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I am here for Friends

About Me

What you did to me made me See myself something different Though I try to talk sense to myself But I just won't listenWon't you go away Turned yourself in You're no good at confession Before the image that you burned me in Tries to teach you a lessonWhat you did to me made me see myself somethin' awful A voice once stentorian is now again meek and muffled It took me such a long time to get back up the first time you did it I spent all I had to get it back, and now it seems I've been outbiddedMy peace and quiet was stolen from me When I was looking with calm affection You were searching out my imperfectionsWhat wasted unconditional love On somebody Who doesn't believe in the stuffYou came upon me like a hypnic jerk When I was just about settled And when it counts you recoil With a cryptic word and leave a love belittledOh what a cold and common old way to go I was feeding on the need for you to know me Devastated at the rate you fell below meWhat wasted unconditional love On somebody Who doesn't believe in the stuffOh, well

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

The Burger King...no wait...hes one scary mother!

My Blog

The new one.

Nothing.....Nothing.....Tick...tick.....nothing. Your mind the worlds fuck hole, each word entering at a different speed a different time....but all for the same reason to find it ....turn it......My ...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Jun 2009 16:19:00 GMT

The trip

So I'm setting off on this never ending journey to paradise ..then back to hell again....Trust me when I say never ending... another night has gone by were I wake up sweating, from a dream where anger...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 07:39:00 GMT

If you only knew... Yes you looking for a answer...wondering if he still calls.

If you really only knew what it was like being me....You hate me because you do not know..You hate me because you think I have what you want....but do i really have what you want...or do you just want...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Oct 2008 12:54:00 GMT

SHHH...Quite time.

Does it matter that I care or don't care at this moment... Do you care... Does it matter to you... You gave me the knife from the start... I started cutting ...Blinded by the maddness and the happines...
Posted by on Thu, 22 May 2008 07:43:00 GMT

Rivers

I love Rivers...he is so cool...and awesome! I want to write sweet music with him all night long...the end :)   -October
Posted by on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 21:03:00 GMT

AN old about me

I’m Just a stupid girl from Waverly Ohio, Full of dreams packed tight in her Dickies purse "Pink with black dots". You might see me round...I kinda stick out with my fav colors strung in no orde...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 11:29:00 GMT

DARK

Laying under these gray tear filled clouds waiting for the wind to send them falling..to wash away my fears When the sun shines.. I see that they have only been delooded to neddel pricks.. Hush h...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 06:56:00 GMT

Falling

I agree with CAKE friend is a four letter word...Friend is Love..L.O.V.E, But what do I know..what do I know about anything. Music has been my boyfriend, A boyfriend I've been Obssessing over..He...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 06:45:00 GMT

Covor band anyone?

Yeah thats right you heard it right bitch! Betsy Martin and October Lurty are in a covor band....not just any covor band.....A fucking Weezer covor band keep a look out!   -October
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 22:41:00 GMT

The wall "A ramnle" -No need to read on

I am not that....No I'm not...I dont know what ...But I'm not that...Always a shade darker, brighter...But I'm not that....If your favorite color is not Orange then why did you take it out of the box....
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 11:45:00 GMT