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Blood Kaos V

I am here for Friends

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Like any woman, I want a man who will love me with his whole heart. My son is very important to me, therefore, I want somebody who will take him in as if he were his own. My friends know what kind of situation brought my lil boy into the world so I feel that I would be a great candidate for exceptions. The father is NOT in the picture and I don't plan for him to be anytime soon, so there is no reason to be afraid of getting in the middle of a 'situation'. Another thing, my lil one has gone through the diagnostic testing for autism. Was originally diagnosed with moderate to severe autism but now has been updated to PDD-NOS Ray is a very happy boy and brings a smile to everyone's face.

My Blog

Would

As the scorching iron Torches my skin.I am forever yours'Til times end.Branded for lifeThe mark is made.Never turning backHeaven doth me forbade.I cannot turnBack now if I want.Only forward throughThi...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Jan 2009 23:07:00 GMT

Cut

As this blade of life pierces the skin An instant release erupts The pain is no longer The blood is the prize The garnet drops replenish my hope As each drop drips onto my tongue I can taste th...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Jan 2009 00:06:00 GMT

Shattered Dreams

Watching life fly as if on a beam I live in a world of shattered dreams Why cant good things happen to me? Can't help it I'm a dreamer And if I tell people get meaner Should I meet my redeemer?...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Jan 2009 20:13:00 GMT

</3

My heart lies open for all you to see... My blood is spilled upon the ground for all to view... I'm dead just let me be for all eternity& As you see me lie here quietly& My heart shall not beat& ...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Jan 2009 20:11:00 GMT

damn it

God damn me for loving someone who said he loved me God damn me for wanting to be loved God damn me for reaching out to friends God damn me for being me God damn me, God damn me
Posted by on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 13:42:00 GMT

The Thoughts of a Borderline Woman

Why am I here? Is this life worth living? Who am I living for? What am I living for? If I were to die today who would notice, does anybody notice me at all? Can this life be changed on a mere whim? My...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 23:32:00 GMT

written in july

Sittin out on a chilly July nightwatching the stars and moon shine brightShe wonders what her life could beonce everything falls into place so delicatelyHer mind keeps racing round and round while her...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 13:56:00 GMT

Everything

What do I write about? Help me find out.  My life seems to have some doubt. My head is pounding, my heart is throbbing, my eyes are convulsing.  I can feel my face twitching, my hands ...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 17:54:00 GMT

one of these days---song im working on

My heart is sick of breaking, itself over you and your ways.  I have no clue on what to do.Please show a way I can live up to expectations.  Not of those who judge others, but of my own expe...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 15:53:00 GMT

Weep

My eyes are closed,My heart lies openfor all to step on til its brokenAs I lie herebarely movingI hear your voice soft and soothingSo many yearspass me byso many tearssoak my eyes.Face is red,cheeks a...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 14:05:00 GMT