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lindsey ahndraya

on the back deck, drunk and awkward, i think we accidentally met.

About Me

About Me:

the perfect line to describe myself is, "i am who i am."

i am honest, sarcastic, out of control, intuitive, eccentric, almost too blunt, and im highly set in my ways and opinions. but honestly, if you really get to know me, you will see i am the most loyal friend and companion you will ever have.

im compassionate, im strong, and i will make you laugh until your tummy hurts and tears stream down your face.

im lindsey.

you will have to know me to understand.

My Interests

peace & love, duh.
celebrity gossip and ALL its glory
attempting to write a decent sentence
the los angeles DODGERS!
vodka- helping me solve all problems
your mom
my mom
driving EVERYWHERE
basically all asian food- its all i eat.
parliament lights
good friends
good beats
loud music
blue skies
classic rock
cacti
jazz bands
rainy days
too many hours in between my sheets
my macbook
warm blankets
warm bodies
expanded minds.

I'd like to meet:

who i'd like to meet:



GENUINE PEOPLE, writers, lovers, fun havers, fabulous people, liberals, gnarlers, drunks, smokers, anyone muscially inclined. i like good conversationalists as well.

if you can hold my short attention span, i commend you. seriously.

AIM- ALRIGHTALRIGHTTT

Music:

constant rotation in my car:
the faint
rilo kiley
fiona apple
bjork
fleetwood mac
peaches
the bird and the bee
the who
css
daft punk
alanis morissette
nirvana
blondie
the smiths
hot hot heat
the cure
jimi hendrix
modest mouse
credence clearwater revival
madonna
depeche mode
sia
radiohead

i hang out with a bunch of dj's all the time...i think my musical taste is larger then i can even explain.

Movies:

pulp fiction
dazed and confused
mean girls
marie antoinette
blow
wedding crashers
mallrats

Television:

csi: vegas<3
csi: miami
csi: new york
roseanne
no reservations
gossip girl
weeds
sex and the city
two and a half men
project runway
gilmore girls/dawsons creek reruns
anything on the food channel
mtv reality shows
americas next top model
futurama
six feet under
nip/tuck
family guy
the simpsons

Books:

anything by bret easton ellis.
i dont read like i used to... :(

Heroes:

my mom...for being the most amazing person in my life. i love her more than ANYONE. i will break your fuckin face for her. <3333

My Blog

the chopping block.

the sand is between my toes, millions of rock particles in the innermost crevices of my feet. the ground is littered with pieces of shells and dried up seaweed, and trails of footprints lead their way...
Posted by lindsey ahndraya on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 03:14:00 PST

50 random facts about yours truly.

i walk too fast sometimes because my legs are so long, and most people cant keep up.my feet are bigger then most girls and i trip over them frequently.i have a huge cowlick on the back of my head, and...
Posted by lindsey ahndraya on Fri, 03 Oct 2008 02:44:00 PST

time. (haiku)

and so it goes by. the trees still sway in the wind,after you are gone.
Posted by lindsey ahndraya on Sat, 23 Aug 2008 02:07:00 PST

beautiful.

i wipe another salty tear from my cheek with my dirty hand. how many tears have i cried today? i ask myself this, and silently start counting as each one rolls down my face. one, two, twelve, the numb...
Posted by lindsey ahndraya on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 03:49:00 PST

chlorine.

let's take a swim, you say. the water is cold, and my shivering big toe tells me no, but i jump in anyway without a second thought. rush, rush, rush. its freezing beyond words, but i swim, swim anyway...
Posted by lindsey ahndraya on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 11:09:00 PST

half empty.

another wasted night, but its not over yet. my hands grip the steering wheel, and the dashed freeway lines are flying by so fast that they almost look whole. a single tear slides down my flushed cheek...
Posted by lindsey ahndraya on Sun, 18 May 2008 11:14:00 PST

rearrange.

heavy in my head,heavy in my heart,whats the point of finishing,if you dont even know how to start?the words sit on my tongue,threatening,waiting,anticipating.i suck them back in my brain,holding off ...
Posted by lindsey ahndraya on Mon, 05 May 2008 01:23:00 PST

i think it's thursday.

2:58 am. another tick of the clock goes by, followed with a breath. my pillow is cold and empty tonight, my eyes dry and droopy. i forget what day it is all together. does it really matter? could it b...
Posted by lindsey ahndraya on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 03:15:00 PST

2 seconds.

and then i exhaled.and everything suddenly felt right.
Posted by lindsey ahndraya on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 02:54:00 PST

5 seconds.

i can feel you staring at me from across the crowded room. the hairs on my neck are standing up and i light a cigarette and laugh at something that wasnt funny, just because.
Posted by lindsey ahndraya on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 01:21:00 PST