Serenity |
It is awesome to have found my serenity again. I can't even begin to describe the difference from 7 weeks ago, before I got back into recovery, and now. It is like I'm a whole new person--mySELF.Thi...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Apr 2009 16:58:00 GMT |
Recovery Chat |
I like RecoveryChat.com. I'm there right now.I also like The Language of Letting Go.I also like going to two meetings a week.I also like that my divorce is really happening this time, that my mother ...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 20:05:00 GMT |
bad news about the podcast |
GCAST is going to start charging $99/year to have the phone-in service. I can't afford that, so unless I find another service that's similar (and free), the podcast is going to get even more sporadic...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Mar 2009 14:09:00 GMT |
my defects of character |
I am finally starting to realize that one of my defects of character is not taking care of myself. Getting a divorce is the right thing for me. It's not going to be easy. I don't have a job. I hav...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Mar 2009 04:32:00 GMT |
stuff |
So, eventually I realized I need to move on with my life, and I need a divorce to do so.We had the talk today, even though I'd wanted to wait. He just kept pushing. Then he got ugly. I hope he sett...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Mar 2009 16:52:00 GMT |
Today I learned the truth |
She was lying to me again. She is with someone else. I had to find out from her new girlfriend.Afterward, I cried for awhile and then I sat down and had a talk with my husband and made it clear that ...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Mar 2009 18:23:00 GMT |
getting better |
I've talked to my husband about my need for space and time. He is not rushing me to do anything. So that is a kindness.I don't know what the future will bring, but I know it will be good. I know my...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Mar 2009 20:48:00 GMT |
I'm worth it |
I ended it with my girlfriend because she is not available. What was there to end, really?She was keeping me hanging all the time, her feelings were all over the place. I really thought about a ques...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Mar 2009 11:29:00 GMT |
my computer hates me |
I wrote this huge blog entry about what has been going on with me lately, and my computer froze up, and I lost it.I don't have the energy to retype all of it right now.But it definitely feels good to ...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Mar 2009 15:03:00 GMT |
Return of the Toxic Friends |
Today's thought from Hazelden is:All I have to know today is that I'm willing to have my life be different."Willingness" is the key to my freedom. When I'm open minded, when I'm ready to listen to ide...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Jan 2009 19:17:00 GMT |
