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I forgot that people thought they had the right to judge me, I had forgotten I had done things that people assumed they had the right to judge They should call my life how to lose friend and alienate people. I'm distant semi- cold. Hate to drive , and if I don't dominate the situation I'm so nervous I'm just waiting to leave. this is discrediting and too honest. This wine gets better with age I cut thumb holes in my clothes I collect faries I idolize roses I listen to rock I watch old movies about old books I read old books with new ideas I wear old lady sweaters I paint pictures of sad women I love unrealisticaly, unexpectedly , and mostly wrong : ) I suck at lieing, so I'm probally not that nice. and I want to know if I'm real If I'm alive!!!!................................................... ..****** ***********************************************************
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I'd like to meet:

Anyone light hearted, fairminded, smart, impractical yet practical, Someone I trust, Someone I trust to party with me, Anyone to make me laugh, smile, Anyone that can remind me I'm alive, and that being me is an okay thing to be. Someone supportive, someone reliable, Anyone real. Anyone I can be real with. Someone open minded, who reads, who will go to a metal show one day and an art opening the next, Who works, who shares lifes responsiblities with me, Someone who questions me only when its warranted. People I don't need to save. People that don't want to save me.!!!

My Blog

THINGS I REMEMBER FONDLY OR MEMORIES THAT MAKE ME HAPPY

THIS ISN'T ALL OF THEM : BUT I WILL KEEP ADDING" Just drive and take me somewher I've never seen before" This is something we did many afternoons from 17-21My first discovery of pay televisions the ho...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Jul 2009 06:43:00 GMT

The Unbearable Lightness of Being

Only an 2/8 of the way into this novel, but too long ingnored on my shelf it has been a long time since I've read a novel where the inner dialouge and descriptions are more poigant than the narrative....
Posted by on Sat, 20 Jun 2009 10:17:00 GMT

REFLECTION

Every once in a while you have a time, that makes all the other times okay. And life has promise again, you laugh I laugh and its beautifulI just left paradise a different person and I'd love to be he...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Jun 2009 05:46:00 GMT

new poem: inspired by " the perks of being a wall flower"

THE PEOPLE I'VE LOVEDI loved a man, that couldn't love himselfIt all feel apartwhen I couldn't love enough for the both of usI loved a man who could only love himselfhe figured out I knewand cried, fr...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Mar 2009 10:44:00 GMT

Some of the best of the last few years

WAITRESSWORK /LIFE?Im a waitress in a dinnerthe clinking of the glassthe cooks yelling depressionand the shatters of my pastthey all blend into the coffeeburnt, over cooked, and stalewe all blend int...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Mar 2009 03:22:00 GMT

confessions of an angry white girl

This is chapter one of super super rough draft.  CONFESSIONS OF AN ANGRY WHITE GIRL I begin by asking for forgiveness, For I can only hope that myself and others will not be prosecuted for the events ...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 10:24:00 GMT