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Tash

numb is the new high

About Me

It's been a whirlwind ride these short 25 years so far on the planet. My goal is to be the most HUMAN human being possible. I'm all about being MYSELF. Trying to become a perfect standard that isn't even close to who I am, is complete bullshit! I'm a feminist...meaning I believe women should be equal to all, not better than everyone else. I'm a mother who thinks that my child actually wants her PARENTS to parent her. I'm a lover who thinks sexual identity is just another facet of being a real human being. I'm a walking contradiction...I'm sometimes the most giving person, and then other days I have to be selfish. I work hard, play hard, and some days I just sit on my ass. I love nothing more than to be in the company of other people to be aware and learn from them, and then sometimes I just want to hide in my proverbial closet and mourn over the loss of our humanity. I am just being the human I was born to be! No apologies. No excuses.
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My Interests

What doesn't interest me...?!I love anything new and unknown. I love coffee, fast driving, soft lips, shiny lakes, performing, musty-smelling books, banter laced with sexual tension...

I'd like to meet:

The stranger in my dreams. Freud would've had so much fun with my brain.I would like to meet women for friendship and otherwise. I adore the female population and am terrified at the same time. Such complicated creatures we are. Some of the worst and most amazing interactions I've had on the planet to date have been with some lovely ladies.

Music:

Do I have to make a list? Any music with talented female artists:Portishead, Massive Attack, Metric, Fiona Apple, Feist, Gwen Stefani, Alanis Morissette, Zero 7, Telepopmusik, Coco Rosie, Evanescence, Emily Haines, Sarah Mclachlan, Lily Allen, MIA, etc.

Movies:

I can't even remember the last time I watched a movie. I do like foreign films though.

Television:

The L Word, House, I miss the X-files (mmmm...Gillian Anderson)

Books:

Erotice by Anne Rice. Anything on spirituality and the universe. The secret nerd inside of me is addicted to reading.

Heroes:

I don't have one. I'm my own best motivator.

My Blog

Lyrics for a Missed Soul

playgrounds are graveyards and all of our scars are permanent there's no placement for places i'll always love you, you're mine numb is the new high,old memories die out 'till nothing and nowhere is g...
Posted by Tash on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 07:38:00 PST

Sense of Entitlement

I'm wondering if the wave sweeping North America is new to our generation. The sense of entitlement that I come across on a daily basis is startling. The idea that "I want this and deserve it now" is ...
Posted by Tash on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 07:22:00 PST

Melancholy January

What is it with January? Is it because I live in the wasteland of Calgary that never looks as desolate and dirty as it does after it's snowed and had two days to melt and freeze again? The lack of sun...
Posted by Tash on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 07:56:00 PST

Thoughts for Friends

I had a much more positive outlook on life yesterday...thanx to all the amazing people in my life who can bring things into perspective. Audra... our phone conversations are the perfect vent sessions ...
Posted by Tash on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 09:34:00 PST

Losing Faith in Humanity

I have my days where people's actions really serve to remind me that most of us are inherently selfish and motivated by unpure thoughts and plans. I was born one of the most naively optimistic people ...
Posted by Tash on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 09:06:00 PST

Kissing

I've been more than a little obsessed in my inner monologue this month with kissing. Not sure if it's just the chemical whiff of hormones in the air, or restlessness due to the impending winter. I'm ...
Posted by Tash on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 10:27:00 PST

A Random Act of Kindness

So I was on my way to work yesterday afternoon and thought I would hit the local Timmy's drive-thru for my usual large regular coffee. As with any retail location in Calgary the line-up was long and m...
Posted by Tash on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 07:56:00 PST

Coffee, Sugar & Cigarettes

My top three most loved and despised addictions: Coffee: I will never give this one up. Haven't even thought about trying. From the smell of whole beans, to when they are ground...the sound of your co...
Posted by Tash on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 09:30:00 PST

Last year when I met the woman of my dreams

It's almost my birthday like I mentioned in my last post...ironically October 19th has been declared National Evaluate Your Life Day in the US. Such a Tash holiday. I was thinking about what I was doi...
Posted by Tash on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 08:56:00 PST

25 years is almost done...

Quarter century-crisis in full force... I can't seem to shake the foggy lens from my eyes that I'm watching my life zoom past me with no consideration for my direction. When did all the pure joy of t...
Posted by Tash on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 08:13:00 PST