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cass

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About Me


i'm a little bit of everything
so i'm sitting here feeling somehow spiritual completely high trying to say something about myself but nothing will ever put me in the simplicity of words typed on my macbook not even the most complex and descriptive words of the english language can describe the beauty and the depth beneath ones surface much less project how things really are and really should be.. language is communication but, oh, how there are so many more meaningful ways to communicate.inconsistent, unstable, up and down, down and up, but hey, i'm still me. i'm an extremely multifaceted person, often taking myself to whole new levels of perception and always continuing to adapt to my surroundings just to pick up all the mystery and hidden meaning just waiting for me to explore.. you can look at this world with negativity and skepticism or with contemplation, curiousity, and wonder.. and i suppose i chose the latter. and the beauty of it all, is that really, i will never know it all, never have enough to feed the hunger in my mind. the mind is expansive.. and mine remains continually on a journey.. for what? i may never know that, but throughout my journey, i've found a lot more looking for the answers to my questions than actually reaching the answers themselves. and that has seemed to make this exploration of life allthemore enjoyable. besides all of my contemplation i love many other things... drivin my accident-prone 97 bonneville (often with no destination) traveling, experimenting with mind/body perception, partyin'.. at least enjoying what minnesota has to offer. computer junk.. technology, culture, art, reading, writing, trying to understand physics and other type of sciences.. much more.. honestly, my interests could go on forever but i consider my lack of boredom to be a pretty good trait. i'm just livin' and i love this life.
the majority of this world's people live like preoccupied children, playing with toys in a house that is soon to burn to the ground.

My Interests


the unexamined life is not worth living currently- indulging myself in general extravagance. mental molestation... the spirit within each of us. design and other artistic pursuits. learning. learning. learning. social disruptionn. finding hidden meanings within ordinary situations. finding myself (...let's just say i have a long way to go). sleeping days away or not sleeping whatsoever. reading/writing and other nerdy computer junk. partyin'. changes. exploration. adventure. insanity. culture. achieving intimacy with those who come in & out of my life. driving around in my car without a specific destination. curbing my addiction to tabloids/gossip magazines. living and loving. working hard but playing harder.. other than that, i'm just an undercover nerd who refuses to come out of the closet.

(sweden baby!)

I'd like to meet:


if you've got something to say, i'm down to hear it. if you've got something to show me, i'm always down to see it.. but what im lookin for... is someone who can do all that & at the same time make me FEEL it.

Music:

sneaker pimps. atb. primitive radio gods. ladytron. sublime. bowie. garbage. peaches. gorillaz. atmosphere. kanye. prodigy. benny benassi. darude. elastica. aqua. bjork. paul oakenfold. hed kandi. the donnas. modest mouse. veruca salt. gwen. nirvana. liz phair. erykah badu. amy winehouse. veruca salt. sublime. indie, indie, indie.

Movies:

gia.
thirteen.
what the @#$! do we know?
i the matrix.
the labryinth.
girl, interrupted.
54.
party monster.
american history X.

Television:

n/a... well, south park.

Books:

the art of seduction by robert greene. smack. the teenage liberation handbook. the teaching of j. krishnamurti. in search of the sacred. the politics of ecstacy by timothy leary. how to make love like a pornstar. so manyyy more.

Heroes:

gia carangi. and narcist that i am, i'd say myself as well...

My Blog

tommorows come too soon

Use meI'm beautifulTake meI'm yoursHurt meIt feels like medicineAnd all I deservePeople have funny thingsSwimming insideThey swing like pendulumsThat turn like the tidesDarlingI don't need moneyI coul...
Posted by cass on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 06:40:00 PST

just when i found the way

i end up taking the wrong turn.back where i started.god damn, do i remember the last time i felt so lost? felt so bad? i love you, i hate you, i hate you, i love you. i hate me, i love me, i hate me, ...
Posted by cass on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 12:42:00 PST

i get myself stuck.

THE LAWS OF SOMEONES.we all have someone, who reminds us of someone.and this can be a good or bad thing.when someone's needs or wants reminds us of someone else's needs or wants.we are reminded of som...
Posted by cass on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 11:15:00 PST

and again and again

'You don't have to think about any of thenasty minutiae of the real world, you don't get caught up in thatawful boring thing called regular life, with its bills and its breakupsand its dishes and laun...
Posted by cass on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 10:42:00 PST

.....

Talent is developed in privacy, ' you know? And it's really true. There is a need for aloneness which I don't think most people realize. It's almost having certain kinds of secrets for yourself that y...
Posted by cass on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 01:46:00 PST

i need more from this life.

... i am sick, of this. running myself into situations i can't get out of. everything in transition. nowhere to call home.
Posted by cass on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 09:41:00 PST

expressionless.

"Scott sat expressionless as he answered questions about the assault, denying some of the victim's allegations"yeah, thats how you've always been, kino. so full of words but so void of emotion... i w...
Posted by cass on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 11:40:00 PST

surveyed.

Wrath                    Who did you last get angry with?mike, but then we made up, as usual.       ...
Posted by cass on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 02:38:00 PST

words are all i can offer.

 i foresaw what would come, you hurting me and hurting yourself as well. I don't know what to say. I would like to leave you but in an odd sense I still sense some sort of potential in you stemm...
Posted by cass on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 12:20:00 PST

you ever thought

that you knew somebody, and what they would and would not do, and they proved you- cold-blooded, gut-wrenchingly wrong, in the most disgusting... obscene way possible. it still kind of hurts.
Posted by cass on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 08:12:00 PST