"no one's perfect"
"well, perfect is a belief
and I believe you're perfect for me"
♥
even though you're gone,
and i know we don't talk
nor do i even care to talk to you
but i still love reading this.
and thinking how good it felt to hear you say this..
i believe since i've begun my highschool career
i've changed more than anyone else
i'm not sure if it's exactly for the best..
or the worst,
but i know it's happened
right now i'm so confused
more than i have ever been.
i'm not sure what i want
and i'm so frazzled about who i want to be
it's ridiculous about how much i have no clue what's going on with myself
i honestly don't know if i'll ever be able to meet someone
that can live up the standards
that he put up for me
i don't feel i can get close to anyone anymore
i tend to try
and i will seemed to want to get close
but 5 seconds later i'm am right where i was before
school is probably the only thing i'm sure of
and that's because i dont really have to decide on anything right now
just listen to what is being said
and do what is being told.
i get mad at people that take for granted the great relationships they are in.
it pisses me off
because they can't see how much they have
and they don't care
i want to live my life to the fullest
but i'm scared to death that i won't.
someday i want to be famous
and make alot of money
i know, that's what everyone wants to do
but i don't want to make alot of money just to be rich
but so i can live comfortably
and also, live my life freely
and be able to travel
i love my friends
they're always there for me
and i know alot of them will never leave
sometimes i believe i love everyone too much
and that no one understands my love..
that they mistaken it for other things.
but just because i love hugs and being close to you
doesn't mean that i "like" you or "want to get with you"
it means i care about you
and i care alot.. about everyone
i'm just me.
sometimes i wish i wasn't ..
that i could change myself.
but i can't
so, i suppose i have to deal with it.
i'm a bitch because i don't let you push me around,
i'm a liar because i won't tell you everything,
i'm stupid because sometimes I'm wrong,
i'm ugly because my face isn't perfect,
i'm a whore because i like boys,
i'm annoying because i'm not chill enough,
i'm a loser because i'm not friends with your group,
i use people because i do what's best for me,
i'm fake because most of the time i'm happy,
i'm weird because i'm not like you,
i'm controlling because i get mad sometimes,
i'm clingy because i like to be around people,
i'm greedy because i like to be satisfied,
i'm naive because i'm younger than you,
i'm conceited because I'm proud of who i am,
i'm rude because my manners aren't perfect,
i'm unappreciative because i don't praise you.
don't try to tell me who i am because i already know
i just liked the quote :]
