hoping for an answer, but expecting none.... |
well back againand i am so confused. for a while now, i have had one of those tracker maps on my page to see who comes there and see all the people who come there from all over the world and a lot of ... Posted by on Sun, 02 Nov 2008 18:50:00 GMT |
love songs.... |
yeah i'm doing something different on the blog this time, hopefully someone will check this outbelow on the music player are ten songs, all love songs that are, in my humble opinion, the ten best lov... Posted by on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 20:07:00 GMT |
things these days |
wow, the last time i did one of these was June 11th of last year, and then i was a bit happier about things. wish i could say that now. i am still here in my old house, still alone since Mom died over... Posted by on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 23:11:00 GMT |
lately.... |
well, it has been a while since i did one of these things, but i thought i would give it a try again, so here i am. i have had a wee bit of a struggle with some left over issues from my chemotherapy t... Posted by on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 21:19:00 GMT |
does anyone know how to be happy anymore? |
so here i am, in September of 2006, in the middle of another sleepless night. i was suppose to be starting school at the University of South Carolina. bu... Posted by on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 04:17:00 GMT |
empty house.... |
well, it's been just over three months since my Mom died and i guess it has taken me this long to realize how big ane empty this house really is. i mean it is just lonesome here. all there i... Posted by on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 21:05:00 GMT |
yeah, it's been a while.... |
i haven't posted a new blog since March, but oh well, who could really. it turned out that Mom didn't even have 6 months to live after all, she only lasted about 10 days. she&... Posted by on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 15:05:00 GMT |
as if things can get worse, they did |
i had been putting this off for a while now, well since i got this news, and i have been just numb ever since. there is just nothing else i could possibly feel beyond that.
&... Posted by on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 21:47:00 GMT |
2006 and decisions.... |
well, it's now 2006, and all i gotta say is, FUCK 2005!!!! it was the worst year of my life without a doubt. i am so glad it is over and i hope i can move on. i am ready to go back ... Posted by on Thu, 05 Jan 2006 01:11:00 GMT |
Thanksgiving.... |
it's Thanksgiving night. i haven't had a good Thanksgiving at all. i have been here most of the day alone. last year, my entire family was here, my Mom, my Dad, and all three of my older brother... Posted by on Thu, 24 Nov 2005 20:24:00 GMT |