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all this time you were pretending...

I need more sex, okay? Before I die I wanna taste everyone in the world.

About Me

"This place is a prison
And these people aren't your friends
Inhaling thrills through $20 bills
And the tumblers are drained and then flooded again
And again"


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My Interests



I'd like to meet:



"My toothbrush is one of those Sonicare toothbrushes. It cleans with the power of an Oreck, and feels like a vibrator in your mouth, AND spits out its own internal supply of toothpaste. Sounds gnarly, but works like a charm. If only it had a pager I could call and hear my toothbrush go off. It’d be easier to find at times like this when I lose it. Downloading ringtones onto it would be awesome as well. Who doesn’t want to hear Hoobastank while brushing their teeth?"

Music:



Movies:



Television:

idiot box. Entourage Queer As Folk CSI: Miami Reba Everyday Italian The Fresh Prince Of Bel-Air Scrubs

Books:

All thing Grisham, Palahniuk, Tyree & Jerome Dickey/"Johnny The Homocidal Maniac"/"Lenore"/and other various dark humored comics.

Heroes:

No one.

My Blog

Under my umbrella..

You know, it's funny how I never have anything to write in my Myspace blog anymore. I never have anything to say unless I'm arguing with someone, and the only person I've been arguing with lately is M...
Posted by CB♥ [ behind closed doors ] on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 05:37:00 PST

NO MORE PRETENDING!

I'm goin' to see HIM on August 13th!!! Matt's gonna buy my ticket for me and I'm freakin' going!   THEY WILL BE HERE, IN THIS STATE, IN RALEIGH, AND I WILL BE ABLE TO SEE THE SWEAT ON VILLE'S FAC...
Posted by CB♥ [ behind closed doors ] on Tue, 22 May 2007 04:00:00 PST

Friends.

You are all near and dear to my heart. You know me. I know you. We know how it goes. But whatever, man! I love you weird, dysfunctional and sometimes just... not right mofos. x. Marissa...
Posted by CB♥ [ behind closed doors ] on Sun, 13 May 2007 08:22:00 PST

That fucking douche bag at the Hed show lkfdjsaklfdkjpoafds...

Dkjdsafhkdsaj;lkfsdah fsdo8[famdoisaf   fds;oaihfewpiufhpiwaf ]'..a ..'gfso;hifepfwahpo8reaojpigrea..].... I was up at the front, right on the goddamned stage before all the over-excited drunk do...
Posted by CB♥ [ behind closed doors ] on Sat, 12 May 2007 10:02:00 PST

Does it make you happy now?

I got a lot off my chest today about a lot of things. I went home and wrote last night, and after flipping through the notebook, I realized that I've just been writing and re-writing the same thing ov...
Posted by CB♥ [ behind closed doors ] on Wed, 09 May 2007 07:30:00 PST

Mein veener!

Awesome. Last night was so bangin'. Up until the end. But me and the Lobsterfolk got crunk and stupid and it was ballin'! Ahhhhh, I love my fiance. I just thought I would say that. I really am a lucky...
Posted by CB♥ [ behind closed doors ] on Mon, 07 May 2007 07:08:00 PST

Lesson learned.

I was reading my Xanga and re-read the post I made to Brandy whenever we had our falling out... and I realized that sometimes... I can be a lot more mature than people think. So I just decided to post...
Posted by CB♥ [ behind closed doors ] on Mon, 07 May 2007 05:36:00 PST

Cinco de Drinko Part Deux.

Gettin' ready to head over to Nigey's house to celebrate Cinco De Mayo! Hopefully everyone will come. It was a looooong, sloooow day at the Lobster, and I think every one of us could use a drink or fi...
Posted by CB♥ [ behind closed doors ] on Sun, 06 May 2007 07:21:00 PST

Livin' on the edge, not afraid to die...

Last night was probably one of the worst I've had in a very long time. So here's the story: I haven't really been sleeping since I got home from CA. I guess things have just been getting to me and I'm...
Posted by CB♥ [ behind closed doors ] on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 07:50:00 PST

And I'm not sorry...

I no longer think that I have to apologize to everyone just so that things will be better between us. I'm tired of going above and beyond to say things to stroke peoples' egoes just so that they'...
Posted by CB♥ [ behind closed doors ] on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 09:39:00 PST