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Michelle Renée. ™

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About Me

I'm Michelle. I'm small.
Love me or hate me. Whichever you prefer; I'm happy. I'm blunt. real. unpredictable. outgoing. spontanious. funny. silly. talented. unforgettable. wonderful. nice. amazing. caring. and...overall a good friend.
First of all, I love my family SO much. They all have been there numerous times for me and shown me love unconditionally. I've learned so much in my life already and I still have so many years to come.
I'm currently in cosmetology at Fullerton JC and I love it! I live my life one day at a time. I'm a pretty strong person, I've been through a lot of horrible things and have a lot of crazy stories to tell. But all those things have only made me stronger. I try my hardest to achieve my goals and show that I can be who I aim to be. I have a very well instinct about people, I can read them very well even when I don't know them at all. People have hurt me countless times and I can tell you that I won't stick around if I come across a lie or a fraud. I don't need to please anyone for them to like me and I'm probably one of the most real, down to earth person you will ever meet, if you ever do end up meeting me. I don't put labels on myself and I do what I think is right. I'm an open person and I speak my mind.
♥Michelle
November 29th, 2007
i knew from the beginning. it's one of those indescrible feelings that happens to that one special person. i knew from the moment i walked in the room, he had to be mine. and i waited my turn. hell, i waited for my chance to show him that i can give him everything he's ever looked for in a girl and needed in a relationship. we had it rough in the beginning. we kept it all on the down low for a very long time and took our time to really plan things out. and i'm so so so grateful we did. samuel paul becker is the most genuine, caring, sweet, nice, wholesome, gorgeous, wonderful, amazing guy i have ever met. and the only person i've ever truly have loved. i can not thank God enough for putting him in my life. he is my reason....for waking up and taking that breath of happiness, just knowing i get to talk to him soon. he keeps me going, day by day.

he's one of the few people that understands me completely. he has the biggest heart and the best sense of humor. he has never judged me once, only has he helped me through the thickest times. i can talk to him for hours and hours, until we fall asleep in my car and i wake up from me twitching.... startling him...&&ending with "babe, why are we sleeping in my car, when we both have beds!" haha. he's the person that everyone can easily be friends with. sometimes he's too nice for his own good...but that's what i love about him. always setting an example. for everything he is, i can't tell him enough...how much this boy means to me. i love him from the depth of my heart. ♥"mon compagnon d'âme" my soul mate, mybest friend and my boyfiend.
these are my favorite people...rusty&sammy:

Give me something to talk about.


My Interests



Dear Liar,
get some new lines.
new material.
new sound.
new beats.
quit stealing the spot light.
it only makes you uglier.
you are a monster in disguise.
you should be put to rest for your horrible behavior.



I'd like to meet:


I've already met him. ♥

&&Anyone who is genuine with a good heart.♥
&&these people....



Michelle: "Who is like the Lord?" Renee: "Reborn"
French name taken from the Hebrew meaning 'Who is like the Lord.' She is very independent with strong emotions and will do anything to reach her goals.
When I was younger my 3rd grade teacher once said, "God has a specific plan for her life."
Those words were branded into my skull.
I've grown up wondering and searching. And I'm still figuring myself out. I've come a long way and I have to admit, I'm nowhere near close to giving up.
But one big thing I have learned so far is no matter how many times people have tried to break me down, I will always manage to pick up my bags and keep the line moving, with a smile on my face.
Whether I become depressed or aggravated you will know I'll be okay.
I hope for the best and expect the worst. I don't Believe in anyone anymore.

There's no antidote for irony.



Music:

my heart is in various words, being rolled off talented singers tongues, across the world.

Movies:

Steven Spielberg
Alfred Hitchcock
MEL BROOKS
TIM BURTON
JAMES CAMERON
WALT DISNEY
VICTOR FLEMING
RON HOWARD
JOHN LASSETER
M. NIGHT SHYAMALAN
QUENTIN TARANTINO
ROBERT ZEMECKIS
CHRISTOPHER COLUMBUS
ROLAND EMMERICH
PETER&BOBBY FARRELLY
DAVID FINCHER
JOHN HUGHES
GORE VERBINSKI
etc....

Books:

C. S. Lewis
Alice Sebold
Charlotte Bronte
J.K.Rowling
Chuck palahniuk
Augusten Burroughs
F. Scott Fitzgerald
Tennessee Williams

Heroes:

God.

My Blog

A Prayer for Mercy in Time of Trouble

Psalm 6O Lord, do not be bitter with me in your wrath; do not send punishment on me in the heat of your passion. 2 Have mercy on me, O Lord, for I am wasted away: make me well, for even my bones are t...
Posted by Michelle Renée. ™ on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 04:09:00 PST

My thoughts Exactly!!

i finally found it. my thoughts and rants that have been spending time in my brain are finally in these videos. there is more. but here are a few favorites. can't handle it.don't watch! ...
Posted by Michelle Renée. ™ on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 02:06:00 PST

through these lens.

i'm creating myself to be this way.trapped on the inside.i'm bouncing off the walls placed in my head.i'm making myself physically ill.scared of my own imagination.it's been three months.and two of th...
Posted by Michelle Renée. ™ on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 11:04:00 PST

crooked spine. knotted intestines.

This ones for the shattered glass i left, along with a note asking for your favor.I was in such a quick hurry, I forgot I may have needed a review.There comes those days, that are just so hard to swal...
Posted by Michelle Renée. ™ on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 01:33:00 PST

stomach turned inside out.

headaches and backaches.heart open wide enough to climb through.spread it down and walk on through this white washed ground.open me up to the ten millionth page you scribbled your fate on, with stolen...
Posted by Michelle Renée. ™ on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 03:11:00 PST

take off this price tag, ive been boughten.

you think you can fool me?well, think twice before you spit your wonderful, conjured up, lies in my face. i saw you the other day. you can't hide behind the different victims any longer. proven right ...
Posted by Michelle Renée. ™ on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 12:07:00 PST

Not even close to what i really want to say.

hear me out. let me say a few words, i've been molding for almost twice your years. give me a chance to voice and scream till my lungs turn a deeper black. i've been walking this earth for almost two ...
Posted by Michelle Renée. ™ on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 01:15:00 PST

never again.

I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger greenI hope when your in bed with her, you think of meI would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you wellCould you tell, by the flames that burned...
Posted by Michelle Renée. ™ on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 02:03:00 PST

you don’t know what true love is...

you just do as you're told.your promises; they look like lies.and i am finally free. ..................the countdown begins.
Posted by Michelle Renée. ™ on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 01:39:00 PST

treetops and apricots.

has all the noise quieted down?the rustle of the chattering trees, have they finally nothing left to say?will these dreams ever decide to leave this haunted mind?can i walk outside among the breeze?am...
Posted by Michelle Renée. ™ on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 02:11:00 PST