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Can miles truly seperate you from friends?..If you wanna be with someone you love, aren't you already there?-Richard Bach ...Sick of common people and common place, I am not into laughing at a situation, but laughing with it. Take me as I am... There's a sense of symmetry ; ) ....."I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times a little hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." -M. M. Whoever said there was something wrong with being a tee-shirt and jeans kinda girl needs to get their head checked, I know for me if I cared to shock anyone with my appearance I would be in another city, all you need to impress someone here is a collared shirt and a 9-5. I am content the way I am, and don't feel the need to impress ANYone, being comfortable is my priority. The people i attract are the people i wanna attract, and has not steered me wrong in any of the friendships i have. I enjoy long walks, relaxed days, sunsets, dancing in the rain, romance, giving, reading in the park, compromise, understanding, effort, responsibility for mistakes and imperfections, knowledge that there isn't always an answer, or just one....."For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul."* * *So i sat down to write at my desk in the dim light of the street light outside. Since I was a child I have written to understand myself and the world, to find the stories that show me the meaning I can make of my life.... As the words flowed I recognized a voice that has always been there within me: the voice that passionately seeks life's purpose; the voice of the tired heart that longs for real intimacy and deep rest; the voice asks me to be fully present with it all- the pain and the joy, the beauty and the sorrow, the inner silence and noise of the world.I have realized that some of the most valuable possesions attained, cannot be shopped for, or purchased, or booked,.....but within. These are the most beautiful things and yet, the hardest to come by. Someone make me laugh,..... genuine smiles are priceless. I got the nicest compliment from a complete stranger at work the other night, and I don't really understand or agree, but above all it made me smile. I set her in a calm mode, she said a had a certain calming aura and I should own it. I had to chuckle, in my head I am thinking, 'wow, that's a nice thing to hear, but this lady just doesn't know me.' It's amazing what compliments do, and there was a time I knew that a simple compliment could make someones day, something i have lately forgotten. I have to try to remember this every day, and make someone elses day.
"" Who are you to judge the life I live. I know I'm not perfect and I dont live to be but before you start pointing fingers; make sure your hands are clean" - Bob Marley "Deepak Chopra “Whatever relationships you have attracted in your life at this moment, are precisely the ones you need in your life at this moment. There is a hidden meaning behind all events, and this hidden meaning is serving your own evolution.”Bob Marley "..the good times of today, are the sad thoughts of tomorrow..”I need to be with myself and center clarity. Kinda like outrunning the avalanche on a mountain. "Just beacuse you are blind, and unable to see my beauty doesn't mean it doesn't exist." -Cho Givers have to set limits because takers rarely do. Please do not complain, i can do without the negativity. Indefinite hopeless romantic. .I love to love, and I really love to smile. All children bring my heart joy. For every one thing you do right, there are ten things you do wrong, and that's okay, mistakes make one stronger. I will not cease to admit that i am human. But i have a huge heart, so much to give, and my dreams pertain to defining true happiness and conquering/understanding the development of character, in myself and others. The greatest compliment: Being told you make someone happy. Find what works for you. 'It is very easy to live by the opinion of the world. It is very easy in solitude to be self centered. But the finished man or woman rather, is she who in the midst of the crowd keeps with perfect sweetness the independence of solitude.'The Adinkra symbol Gye Nyame (except God). Symbol of the Omnipotence and immortality of God.