"..u cant see past my wavy hands.." profile picture

"..u cant see past my wavy hands.."

..a couple of quick pro quos...

About Me

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hmmm..my name is jessika and actually its jessica but sometimes its juskuh- jus cuz im a "loser baby, so why dont you kill me" jk i dont know what to write ABOUT ME.I love my family more than they know and my friends-are in the same category. i love not to be lied to cause it just makes my one and only life so much less of 'to the fullest' and i feel the same way about telling the lies; not to say i never lie cause "oh what a lie" that would be:) i try to make the best of every situation but i have a hard time putting myself in the best situations..which puts me in a nutshell, "how did i get into this nutshell?" HAPPY is the only aspect of my future that is clear and im HAPPY knowing that however; all this unclearnESS and not knowingnESS creates a tid bit of strESS. my life is a crazy mESS none the lESS and since im 'just jESS' my shoelaces are tied on this one!...i put the plane tickets away and my laggin a**(ass)never packed my bags- so i wont be TRIPPIN . . .unless of course thats the purpose and then i make exceptions or acceptions whichever works..oh and im 20 and i live in Claremont but some(not me) might consider Parker AZ to be my hometown and though i may have too at one POINT(which makes me think, "what is my point")oh yeah i love animals,have bad road rage, love to sleep-in, dread falling to sleep at night(cause i love the night life), i love music and "pina colada, gettin caught in the rain" jk hehe lol :) so that ramble is "just a lil bit" about me...and "im still smokin'...what?!" All Of Life Is An Attitude you cant control some of the trials that you're sometimes forced to face but how you take it and what you make of is is all up to you..

My Interests

MUSIC!! 'rockin, rollin and what not' 'chillin out nice and relaxing all cool and all shootin some b-ball outside of the school'so i was a little buzzed at the bowling ally....

Music:

i could listen to most all music... my music of choice changes depending on my mood and surroundings: if that makes sense... and even if it doesnt. i actually listen to the lyrics which a lot of people dont do-but i like to trip on the fact that a good song can create such intense emotion...and mariah carey is awesome!!:)

Movies:

I love movies.If you've ever spent a day with my family and me you would know this to be true. I swear you never have to see another movie, or play for that matter, because we could just recite whole scripts for you. Its fun! My forever favorite would have to be Watership Down...Plains Trains and Automobiles.......Forest Gump.........Sling Blade.............RENT.........Master of Disguise(forgive my spelling)

Television:

i honestly cant watch it anymore...:( like at all i never watch tv

Books:

when i finally start a book, i remember i like reading and cant put it down till its read but i have to be recomended one that strikes my attention or else i dont wanna waste my time. it'd be like watching a really long ass movie only to find you wasted you life away cause it was pointless...jk but i like Mary Higgins Clark- shes my favorite author

Heroes:

BERNADETTE RAMOS....definately...no question..except, how does she do it? hehe she is "practically perfect in every way" like mary poppins hehe and she still manages to be my very best friend.......and my Great Grandma Victoria Lorenzoni

My Blog

feel bad for me!!

so i was reading my own blogs cause i was reflecting and what not, and i read my Protevtion blog and thought. geez jessica- cry me a freakin river. for THE record i just want to say that i wasnt tryin...
Posted by "..u cant see past my wavy hands.." on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 04:09:00 PST

foolish? maybe

ok so im scared..i dont want to find out that i have learned nothing in my past relationships-nothing that has helped me anyway- i want to believe so bad that i can feel safe and just let love be as i...
Posted by "..u cant see past my wavy hands.." on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 12:17:00 PST

when will i be over it

im not a one night stand kind of girl///i thought i could be" hey M- I- crooked letter crooked letter P-I-M-P" right? its just not for me. why? because i happen to think im an interesting person and i...
Posted by "..u cant see past my wavy hands.." on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 02:17:00 PST

protection

comapared to how many times i've heard others say they've moved..i would consider that i have moved an unaverage amount of times- so far in my life. maybe thats why my room is still as plain as it is....
Posted by "..u cant see past my wavy hands.." on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 12:21:00 PST

AOLIAA

AOLIAA   All Of Life Is An Attitude. Life is crazy and constantly there are conflicts that must be faced. Along with problems and dismay there is also happiness and the satisfaction of resol...
Posted by "..u cant see past my wavy hands.." on Wed, 14 Sep 2005 03:31:00 PST