next to impossible |
i'm losing my faith in humanity. i guess i wonder sometimes if people ever stay together for good. like people in love. i just need to know if it's possible for two people to stay happy together fore...
Posted by jeff on Sun, 09 Nov 2008 02:20:00 PST |
shutgunator |
this has not been the best week. nothing in particular has gone wrong really. there are just some little things bugging me i guess. the most obvious reason is that i'm working the late shift at work t...
Posted by jeff on Fri, 07 Nov 2008 04:18:00 PST |
fall back |
i want to write songs. badly. but i cant. i've been putting my thoughts down on paper since i was a wee teenager essentially turning my life into verses, choruses, and the occasional bridge. i have bo...
Posted by jeff on Sun, 02 Nov 2008 08:21:00 PST |
piss and vinegar |
it's really good to see you rocking out and having fun living like you've just begun accept your life and what it bringsi hope tomorrow you find better thingsi know tomorrow you'll find better thingst...
Posted by jeff on Wed, 29 Oct 2008 05:57:00 PST |
welfare scramble |
several topics today.i told jessie to go fuck herself this week. i was forced for several weeks to be nice to her because she had some stuff of mine that i wanted back, so i just went along with it wh...
Posted by jeff on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 05:12:00 PST |
out with the old and in with the new |
the oldladies and gentleman, i present to you: a clean slate. over the past few weeks i've thrown away a lot stuff from and relating to jessie- pictures, notes, etc. i also deleted a boatload of saved...
Posted by jeff on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 06:37:00 PST |
seventh grade hand holding |
so last night mike and i went on a date and when we werent too busy necking we watched nick and norahs infinite playlist. a month ago it would have killed me to watch it because of course theres a sup...
Posted by jeff on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 07:42:00 PST |
overwhelming pt. 2 |
i should be in bed but i know i wont be able to sleep without getting this off my chest. jessie, i dont know whether or not you will read this and frankly at this point, it doesnt matter because i'm g...
Posted by jeff on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 11:31:00 PST |
sinking the relationship |
so i've been thinking. yes i know that is a recipe for disaster but lets proceed anyway. i am terrified of starting a new relationship. there are of course the obvious trust/fear of assholes issues. j...
Posted by jeff on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 09:14:00 PST |
forgetting jessie alwine |
she doesnt care about my feelings. all she does is make excuses for the way she acts. and i guess its just getting old. i dont feel like explaining whats happening or bad mouthing her because i'm abov...
Posted by jeff on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 09:06:00 PST |
