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Black Wilted Rose

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I'd like to meet:


Maggie. 19/05/83. 5'6. 120lbs. Cold blue eyes like the ocean cold dead body. Hair is ever changing and skin like white snow cocaine.Taken.Emotional mess = The boy is stable and there for me even when I don't want him there. Hopes for nice boy/one day. Found her nice boy. Believes in love again.

You could
define her as

120 pounds of rampant insecurity but wont show that to you. She is a cross between her father and her mother. She doesnt need to be reminded of the fact that not everything goes well in life. She will be hurt easily by your words and she isnt a mean person. She also sees right through your bullshit but she is still probably jealous of you. Possibly even wants to be your friend.

She hasn't been diagnosed with depression just realizes that the world is fucked She is really quite smart. You can't possible relate to her and you probably don't give a shit and wouldn't try. She doesn't expect you to but if you talk to her make it good. She isnt really crazy. She is just a sarcastic asshole. Shes graduated but is scared to death. She attends university in order to study English. In the mean time, she works at Silver City,and models. You are probably smart and she cant expect you to relate. She knows it could have been better because she has seen much worse. She doesnt need sympathy but understanding would be nice. She still wouldn't be comfortable in her skin but she thinks it's nice to have company. She tries to prove the world to everyone but only ends up sleepless.She believes the best revenge in life is a life lived well.

She is disliked by select few. A select few she chose liked her back and she was content. She use to be ugly. Some say she still is. She use to be fat. Again people said the same. So she started to care about how she looked a little more and quit eating. She gained an eye for what she thought was beautiful clothing and put on some eyeliner. People tell her it worked, those people dont include her family. She tries to prove the world to everyone but only ends up sleepless. She quit her drugs a year ago and is gaining weight she doesnt like.

SHE CANNOT
live without the following
Music.Singing.Cello.Reading.Modeling.Work.Friends.Makeup.Cor sets.Jhonen Vasques.Coffee.Underwear.Hairdye.Phone conversations.Late night walks.Simple things.Vampires.Intelligence. Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliomania.Biting.Traveling.

SHE CANNOT
STAND THE FOLLOWING THINGS
Lyrics
Bullies
Abusers
Politics
Addicts; because she was one
Mean people
Body hair
People who dont share
People who use her
Not f itting in
Non-autonomous thinkers
Most famous people although she would like to be a famous singer
Passive people.
Having her heart torn in two

Placebo
Sarah Brightman
VNN Nation
Zeromancer
Volitare
Vast
Ace of Base
Tea Party
MSI
Murderdolls
The Last Dance
The Birthday Massacre
69 Eyes
T3chn0ph0b1a
Stabbing Westward
Seveard Heads
Seccession
Razed in Black
Project Pitchfork
Pride and Fall
Murder by Death
Massive Attack
Lights Of Euphoria
Infekktion
Icon of Coil
HIM
Gothminister
Frontline Assembly
Dope Stars Inc.
Deathstars
Denaili
Creepshow
Deathstar Assembly
Assemblage 23
Apocalyptica
30 Seconds from Mars
Dead Can Dance
Apoptygma Berzerk
Bella Morte
The Cruxshadows
Fatal Beauties
In the Nursery
Narcissus Pool
Psyclon Nine
The Synthetic Dream Foundation
Toxic Shock Syndrome

My Blog

Right now

Alright, time for some serious bloggage. Im not sure what to write about but I am sure I can find plenty of things. Ill make a list in fact.. School: Im done first year and I didnt do horrible. Im sur...
Posted by on Sat, 12 May 2007 12:02:00 GMT

Dear James:

I had a wonderful time last night. We need to chill more. And watch more tv haha  End Transmission
Posted by on Sat, 12 May 2007 12:00:00 GMT

Tattoo

So, I have finally decided on a tattoo. I know I was against them becuase of there permenence but I realized that I only live once and that if it means enough to me I should do it. Therefore I came to...
Posted by on Sat, 12 May 2007 11:46:00 GMT

The night

Fuck me. Bad night. Let me tell you. When you hang out with someone then are told to leave that is not cool. I dont care if you didnt mean it that way thats what happened and oh I had fun pretending t...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 21:41:00 GMT

The Warming

This is what I want and for more sociological reason (Im to lazy to explain that ) I cant have. I want a built man, almost jock like. Black shaggy or spiky hair just black. Gorgeous pale skin and deep...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 19:42:00 GMT

The Greatest Night Ever 2

Last night was the greatest night ever. I wrote a blog similar to this (in being the greatest) and this one may have topped that or at least came close. Last night I went out with Kyle and Jason (from...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 09:11:00 GMT

Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants!

I need to get in the habit of writing these blogs more. And watching my spelling/grammer. Seems my life is a soapopera (Not that I mind, keeps it instresting). Only issue is its a cycle. If not b...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 21:57:00 GMT

Miss me much?

I know I know I havent written in along time. I use to write to vent and well after few rough patches in my life I decided it is best to keep things to myself. And much to my amaze I was doing fine......
Posted by on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 22:19:00 GMT

These Things

Leave your name, and i will answer the following things:1. I'll respond with something random about you, or something random that reminds me of you2. I'll challenge you to try something.3. I'll tell y...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 21:00:00 GMT

049. Pinup Vs. Porn

Tell me what you think. This is for all those ppl that have an issue with me wanting to do pinup. WELL LUSCIOUS LADIES AND GEMS OF GENTSTHIS IS DEFIANTLY AN INTENSE SUBJECTPORN VERSUS SEXY WITH CLASS...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 22:59:00 GMT