morgie :)
sophomore
takenn.
goin back to when i was a little girl,ive always had a dream..but none of them seem to come true.i give it my best in life,most of the time i struggle at it.i wouldnt say i had the best life ever, but i wouldnt say i had the worst.growing up i have seen and learned alot of things.ive been through alot and nobody will ever know how bad it has actually effected me.i try to be strong for the people i love and care about but i cant be strong for them when im not even strong enough for myself.i smile everyday to make people think that im perfectly fine, but on the inside im not.i have been trying my best to not care about what people think.sometimes people think im tryin to impress other people when im only tryin to impress myself.i recently discovered that i am a very hard person to figure out.i hardly ever know what i really want.love: ive been hurt, but ive also hurt others.i actually have a wild personality and i always like to have a good time.music: gorilla zoe && lil wayne.i have made many mistakes, but i cant fix them now.talking, well thats a favorite..so get at me.
let's just drink to get drunk,
and tell each other everything.
for a drunkin mind,
speaks a sober heart.
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&& she wipes off the black rivers
running down her un-made cheeks.
she takes a deep breath in and
steadies herself. she can do
this, keep going, pull through;;
the-show-must-go-on.
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i agree with the dictionary.
girls before guys,
partying before studying,
& friends before love.
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To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
Morgan Deanna Brown.(a.k.a cuhh!ninja #2)
Well cuhh! It's yo kaybizzle!♥ Where can I start off? Maynnee. We've been through so much in our lifetime. I still think about Scott Lane and our adventures in the backyard at the ages of 3 and 5. From the rapid speeds down the driveway to our ass's sitting in mud puddles. ♥ And now look at us..We're all grown up. Yeah, i agree we fell apart for sometime,but something always brings our cuhh luvv back to each other. Hell we ninjas till da end nikka. I look back all the time, and think of the hilarious times we've had together. Getting in trouble,cops and robbers,almost running away, getting into a wreck,almost dieing together, to laughing to a damn fat kid on a sling shot. Most people are probably gonna read this, and be like,"wud da fuck is she talkin' bout'?" but you know what the funny thing is, you'll be the only one that can truely read this, and all of this make sense. I've always been here for you. && I will continue to be here for you always,through the hard times, and the good times.Yea, we're getting older and yeah im probably gonna move away,college, and have babies. BUT ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU HAVE A PIECE OF HEART && you'll always be on mind. God, it makes me almost cry thinking about all the shit we've been through. And I want you to know I'm proud of you. That's right. I've always been proud of you. I may not agree with everything that you do, but I'll always be proud of you. I want you to do what makes you happy. && every decision you make, i'll be behind you 100%.(even if its for the good or the bad.♥) Cuhhs till the end nikka. I love you girl. And I'll always be here when no one else will. I mean man..We're gonna race wheelchairs when we get older. Who knows?! We might have to show off our ninja skills to dem damn old peeps. ♥ I love you. And I hope when you read this, it touches you..cause it sure does me. I love you Girlie. ♥ ♥
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lifes journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "holy shit...what a ride!"
--my mom has always told me "never let a mans love make you weak and blind your eyes to reality, be strong, support yourself, then just share your time, heart and thoughts with a companion." remember that...you will need to turn to it one day.--
