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About Me

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very own MySpace Layouts -----SCHMIDTY!!! SINGLE Nineteen years. im not a fighter but fuck with my homies and ill fuck your shit up. i've been singled out and different since before i was in school, but i've become one of the goofiest, coolest, nicest people you could meet. i'm quiet and withdrawn at first if i dont know you or im uncomfortable ive had a lot of bad hangups in my day, but i can be the most outgoing and fun person once you give me a chance. i hate asking others for help, but im the first person to lend a hand. i cant wait to get the fuck out of iowa. i'm lucky to be alive, i could die tomorrow and i live like it. i have 3 lips piercings that i may or may not have in at any given time, a nose ring, my tongue, 2 bars in my left eyebrow and one and quarter inch gauges. i smoke like its going out of style, get stoned like its my job and drinkings fun too. i see things that aren't there. i dont think like i should, but i think that's alright. there is a higher power somewhere but i really don't care. i compulsively lie and steal when i'm pissed off. i can do my makeup and paint my nails. I'm skinnier than i should be for how much i eat. im lost in this world and my place is in the night. i'll go faster, party harder, stay up longer, and sing louder than anyone else; for i am the joker in the pack. Bright colors and dark undertones i love sour patch kids first they're sour then they're still sour!=]

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

the joker, neo, edgar frogg

My Blog

idk

the lightning in your eyesas you watch the world ccrumblelives of the young go downsouth like the bird flieswinters come and passedhappiness is coming backheres the warm gunthis pain wouldnt last stan...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Apr 2009 03:34:00 GMT

why does it

hurt so much. why do i build myself up to be broken down so easily
Posted by on Thu, 09 Apr 2009 19:30:00 GMT

the spiritual realm

surrounds us in everything we do and everywhere we go. spirits of nature. the deceased the living, and they directly affect our mood our energy. it all depends on how aware and in tune we are with the...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 05:25:00 GMT

Chicken scratches of a mad man

Not for those with attention spans. There was a dark fog set upon a town, If not for all the street and car lights , one couldn't see ten paces ahead. a BAnd of delinquints went oput for a drive, part...
Posted by on Mon, 19 May 2008 02:08:00 GMT

wasted generation

we are...who you've raisedcarnival reflections,what goes bump in the nightsunset to sunrisethese imagesnever meant for your eyes.a land once filled with hope and desirerefuge from the olda new worldgl...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 23:13:00 GMT

quote

There's never been a better time to throw everything away and hide from your pain but that would be the easy thing to do here. What you should do is stand up and shout to the world that you are afraid...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 17:34:00 GMT

Time, pain, love, fear.

Time, with it our memories are made and our memories will fade. But familiar senses will bring back the good and the bad. These are called flashbacks. When these experiences happen in a great concentr...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 22:48:00 GMT

falling apart at the seams(it sucks like me)

im falling apart at the seamsshaking and raining from the eyesthe pain is caused by every little thingsix cigarettes and the voices screamthe demon is raginghis hunger is unsatiabledevour my heart my ...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 23:32:00 GMT

bored

graduation (the normal thoughts shattered)when all has come and pastdiploma in handwalkin the stage lastlook at your friendsthe faces will fadenew images and memories madethe dramas donenext year come...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 10:41:00 GMT

dfdsfksl;dfk elementary schoo

Doncha just miss the good ole days in elementary school?back when all you worried about was not peeing your pants, remember to eat, and chicken pox...now in high school i've been seriously missing thi...
Posted by on Fri, 26 May 2006 23:13:00 GMT