Me existsing....I am a single mother with one beautiful, smart and funny daughter. I am a Christian who practices her faith daily, I try not to just talk the talk. Do I fail? Yes daily, thank God for His gift of Grace and His Son Jesus Christ, who gave me the gift of Salvation. I am a down to earth easy going kind of gal. A bit of a home body,I do not have much free time but when I do have some I like to watch movies, clean and catch up on missed sleep.LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL... When I heard this song it instantly rocked I got that but as I listened to it more and more I found myself feeling a massive range of emotions. This song has stirred something in me that I can't explain in words. I lost my husband 10 years ago to suicide due to his drug use. When he died a part of me died with him. I have been dead and afraid to live, afraid to feel, and love: afraid really to hurt again. The past 10 years I have given my life to God, my child and work; cutting myself off from what I love, changing who I am to the point that I no longer know who I am only what people expect me to be. I have been existing, not living, not seeing that Life is Beautiful ! This song has made me want to truly live the remainder of my life, not just going on, existing. I have no clue what will happen next; I have to some way find a balance. This is going to be an interesting journey!
