ruhotquiz.net/

I'd like to meet:

I am really not interested in meeting anyone on a romantic level right now. My main concern is my childen and devoting as much time as possible just enjoying the precious moments with them and getting them raised into strong functioning members of society.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Nicole
Birthday: september 22,1970
Birthplace: Oregon
Current Location: Arlington
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5ft 3in
Right Handed or Left Handed: both
Your Heritage: Dutch,German,French
The Shoes You Wore Today: UGG's
Your Weakness: Milk Duds
Your Fears: Spiders
Your Perfect Pizza: yuk
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: be in school full time by spring
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: 10 more mins.
Your Best Physical Feature: Hair
Your Bedtime: depends
Your Most Missed Memory: working at Northshore
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: BK
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Chai
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Breve
Do you Smoke: yeah
Do you Swear: depends
Do you Sing: in the car with daughter
Do you Shower Daily: of course
Have you Been in Love: yes, once.
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: not today
Do you belive in yourself: yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: depends on the motion
Do you think you are Attractive: Most of the time
Are you a Health Freak: ummmm no
Do you get along with your Parents: yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes
Do you play an Instrument: does the radio count?
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No
In the past month have you Smoked: yeah
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Perscribed
In the past month have you gone on a Date: been asked but not interested
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: Yes
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: when I was young and dumb
How do you want to Die: peacefully
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: rich
What country would you most like to Visit: Italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Brown/Green
Favourite Hair Color: Dark
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: taller than me
Weight: depends
Best Clothing Style: casual
Number of Drugs I have taken: NO Meth Heads
Number of CDs I own: Lots
Number of Piercings: No facial piercings
Number of Tattoos: Dont care
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Past is what you who you are today

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Your Element Is Air
You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.
And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.

Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.
You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.

You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.
With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that! What's Your Element?

Music:

CRACK...THE SOUND PIERCES THROUGH THE DAYS PROMISE. CRACK... THE FIRE RIPS FAST THROUGH THE FLESH OF MY LOVE. CRACK... THE MOLTEN LEAD HAS HIT IT'S MARK DEEP INSIDE OUR SOULS.THE PERSISTANT RINGING OF DEADLY NEWS WAKES ME FROM MY SLEEP.THE SCREAMS DARE NOT ESCAPE MY CHEST FOR FEAR OF NEVER FINDING PEACE.CRACK... MY HEART DOES SPLIT DEEP INTO MY SOUL, LEAVING ME A SHATTERED MESS, IN THE MEMORY OF WHAT WAS WHOLE.THE SILENCE OF THE DAWN, IT'S RUPTURED AS I SCREAM, THE PAIN , IT'S TOO INTENSE. GOD LET THIS BE A DREAM.NO SUCH LUCK BEFALLS MY WOUNDED SOUL, A BRUTAL REALITY HAS TAKEN HOLD.RISING FROM THIS HEAP OF HURT, I STAND PATHETIC AND ALONE IT'S TIME TO TELL OUR CHILDREN NOW... DADDY WONT BE COMING HOME.REST IN PEACE EUGENE ALLEN CULP JR. BORN ~ MARCH 19TH,1967 KILLED ~ OCTOBER 13TH, 2006

Movies:

Everything scary, not stupid scary though. My most fav is definatley Halloween series (except halloween 3)God Michael Meyers has to be the meanest mutha ever scripted.

Television:

law and order, angel, charmed and forensic files.

Books:

spritual books by authors such as Doreen Virtue, true crime, mystery and even the occasional korny love story

Heroes:

My dad, worked hard his entire life and no matter how bad I fucked up he never held it against me. My mom, always keeps her cool and if it needs doin she'll do it. Some other hero's of mine are my Aunt Cristy, no matter how rough shit gets she still keeps going and she never complains and my Uncle Ben who was my dads friend since childhood, he has been struggling with his health for a few years now but he never ceases to amaze me with his strength and determination to keep going. He is one of the stongest men I have ever known. I also have admiration for Cathy with a C, she has managed to struggle her way through hell and is a stronger person because of it and last but certainly not least my hero is Gene, some may say that Gene made some poor choices but those are the people who didn't know him well enough to see past the injuries to his soul. Gene once said to me that 'people are just people" this is something that even though at the time I didn't see any deep knowledge in this I have held onto and kept close those words, especially since his death. People are amazing at times, sometimes they are amazingly beautiful in spirit and other times they are amazingly ugly in spirit but they are always just people and no person is so great and without fault they can be judged as better than another. Recently my children and I had to endure a few especially nasty and mean spirited individuals during an inquest and no matter how determined they were to make us feel less than and to run us out of there they were not able to. I held my head high and we entered that court room everyday holding hands, united as a family should be. It was Gene I heard over and over again everytime one of them attempted to chase us away, saying to me in his quite, soothing voice " Nicole, people are just people" Gene Culp was and is my hero because of this and many other things. He had a brilliant mind and quick wit but most of all he was a gentle and loving man to his kids and I, even when he was troubled we knew he loved us. Rest in Peace Gene Allen Culp Jr. March 19,1967 to October 13th,2006

My Blog

Son

"And a son was born" is all he could say."and a son was born" on that cold winter day,Tears were flowing, pride was high, the most perfect childwas born to your father and I.Another year older, still ...
Posted by nicole on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 11:07:00 PST

Entitlement

Entitlment Cries unheard, you think I don't feel.Words never spoken, words never heardI lay snug in your womb listening to the rythmic beat of your heart, feeling the warm rush of blood pu...
Posted by nicole on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 07:04:00 PST

Cremation

Cremation Somber melody finds it's place inside my battered soul asa tune of darkness replay's it's rythm in my head,daring me to lose myself in it's taunting abyss.Depressed songs of the dead haunt...
Posted by nicole on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 06:29:00 PST

Dreams of You

Dreaming of you The insistent buzzing of the alarm stole me from sleep, pulling me violently from your arm. I wake and begin to weep.A beautiful dream of love so true, so brilliant and bright, th...
Posted by nicole on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 02:13:00 PST

Blessed are the meek

Blessed are the meek, and turn the other cheek . This is what they say. Preaching loudly up on their stage, of words they claim to live by. Critically pointing a finger at those wh...
Posted by nicole on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 08:47:00 PST

Numbers

Since you've left I live each day in passing, waiting for one to end and the next to begin. The night brings with it blissful reminders of love, the dance is grand as the melody hums sweetly into the ...
Posted by nicole on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 08:48:00 PST

Crack

Crack, as the sound pierces through the days promise. Crack, as the fire rips fast through the flesh of my love. Crack, as the molten lead had hit it's mark, deep inside our souls. The persistent rin...
Posted by nicole on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 08:43:00 PST

Celebrations of fall

Making our list and checking it twice,I tend to guide her to the price that is right.It's the things that are trendy that bring her delight.As we excitedly rush from rack to rack she shouts through th...
Posted by nicole on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 02:27:00 PST