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About Me

anything i write here will seem stupid later. including this.
everything changes constantly but never seems to change at all.
-how is anyone to be certain of anything?
i'm trying to figure things out (but i'm missing some of the pieces)

i like wine and rain and reading and sleeping (boy do i like to sleep).
i don't like cleaning or tidying or bright sun or loud noises.
i'm scared of spiders, the supernatural and toasters.
i don't really have any hobbies or do anything much of interest, i just like to think a lot.

My Interests

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My Blog

running

this was supposed to be named running for a different reason but i can't remember what it was going to be about, just that "running" was going to be the title sooooo...i decided to use it as a title a...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Feb 2009 22:11:00 GMT

comfortable silences

=]
Posted by on Sun, 01 Feb 2009 08:10:00 GMT

good people, good day

i'm having a good day. i woke up and went to the doctor and i can finally hear again!!! better than i remember. then my car wouldn't start so i sat there for half an hour or so waiting for the problem...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Dec 2008 05:29:00 GMT

what the hell (i'm sure i've used that as a subject like a million times)

ok. so. a while ago (as in a few months) i checked my myed thing to see if my results from history of christianity were in and they were and it said i failed. and i was like, oh. shit. ah well! not g...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Dec 2008 00:58:00 GMT

ah fuck that for laugh anyway

i actually did paragraph the whole fucking last blog there and it was all nicely organised and easy to read and shit. and now look at it! stupid advanced editor does not work on safari on dial up it w...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Dec 2008 00:30:00 GMT

c'est finis...?

i wish i knew.i started a new course of treatment today, and i am to have a couple of one on one yoga sessions. hmm. i remain skeptical. my "battery" is flat.sigmund is greying. my car has trouble sta...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 09:49:00 GMT

i'd love to live superficially but i just can't afford it

LOLZZZZwell, pretty things make me happy. unfortunately, there's more to life than that.hmm. supposed to be baking today, still in pjs.sigmund is awol. i am worrrrrrrrieeeeeed!!!!! like seriously. let...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Nov 2008 07:06:00 GMT

it's like

THUMP THUMP THUMP THUMP THUMP THUMP THUMP THUMPwhen does it stop?i'm beginning to fall off that ledge.  what if nothing important has ever really happened outside my own head, i conjured it all u...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 23:19:00 GMT

a yearning

THE yearning.words don't flow from me like they used to. i had this ability to type and type and type on and on forever. nothing important or interesting, but it came easily. it doesn't anymore. my mi...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 17:53:00 GMT

ode to firelighters

this blogg is inspired by a conversation on the subject of firelighers with c.b. earlier todayi like firelighters. i love firelighters. especially the smell. it was described to me as petrolly..but i ...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 15:34:00 GMT