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..here... and yess im one of the "McGuire's"..I'm 18!! I'm< > and I live life to the EXTREME. I just got back from germany, and to be honest i didnt wanna come back to this hell hole, but i did. I had the most amazzing time ever. I got to be with the person who makes me whole, I miss Zackery sooo much already! He's my heart, and they say you cant live without your heart. He's my soulmate FOREVER! And yess i finally concored my fear of flying THANKS to a special someone.. Anywho I have the most wonderful sister named Tiffany but i call her T.T.... she's been there when i didnt have anyone but my boyfriend. She's such a beautiful and amazing person and i love her. Anyways I live in SAN ANGELO also known as An-Lo which i'm sure you've heard of! If you have ever lived or are currently living in San Angelo you tend to drift away from "SO CALLED FRIENDS" but in the end you find out who's really willing to go that mile for you. Me and my girls are fuckin crazy. People in my life have grown so far away from me, And im glad i didnt see the way it all would end... It's Finally.. .. So we gotta step up the game... Do things different this year. I'm tired of the BULLSHIT. .. .. .......................& Yess i am in Love, I have the most amazing boyfriend that any girl could ever ask for!.. ..His name is Zackery Ryan Allen! He's the love of my life! He's such a wonderful, trustworthy and the most compassionate human being to ever walk into my life. I was so blessed to have such an amazing boyfriend. He Deff. has my HEART & I know we'll be together forever. I know we're both so far away from eachother but that only makes us stronger...Like they say "What doesnt KILL you will always make you STRONGER" Without having Zack in my life i would probably be the same o' girl i used to be, I was the worse girlfriend! I was very vain and i had the blackest heart...Now everything has changed and i want the whole world to know " You mean the world to me, i wouldnt be who i am today without You! Your my LOVE, my HEART and most importantly your my other half!" I have finally found the one person that completes me. He's so special, not even the miles from here to Germany can seperate us. We're way to strong...& I'm proud to say I'M TAKEN, & MORE HAPPY THEN EVER! He deserve's someone who cares for him and thats why he has me!! He's in the Air Force so right now he's station'd in Germany. He always seems to amaze me! What can i say I'm just a sucker for somebody that is charming....I LOVE YOU BOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A Prayer For Zackery Ryan Allen! This morning when I wakened And saw the sun above, I softly said, 'Good Morning, Lord, Bless everyone I love!' Right away I thought of you And said a loving prayer That He would bless you specially And keep you free from care! I thought of all the happiness A day could hold in store; I wished it all for you because No one deserves it more! I felt so warm and good inside My heart was all aglow... I know God heard my prayer for you He hears them all you know! .. .. "When you grab a hold of me, You tell me that I'll never be set "........ ♥ ...Everyone calls me Canz... ♥♥ ...I keep secrects from the world...♥♥ ...I love ,its my world... ♥♥ ...Pictures can mean more to you than you think... ♥♥ ...I'm VERY bipolar... ♥♥ ...ambitious & clever... ♥;♥ ...I have so many guilty pleasures... ♥♥ ... I ♥ to make out =)... ♥♥ Myspace Contact Tables
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Click here to get your own Profile Rating Widget .. Charles Manson Quotes Just because you're convicted in a court room doesn't mean you're guilty of something...Pain's not bad, it's good. It teaches you things. I understand that... So for you people who are filled with fear that I might someday be released: breathe easy, I don't see it happening... The real strong have no need to prove it to the phonies...You know, a long time ago being crazy meant something. Nowadays everybody's crazy...How old am I? I'm as old as my mother told me. How's that?...I have X'd myself from your world...I will have you removed if you don't stop. I have a little system of my own... Living is what scares me. Dying is easy!!!.. I'm just a normal girl trying to figure out exactly who I am. I have figured out that life is a long journey and you never know who you truly are until that last breathe and that is what makes life so worthwile. Pain comes and goes but without pain there would be no compassion. Jesus is my God..&..Zack is my love...I just know that i was blessed with the most amazing people.... That means alot! .. .. Im selfish, Impatient, and a little insecure, I make mistakes, Im out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you cant handle me at my worst, then you cant handle me at my best! .. "Kiss me and you shall see stars, love me and I'll give them to you." "Forever is not a word...rather a place where two lovers go when true love takes them there." "True love doesn't have a happy ending because true love doesn't end." "I never knew what love was until I met you, then when distance pulled us apart, I found out what true love is." "You are my soulmate, my sweetheart, you are my dream come true, from now until the end of time I give my heart and soul to you." "True Love is something you share with someone... a journey that takes a lifetime to complete." "Only God's creations can compare to the beauty that I see in you! My love for you is infinite, without limits.""I have a firm grip on reality. Now I can strangle it."... Sometimes the facts fail to correspond to known reality...I came, I saw, I had no idea what was going on, I left...Fun is taking you to the edge of insanity, then pushing...My next nervous breakdown is dedicated to you..."Fight them with what?! Jujitsu? Tae Kwon Do? The force?"...Mystify people with your intelligence, and if u cant do that, mystify them with your B.S....Ociffer, I swear to drunk Im not God!!!!!!...

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Summer Of Bipolar Love

It's like being born with someone else's psychology I mean putting it on you because of maybe the things that they've had done to them in their lives Maybe they wanna take it out on you, maybe they do...
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Distant Love

Don’t let the miles between usKeep our love apartJust listen close and you will hearThe beating of my heartNo distance, will ever keepMy heart from loving youThere are no more tears for it to we...
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A Heart Of Stone!

Once I had a heart of stoneFor it had surley lost its homeIt could not love or wanted tooBut in my life, then came you. The stones began to fall awayAs happiness began to fill my dayA feeling so sweet...
Posted by jkPermanent Tear Of Inkkj on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 05:33:00 PST