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About Me

lol well it's been a while since i updated my profile, and seriousely i needed to, well pretty much, i'm a drifter, i move alot, and i'm never in the same place, i'm usually in a pretty mealow mood!? i cherish my friends even though i hardly see them any more, so must of the time i'm to my self, i find things to do though lol, like study train my body, whatever comes to mind, music is also a great past time, well on another note, my life usually fucked up, there's like all way's some type of drama, seriousely i can't wait to get far away from it!! but don't get me wrong i still have alot of fun!! just it's alot harder to!! well i love to wright, draw, sketch, read, games, pretty much i'm a jack of all trades, i also do transport jobs if your wondering lol, (sarcastic) but lately i can't stop wondering if life is really worth it, it just seem's so dull! are maybe i just haven't experienced enough of it yet, all you here is about kid's killing them self's and murders!! really don't get me wrong there is good in the world but where lol!!! ( pretty much now Knowledge is my best friend) it's become my hobby, i guse you could call me some kind of drifting philospher(again sarcasm) and thats pretty much it, basically, i don't care anymore if i die, it kinda feels good, like a release from this world, i really wonder whats at the end, lol just guse i'll have to wait and see!?

My Interests

well pretty much anything and every thing, except blue grass, lol, mostly alot of metal japanes tracks, classical to, what ever pops into my mind!!! lol tee hee!! depends on my mood! and there's a bunch of other crap!!! lol

I'd like to meet:

i'd love to meet god, seriousely, i wanna know whats up!Layout made by Twilight Dreamer

Movies:

boreing boreing!! life is boreing, damn why can't we be invaded by monsters from hell, lol seriousely, i wanna cut through some heads!!! i slice off some tails!! tee hee!

Television:

Let's see how could i describe my self, damn where could i start.My minds like a trillion doorway's opening and letting out idea's and thoughts...Well you know i'm very kind and gentle but can be agressive when need be, i'm a lover and a fighter lol... Can't throw those boxing gloves away just yet...I can be shy at sometimes, but actually i won't say shy i gues i think to much sometimes..I'm all way's drifting thinking about the future and the past....I love sitting out side when there's a full moon are even a cresent moon.., I just like gazeing at it lol... It feels like it calms me, my stress just melts away....I still haven't found anyone that i truelly can depend on. Most of the time i'm helping so many people with there problems, there's no time for mine..Yes life sucks sometime but you just have to endure which is my fav word..I've endured so much in my life, since i was a kid, but i'll never give up ...I would get deeply into my lifes story, but when i think about my past......Old scars start to respawn....Why can't life be beutifull for every one, cause the worlds not perfect. Nor are we...