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I am not perfect nor do I strive to be.....

About Me

Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes,
lessons learned and gradually surfacing, letting go, striping naked to scream.
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be.
I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns.
I am a retarded disfigured clown dying to be heard for the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall.
I am an equal being of no race or colour, a hallucination if you will, sneaking into the lives of strangers and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better.

My Interests

Back in High School I used to write poetry. Some of you may have read some. I have decided to post some of it on here. I will change it every so often, but don't send me any messages telling me i need help. Just don't read it if you don't like it.

I did not write this one. It is from a CD i have.

OMEGA
Stone Sour

What a skeletal wreck of man this is.
Translucent flesh and feeble bones
The kind of temple where the whores and villians try to tempt the holistic tomesRunning rampant with free thought to free form
in the free and clear And the matters at hand are shelled out like lint at a laundromat to sift and focus on the bigger, better, nowWe all have a little sin than needs venting virtues for the rending and laws and systems and stems a rift from branches of office do you know what your post entails?Do you serve a purpose or purposely serve?Wind down inside of your atavistic allure the value of a Summer spent and a Winter earnedFor the rest of us there is always Sunday. the day of the week that reeks of rest but all we do is catch our breath so we can wade naked into the bloody pool and place our hand on the big black book.To watch the knives zig-zag between our aching fingers.A vacation is a count-down T minus your life and counting time to drag your tongue across the sugar-cube and hope you get a tastewhat the FUCK is all this for?! (What the hell's goin' on?!) SHUT UP!!I could go on and on, but, lets move on shall we?Say, you're me and I'm you and they all watch the things we do and like a smack of spite they threw me down the stairs - haven't felt like this in years - the great magnet of malicious magnanamous refuse let me go and plunge me into the dead spot again.That's where you go when there's no-one else around its just you and there was never anyone to begin with now was there?Sanctomonious pretentious dasterdly bastards with their thumb on the pulse and a finger on the triggerCLASSIFIED MY ASS! thats a FUCKING secret and you know it!Government is another way to say Better Than You.Its like ice but no pick a murder charge that won't stick it's like a whole other world where you can smell the food but you can't touch the silverwarehah, what luck fascism you can vote for isn't that sweetand we're all gonna die some day 'cuz thats the American way and I've drunk too much and said too little when your gaffer taped in the middle say a prayer, save face get yourself together and (see what's happening) SHUT UP! (FUCK YOU!) FUCK YOU!I'm sorry I could go on and on but it's time to move on so...Remember you're a wreck, an accident forget the freak, you're just natureKeep the gun oiled and the temple clean shit, snort and blaspheme Let the heads cool and the engine runBecause in the end, everything we do is just everything we've done.

I'd like to meet:


Music:

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3 Doors Down
Beatles
Dashboard Confessional
Eve 6
Gorillaz
Imogen Heap
Incubus
Kenny Chesney
Korn
Lifehouse
Limp Bizkit
Linkin Park
Matchbox 20
Me First and the Gimme Gimmes
Michael Buble
My Chemical Romance
Nickelback
Papa Roach
Puddle of Mudd
Rascall Flatts
Sarah Mclachlan
Savage Garden
Shinedown
Simple Plan
Staind
Stone Sour
Stroke 9
Switchfoot
System of a Down
Tim McGraw
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Movies:

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Lord of The Rings Trilogy
Willow
Willy Wonka
The Hills Have Eyes
Hostel
Saw
Saw 2
Silent Hill
The Haunting
Hocus Pocus
The Craft
The Ring
The Ring 2
Thirteen Ghosts
Gothika
Harry Potter
Grizzly Man
Requiem for a Dream
Queen of the Damned
Interview with a Vampire
The Never Ending Story
Spiderman
Spiderman 2
The Amittyville Horror
Team America
Anchorman
Freddy vs. Jason
Thirteen
Final Destination
Final Destination 2
Pieces of April
Jakob the Liar
Dreamcatcher
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Television:

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Point Pleasant
OC
House
Prison Break
Bones
Simpsons
Food Network
Discovery Channel
Mythbusters
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Books:

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The Da Vinci Code
Lord of Rings (reading now)
Altered Voices
Harry Potter
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Heroes:

Who needs a hero? They always let you down.

My Blog

TAG!

The rules are, once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weird things/habits about yourself. In the end you need to choose the 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget t...
Posted by Lªü®ª on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 08:30:00 PST

why?

  why did i buy chocolate ice-cream?    vanilla would have been a better choice...   ~Laura~  ...
Posted by Lªü®ª on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Jesus would be bored too...

♥WHoa...FiRST BLoG...HeRe GoeS...♥ ok. so i'm bored right now. i'm sitting at work doing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. all i do is sit behind a desk for 5 hours and play on the computer. sounds fu...
Posted by Lªü®ª on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST