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Heavenly

figuring out who i am like the rest of us

About Me

i love pink. i love to be happy. i love to feel accomplished. i love bike rides and swings and dancing. i love it when i actually get to do the htings i love. i hate it when i get sad. ocassionaly i get depressed and hate everything... but maybe 70 percent of the time life seems ok. i guess i am somewhat undecided about how i feel about things. that's part of me i suppose. i don't really have anything important to share with you right now.


You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

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My Interests

swings made for big kids with real chains, bikes made for little kids with streamers and baskets, beaches at night, ddr, andy warhol, hugs, memoirs by grrls, sanrio horoscopes, big soft beds, candy in all its forms, performance art, big words, the suicide girls, sneakers with no laces and/or velcro, vintage clothes and accessories (but not shoes too much), art, aprons with pockets, blythe dolls, stripper culture, video work, hair dye, big cities, cameras, sushi, road trips, katamari damacy (and we heart katamari), madonna, big gay entourages, taco bell, public nudity, silkscreened posters, gin, deery lou, gerber daisies, nikki s. lee, fleece lined sweatshirts, tokyo, lomography, insanely huge time based art projects, honesty, stories, questions with no answers, life.

I'd like to meet:

people... lots and lots of people... enough to throw the biggest party ever because that's something i've always wanted... and when i come through the door everyone screams HELLO! or ROCKSTAR! or YAY! but they scream something really really cool that makes me feel really really good. i never wanted ot be a princess when i was a little girl but now that i am a grownup i want to be really really special and wear big things and crowns.

Music:

The Polysics, Le Tigre, Bikini Kill, Death Cab For Cutie, Bad Religion, Peaches, Ani Difranco, REM, Dar Williams, LP, Tegan and Sara, Angie Heaton, Spice Girls, Michael Jackson, Hooverphonic, The Donnas, Bjork,The Cranberries, Zero 7, Big Band Music, Peaches, the Yeah Yeah Yeah's, Lush, Further Seems Forever, Liz Phair, Pizzicato Five, Dashboard Confessional, New Found Glory, AFI, Madonna, Fiona Apple, John Denver, Weezer, Miles Davis, Dolly Parton, Lords of Acid, Kasey Chambers, The Dandy Warhols, Brand New, The New Pornographers, Mates of State, Miles Davis, The Murmurs, i can't think of more now...

Movies:

House of Yes, Priscilla Queen of the Dessert, Lost In Translation, Little Miss Sunshine, Snakes On A Plane, Ghost World, Trick, Pecker, Slums of Beverly Hills, Napoleon Dynamite, The Little Mermaid, Cinderella, Star Wars, Muriel's Wedding, Party Girl, Happiness, Office Space, Tommy Boy, The Matrix (all of em), Amadeus, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Spellbound, The Wallace and Grommit Movies- A Fine Day Out, the Wrong Trousers, etc., Saved, Casablanca

Television:

Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Six Feet Under, Sex and the City, Dr Phil, Passions, Judge Judy, Law & Order SVU, Golden Girls, Who Wants To Be A Superhero?!

Books:

Candy and Me, Why I'm Like This, Cherry, The Only Girl In The Car, 1984, Brave New World, Cunt, The Lover, Aesthetes and Decadence, Slut!, Memoirs of a Geisha, Wacky Chicks, Pink Think, Animal Farm

Heroes:

Andy Warhol, Yayoi Kusama. Parker Posey. Bjork, and anyone who makes a life based on their principles, who refuses to change and continues to be themselves in the face of opposition, and showes the world that yes! goddamnit.... it can be done, reguardless of what everyone else thinks. those people are my real heroes. they give me hope in the world and make me wake up without a feeling of ceertain and utter impending doom. i love you. you make me think i can hold down a decent job with pink hair. Fuck Yeah!

My Blog

what have i been doing this whole time?

so in my absence from my studio and life in general these past several weeks.. i figured i should explain myself. i have been applying for jobs.. sending emails to literally everyone- EVERYONE.. ever...
Posted by Heavenly on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 09:47:00 PST

finally i've cleaned my room. now what?

i've often wondered what it takes to keep me happy, to keep me centered. the same things ring true... getting out of any space when i start to feel antsy, or trapped, or walking in circles. a change...
Posted by Heavenly on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 09:53:00 PST

fed up

if i have one more sleepless, restless night- that's it... i'm going to flip out....i've decided i'm going to move to california when i graduate... that's the decision this week anyhow... as always i ...
Posted by Heavenly on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 08:43:00 PST

pinkie the invinvible has been defeated... by HIMSELF!!!

even mi fish hates me.. i abandoned him for too many days now. i shouldn..t have stayed with my boyfriend for 2 nights in a row! i should have gone home and taken care of my baby!! you want o know w...
Posted by Heavenly on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 09:08:00 PST

life so far

i was taught in english class that it's better to write something small and detailed about something specific... make a punch with a straight shot.... not a slosh with a girlie drink...but i don't hav...
Posted by Heavenly on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 11:29:00 PST

wierd

i just noticed the weirdest thing in the shower.. i am a very coordinated person, albeit accidentally.ladies (and boys) please raise your hand if your dildo's match your bathrooms... don't be shy... ...
Posted by Heavenly on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 08:47:00 PST

want to eat my pie?

oh goodie.. i made pies at work today.. hot, crusty, delicious pies...i bet you're only thinking one thing... was my pie apple or cherry?you people are fucking sick.LOVE(ps- it was cherry ;)...
Posted by Heavenly on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 05:10:00 PST

ever want to cut your fingers and dip them in bleach?

"here i am again, with nothing left inside..." (i love pop music.. SO much.... Ashley Parker Angel i didn't even realize you were a boy.. )ever feel like life never gets better? is it too much to ask...
Posted by Heavenly on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 08:49:00 PST

the sky is crying and i wish i was too

why does depression and anger make me blog.. i feel bad for you- my readers- i truly and deeply do.. you need to catch me on my better days... they come by.. not often.. not often enough by any lame s...
Posted by Heavenly on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 10:05:00 PST

wedding bell blues for the girl who wants to be in pink

it's mother's day.... as you all know.... and trying to make up for being the family disappointment i tried to make my mom have a nice day.. which means i have to turn a blind eye and a deaf ear to ma...
Posted by Heavenly on Mon, 15 May 2006 09:44:00 PST