Benjamon!!!! i think it It doesn't matter how long we may have been stuck in a sense of our limitations. If we go into a darkened room and turn on the light, it doesn't matter if the room has been dark for a day, a week, or ten thousand years - we turn on the light and it is illuminated. Once we control our capacity for love and happiness, the light has been turned on.
I am a daughter, a girl, a partner, a sister, a friend, a young girl but a grown woman... I pray to God and cry my tears. I am confident, caring, loving, and thoughtful. Im sometimes shy but friendly. Careful and careless. I am determined but have my doubts sometimes. i am not perfect and i still daydream once in a wile. I listen to other's who don t listen to me. i believe in passion just like i believe in love. Im the type of girl who will burst out laughing at something that happened yesterday. Who thinks that no matter what... people will always talk about you good or bad so might as well i do what i really want. its sad when people you know become people you once knew. When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. how you used to be able to talk for hours and now you can barely even look at them. Thats when you have to laugh and apologize when you should and let go of what you cant change... love deeply forgive quickly and take chances that life brings... love what you got and always remember what you had. learn from your mistakes and never regret. I have a boyfriend my partner my friend my other half. He makes me smile but its not any regular smile either. Its that radiant smile... you know the one you get when you know you have fallen head over heels for the one boy you have asked for. the one that makes you stronger than what you think you are... when u say i want to be his first, his last and his only. He s not perfect and neither am i. i don t expect too much from him but i do expect part of him. He s like a star to me from all them stars out there he was the one that made my wish come true. He s the guy that kisses my forehead, and thinks i am pretty without makeup on. The one that reminds me constantly of so many things i sometimes forget or that no one has ever told me before. he is my Honeybunch, Sugarplum Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, my Sweetie Pie my Cuppycake, Gumdrop Snoogums-Boogums, the Apple of my Eye And I wuv him so and I want him to know That I'll always be right here And I love to say sweet songs to him Because he is so dear....
iN tHiS bOoK mY LiFe iS hEld... My SeCrEtS... mY DeSiReS