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matt

I am here for Friends

About Me

i would rather fight for what i can't have than settle for what i can.

My Interests

having passion...be it in someone, or something. someone.

I'd like to meet:

scarlett johansson
natalie portman
rachel mcadams
eliza dushku
jessica alba

aim - finalxpression

Music:

refused, the higher, memphis may fire, merrimac, mayday parade, young love, a perfect circle, underoath, sound the alarm, have heart, glassjaw, incubus, oasis, carry on, thrice, dredg, a skylit drive, the fall of troy, the ghost of a thousand, lily allen, cinematic sunrise, the spill canvas, veruca salt, lydia, the devil wears prada, chasing victory, no warning, maylene and the sons of disaster

Movies:

the shawshank redemption, the boondock saints, ocean's 11, rounders, battle royale, big trouble in little china, v for vendetta.

Television:

entourage

Books:

"now i can die in peace" by bill simmons

My Blog

the easiest way to lose something...

...is to want it too badly.the only destiny you control...is your own.your wishes, hopes, prayers, and dreams will not be realized...if they arent realistic.the best results happen when you least expe...
Posted by matt on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 04:46:00 PST

six feet of rope with nothing to tie it to...

i want...- to be married- with the house- and the white picket fence- and the 2.5 kids- and the 9 to 5 job- that supports the family- with the dog- and the friends- without any debt- or any of this bu...
Posted by matt on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 05:31:00 PST

the strange reality that you see when you close your eyes...

its 2:21 am on a sunday morning, my adrenaline is pumping and i have no desire to sleep. american beauty muted on the tv, texas is the reason jamming in itunes, and here i sit. i felt like putting som...
Posted by matt on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 11:27:00 PST

sunday october 21st 2007 12:01 am

have passion.either in someone or something.someone.passion is the energy that flows through your veins. passion that fuels the fire to take the step, to make the best of the moment. i have too many s...
Posted by matt on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 09:12:00 PST

the high cost of playing god...

has its own basic theory. while a life bound by faith is something that i fully accept and support, only a fool wouldnt assume that one would need to attempt to assemble and search out their own desti...
Posted by matt on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 05:00:00 PST

sitting on a bench overlooking the lake...

"Sometimes I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear,And I cant help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer.It's driven me before, it seems to have a vagueHaunting mass...
Posted by matt on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 08:41:00 PST

had a good talk today...

...with one of the closest to my heart. boy was i scared to have that talk, but i got through it, and it went over well. helped me get a lot out, gave me a second opinion on things, a little guidance,...
Posted by matt on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 07:42:00 PST

ever write so much that your hand just like royally cramps up?

yeah, i am sure we all have.sitting here, pondering past/present/future shit like i always seem to do, i keep asking myself about my current issues. we all have issues/drama/bullshit that we have to d...
Posted by matt on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 07:43:00 PST

pretty picture of lies...

kind of taking this a little harder than i assumed i would.everything is just a game, and this game...is over."oh, beautiful scar from a carnal injectionmy cheating visualmy righteousness, uglymy eyes...
Posted by matt on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 10:03:00 PST

quiet liar...

figure it seems a fair excuse, but now i'm here in it. i can lie to myself, when i'm all alone. in my bedroom, in the dark& i lye there, suffering&covered up. and i lye awake& i think about my being....
Posted by matt on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 06:47:00 PST