but i dont wanna be into you |
Sometime, I really hate music. Lately, when I feel like i'm at my lowest low, it kicks me. Hard. It's been awhile since i've been sad because i'm alone. I've decided to look at all the positive things...
Posted by on Wed, 31 Dec 2008 01:06:00 GMT |
starting a new life |
Tonight, is my last night in Bakersfield. I have lived here for all 18 years of my life, years that have been both enjoyable and torture. There are moments where I will miss this place. The people i'v...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 04:34:00 GMT |
that guy (2008 revise) |
THE MAN I'M WAITING FORis someone who can handle how needy I can get.
someone who isnt here for the sex//ass//dick, or whatever you wanna call it.
someone who is not afraid to show their feeli...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 08:09:00 GMT |
The Happy Song |
I have this feeling inside. That everytime i start talking to someone who's actually worth my time, i set it up to fail.I am very paranoid when it comes to talking to someone. I want to be myself, but...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 21:47:00 GMT |
i dont even know |
Today was a weird day for me. I am like doubting myself, and that's soo not me. I don't know what triggered it, but i feel like i'm not fulfilling my role as a gay. I guess i feel that i'm not "gay" e...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 20:00:00 GMT |
So i'm finally 17! |
16 years. Wow! Time sure does fly. I look at these last 16 years as years of progression, of growth.
Everyday i live, i need to rememeber all the people that have been there for me even though the li...
Posted by on Sun, 20 May 2007 00:31:00 GMT |
Last night before the move |
Well, as most of you know, this is my last night living with my Dad. I recently evaluated my situation here, and it was not very good.Yes, my Dad lets me drink, go to LA to see Benny, I live across th...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 15:45:00 GMT |
Sometimes |
Sometimes, I want my friends to pinch meSometimes, I want to know that this is not a dreamSometimes, I want to go away with himSometimes, I wish there wasn't a grapevineSometimes, I wis...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 23:36:00 GMT |
words of wisdom, taken from a friend |
I WANT A MAN LIKE THISSomeone who actually cares about me. I want a guy who is going somewhere in life. Who has a plan and knows who he is. I want a guy who appreciates me. Who can party with me, but ...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 01:52:00 GMT |
last writing from 2006 |
2006.This year things have gone quite arye. I have experienced many things this year, and not one of those things do i regret.I do however, think i rushed many things, that deserved more attention. I ...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 15:40:00 GMT |
