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I’m Selfishly Connected To My Changing Mind

If I Can Make An Honest Mistake, Then You Can Let Yourself Live This Way.

About Me


truths razors cutting across my face
contemplating... as i start to pace
like "whats living if its just a disgrace?"
shit in my past that id rather erase
but wait... i guess id have to write it first
cuz shit that never was, cant be cursed
it can only be thought about
and fought about
until it only sprouts more doubts
that never should have been
leaves me hurting as my head starts to spin
but this time no sly grins
and no kept up chin
shame keeps my eyes glued to the ground
and i said no acts this time, everything's profound
its like it was supposed to be my lost and found
except, when i think about it, it's only lost...
found doesn't exist
and i wish its something i could resist
because... of mistakes in my life, ive got lists
but none of them ever persist
quite like this one
and i think back to when it first begun
and i wish i did something wrong so it could be undone
but i did worse than do something wrong
i just didnt...

My Interests



I'd like to meet:

Amir Sulaiman, The Game, Immortal Technique, Liza Garza, Hasan Salaam, Mos Def, Talib Kweli, Saja P, Sheikh Arif, Sheikh Hassan Nasrullah, Ayatullah Khamenaei, Muhammed Al-Tijani Al-Sawami, Khaled Hosseini, and InshAllah I would be blessed to meet the 14 Masoom(pbut) and the martyrs of Karbala. I would also be humbled to come face to face with people like Ayatullah Khomeini, Al-Hajj Malik El-Shabaaz, and Tupac Shakur in the afterlife.

Also Adam, Matt, Mark, Fred, and Eddie... If you don't know who those people are you don't know me very well. :)..This profile was edited with MySpace Profile Editor MySpace Profile Editor

Music:

112, 30 Seconds to Mars, Aerosmith, AFI, Akon, The All-American Rejects, AMIR SULAIMAN, ANBERLIN, Augustana, Baby Bash, Beanie Sigel, BLACK STAR, Blink-182, Bobby Valentino, Bone Thugs-N-Harmony, BRAND NEW, The Bravery, Breaking Benjamin, A Brief Smile, Cam'ron, Cassidy, Chamillionaire, Coldplay, Common, Dashboard Confessional, Dilated Peoples, DJ Green Lantern, DJ Khaled, DJ Skee, Dmx, Dr. Dre, E-40, Editors, Eminem, Fabolous, Fat Joe, Fort Minor, The Fray, Freeway, THE GAME, Gil Scott-Heron, Gille Da Kid, Ginuwine, Gnarls Barkley, The Goo Goo Dolls, Gorillaz, Hasan Salaam, Hellogoodbye, Hell Rell, Hi-Coup, IMMORTAL TECHNIQUE, Incubus, Jadakiss, Jagged Edge, Jamie Foxx, Jay-Z, Jim Jones, John Legend, John Mayer, Juelz Santana, Juice, Juvenile, KANYE WEST, Koop, Lauryn Hill, Lil' Wayne, LIZA GARZA, Ludacris, LUPE FIASCO, Mary J. Blige, Matchbox Twenty, MC Mell 'O', Michael Jackson, Mika, Mims, Mister KA, MOS DEF, My Chemical Romance, NAS, New Found Glory, Ne-Yo, Nickelback, The Notorious B.I.G, Ok Go, Our Lady Peace, Outlandish, Pharrell, Plain White-T's, Rage Against The Machine, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Relient K, Rick Ross, Rise Against, Saja P, The Shins, Skillz, Smarty Pants, Snoop Dogg, Snow Patrol, SOLIDIFIED SOUNDS, SUm 41, SYSTEM OF A DOWN, T.I, TAKING BACK SUNDAY, Taking Back Sunday String Quartet, TALIB KWELI, Three Days Grace, T-Pain, TUPAC, Twista, Usher, Weezer, The White Stripes, Young Jeezy, Youngbloodz, Yung Joc

Also as far as non-music things go I highly enjoy and respect Mahmood Karimi and Aba Dhar's works.

Movies:

Farenheight 9/11,
Belly,
Paradise Now,
Children of Heaven,
Crash,
In This World,
All of the Scary Movies,
How High,
Bowling For Columbine,
Unleashed,
Scarface,
Rush Hour 1 and 2, (Actually all Jackie Chan Movies)
Napolean Dynamite,
Cinderella Man,
A Walk to Remember(Screw you Darren),
An Inconvient Truth,
16 Blocks,
8 Mile,
Boys of Baraka,
300,
Karbala: When Skies Wept Blood

Television:

Futurama, Family Guy, Simpsons, Spongebob, Poker Series, Soccer (English Premier League), Discovery Channel...

Books:

The Autobiography of Malcom X,
The Kite Runner,
A Thousand Splendid Suns,
Then I Was Guided,
Ask Those Who Know,
The Tragedy of Karbala,
Tears & Tributes,
Hussein: Our Saviour,
A Little Matter Of Genocide
And a few others that I will eventually add.

Heroes:

First and foremost the Prophet (PBUH) and his Family (PBUT) and especially Imam Hussain (PBUH) and his followers at Karbala. MALIK "MALCOLM X" SHABAZZ SHEIKH ARIF ABDULHUSSEIN KHALED HOSSEINI HEZBOLLAH(Will add more soon)

My Blog

"Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me."

MashAllah.. I'm so stunned right now. I honestly don't have the right words to describe my feelings right now. So, let me just dive into it.   Basically, I just finished reading Khaled Hosse...
Posted by Faramarz on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 11:28:00 PST

time to leave

im stuck   in confusion and my own fears.   where am i to go from here?   change is an old foe. it has always distorted and confused me. thrown off course by its sudden happenings and e...
Posted by Faramarz on Fri, 18 May 2007 11:43:00 PST

ME

Salam people Well a few folks have been telling me I'm quite a 'shady character,' if you will. I'm not exactly sure what that means but apparently I'm a very hard person to understand... isn...
Posted by Faramarz on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 01:44:00 PST

The Holocaust, the Jews, and the Palestinians.

Salams. A funny thing happened earlier today. Well not really funny, actually kind of sad. Anyways during English today we were assigned novels to read over the course of the next 2 weeks. The book we...
Posted by Faramarz on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 12:11:00 PST

King of Martyrs

He sits there. Silent. Honestly who wouldn't be silent in his situation? When a man loses his son the healing process is almost indefinite. Moving on is a part of life, but you will never be the same ...
Posted by Faramarz on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 09:41:00 PST

A Palestinian Boy

Around the tank ran the boy In his hands were the stones Before he moved back his foot Within a second there was a shot Toward the boy went the bullet Before he knew it he hit the ground Against the p...
Posted by Faramarz on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 08:17:00 PST