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the heartless.

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

I don't know, message me and you'll find out maybe. People say I'm pretty fun to hang out with. Its probably true. I hate racisim. I don't hate homosexuals, but I would never be one and I'd very much like any future children of mine to not be gay. I'd like to have grandchildren after all. I'd like to think of myself as being pretty mature, that is untill I do something very immature. So, I guess what you really need to know is, if I don't see you in "real life" I probably wont add you.
i feel:

My Interests

painting, photography, music, shows, cars, watching movies and making movies, some reading, learning, history, video games, creative writing, nonficiton books, idealisim, police, root beer soda, Carcassonne, most soda, Laser Tag, fruity candies, butterscotch, cell phones, cameras, film containers, electrical parts, CD collections, Marvel comics, rocks, fungi, history, biology, people, Transformers, plastic models, R/C cars, the electron transport chain, kissing, Heroscape, goodbye hugs, sci-fi movies, guns, magazines, not getting into fights, growing up.

I'd like to meet:

i don't really care. ideally people who will increase my social status, like kings and land owners. oh, and if your a shogun, i'd totally be interested in a samurai internship. AIM me @ death452!Actually, i do have a few people that i would really like to get back in touch with:
Sal Cabral
Jeff Smith
Eric Parkhurst
Eric Fujinaka
Johnathan Hall
Dennis Cleary (just kidding)
Candice Barbour
Andrew Banta And anyone else who's fallen out of my bag of friends.

Music:

Poision the Well, Cave In, As I Lay Dying, Scars Of Tomorrow, Thrice, Marilyn Manson, Staind, AFI, HopesFall, Saves the Day, The Early November, Homegrown, Story of the Year, Coheed and Cambria, Silverstien, Yellowcard, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Queens of the Stone Age, S.T.U.N., BoySetsFire, Chevelle, At The Drive In, Sparta, Dredg, System of a Down, Thursday, The Cure, Deadsy, Action Action, The Killers, Taking Back Sunday, Die Trying, Cursive, Bright Eyes, Armsbendback, 18 Visions, Mates of State, The Gloria Record, Sugarcult, Michelle Branch, Weezer, The Pillows, The Clarity Process, Walls Of Jericho, Haste the Day, Dead Poetic, Anatomy of a Ghost, Blood Brothers, The Empty, Call it Arson, These Arms Are Snakes, Dear Whoever, Life At These Speeds, Desert City Soundtrack, Onelinedrawing

Movies:

Predator, Predator 2, Aliens, Alien 3, Alien Resurection, Metal, Life is Beautiful, American Beauty, Donnie Darko, Requiem for a Dream, Dead Man, Dawn of the Dead, A Walk to Remember, Two Weeks Notice, About a Boy, Bridget Jone's Diary, Love Actually, Nine Months, Micky Blue Eyes, Extreme Measures, The Royal Tenenbaums, Death to Smoochy, Amelie, The Shining, Legend, The Last Samurai, Donie Darko, and probably all Jason Lee Movies. Godzilla anything, Star Wars anything, Lord Of the Rings.

Television:

Family Guy, Dave Chapelle Show, Futureama, Justice League, Harvey Birdman, Mad tv, Saturday Night Live, Connan O'Brian's show... maybe The Late show, Reno 911, Kids in the Hall, Transformers anything.

Books:

News paper and comic books...

Heroes:

Magneto. i dont need to explain.

My Blog

Still true.

"I don't know if you've realized this, but when you decide to do something you're doing it no matter what anyone says and if it turns out you can't do it, there's hell to pay for everyone around."
Posted by the heartless. on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 10:49:00 PST

only the strong. only the hard.

I'm writing this blog in reaction to my dear friend Jason's blog "2 girls 1 cup...2 balls, 1 hatchet...this cant be good... ."  I've seen a lot of pretty g...
Posted by the heartless. on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 01:43:00 PST

This might sound a little bad...

I think, honestly, really deep down, I'm waiting for Sarah to disappoint me.  Its silly i know.  But she's so perfect, its like I almost want her to break my heart to pull me back into reali...
Posted by the heartless. on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 02:58:00 PST

This summer I.....

This summer:I saw Daughtry play.I went to the state fair.Went to the Monteray bay AquariumWent to the Sacramento ZooWent to the San Francisco ZooSaw 18 moviesAttended 8 Rivercats gamesSaw my uncle get...
Posted by the heartless. on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 01:19:00 PST

life is short.

It's interesting to see how the twilight of adolescence lingers into our adult years.  It rears itself just enough every time I reminisce of the not long ago, but not too recent, past.  I wa...
Posted by the heartless. on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 02:26:00 PST

the first day of the rest of my life i never wanted it go.....

a blank stare from a positive mind is all i want you to know...i'm really tired.  i managed to be nearly 3 hours late for work today.  but i'm not going in to that.  all i'm going to sa...
Posted by the heartless. on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 11:14:00 PST

With the last blog in mind.

I asked 2 people why they do the paper in plastic bit.  I felt very uncomfortable asking, as its ground i've never treaded over before.  The two responses were sort of mixed.  The first...
Posted by the heartless. on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 11:45:00 PST

and i got thinking, how cool it would be...

to just tell people what you really thought.  it wouldn't have to be mean.  it would only have to be honest.  take for instance my days checking groceries and making unflattering conver...
Posted by the heartless. on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 01:44:00 PST

taking back sunday.

so, i cant get this song out of my head.  its the one that goes, "remind me not to ever act this way again."  i'm sorry i'm not very good with names.  but its that one.  i dunno wh...
Posted by the heartless. on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 07:10:00 PST

a poor analogy for perfect.

so, i've been thinking.  maybe i've got it all wrong.  that just possibly i'm not as lost as i think i am.  maybe i'm pointed in the right direction finally.  its like, life is lik...
Posted by the heartless. on Wed, 23 May 2007 12:15:00 PST