That Blow Your Mind or What?!?

About Me

it's been a long night waiting to sleep the day away and it's been a long time coming along with me every step of the way oh confinement binds you and nothing scares me nothing thrills me i've fooled myself into believing that nothing ails me nothing kills me and stagnant time is a breeding ground for regrets and wrongdoings and resolutions take their time that's if they come at all always seeking redemption through the echoes i've listened and still came up missing these wounds will heal and nothing can stop me nowDarkest Hour Convalescence Layout made by DeathEndRoad*emo*

My Interests

My family, my wifey, my friends, gettin drunk and slappin bitches, music, videogames, and being naked
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You Were a Fox
A good observer, you often watch others while remaining unseen.
Cunning and courageous, you also have a gentle side. What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

I'd like to meet:

Various people, most notables are Henry Rollins, Snoop Dogg, and too many historical and fictious characters to name
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Music:

Goth style rock is dominating my ears right now, but i like everything
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Movies:

Only the gory, piss my pants funny, or captivating ones
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Television:

Beavis and Butt Head, Jackass, South Park, Viva La Bam, Anime of many types

Books:

PORN!!!!! jk, Horror and suspense, or educational are my reading materials of choice
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Heroes:

Henry Motherf**k'n Rollins, The creator of DDR, My mom, My dad, My wife, and Jesus to the Christ
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My Blog

My Personal War

I ran today, but it wasn't just PT. I'd like to say i was running from my problems, but like the psche people said, I got no more flight instinct. It was just 7.5 miles but i'd have ran forever to fin...
Posted by That Blow Your Mind or What?!? on Mon, 21 May 2007 10:20:00 PST

The Last Straw Can Be The Heaviest

The human mind bends an twists to accomodate life's mental stresses, but much like a tree in a torrential storm, the mind can only bend so much before it snaps. Institutions for the crazy just consoli...
Posted by That Blow Your Mind or What?!? on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 02:02:00 PST

If Sancuary Ever Existed......

It would be in the eyes of a beloved pet when they light up because you are there. My belief is unconditional love in a human or anything, for that matter, is impossible. But the closest thing you wil...
Posted by That Blow Your Mind or What?!? on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 07:48:00 PST

She helped me, then I showed her my wiener

Alright, the details are fuzzy, so bear with me. This is the unofficial log of last night. We started drinking on the train. A whole bottle of Bahama Mama to be exact. The people drinking at this poin...
Posted by That Blow Your Mind or What?!? on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 04:37:00 PST

Blood, Pain, and Death

Between blood, pain, and death one must know they are alive. On days like these, I believe these are the only things that are real. It's probably just because I'm going through a tough time, but thing...
Posted by That Blow Your Mind or What?!? on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 03:16:00 PST

I got to blow stuff up today!

I actually got to use explosives today! I sign up for the military to kill and blow shit up and hardly ever do, but hearing those explosions and feeling them sent waves through my body. It was an incr...
Posted by That Blow Your Mind or What?!? on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 02:59:00 PST

Recovery Day

Wisdom teeth are out! Luckily 2 so I can still eat on my left side. And the best part is.....drum roll please........ Hydrocodone!!! I was sitting around alone today and didn't even need to dip. It wa...
Posted by That Blow Your Mind or What?!? on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 09:12:00 PST

Better when alone

While I've had to stay in the rear to take care of shit, while others are out in the field, I've learned I can cope much better when I'm alone. My roommate has been gone, I've got to call Shane and tr...
Posted by That Blow Your Mind or What?!? on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 01:45:00 PST

Surrounded, yet all alone

I have been away for a few months and am starting to think everything I once loved in life is slipping through my fingers like sand. It's wierd I start to realize it IS easy to put on a happy face to ...
Posted by That Blow Your Mind or What?!? on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 11:08:00 PST