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[crude, lewd, & tattoo'd.]

franticsurvival

About Me

It's all the same, we all struggle
Sometimes you gotta say, "Fuck you!"
When you smile and she doesn’t return it
Give her room and don’t disturb it
If it makes it hurt less to curse and fight
Go ahead and hate the world girl you’ve earned the right.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


I'll tell you in another life when we are both cats.

Comment box.

Books:

The Long Hard Road out of Hell. Catch 22. 1984. The Long Walk. Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep? Cat's Cradle. House of Leaves. Prozac Nation. Sex Drugs and Cocoa Puffs. Catcher in the Rye. The Scarlet Letter. Wuthering Heights. The Count of Monte Cristo. Dreamcatcher. Jailbird. The Whalestoe Letters. All Quiet On the Western Front. Night, Dawn& Day. Burning in Water, Drowning in Flame. Invisible Monsters. The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle. The Quincunx. CRANK. The Notebook, The Contortionist's Handbook, Thumbsucker, Geek Love.. Etc, etc.

Heroes:

My best friend
Jor·dan: [noun]
see also- leg·end·ar·y
1♥ heroic; majestic; impressively great.
2♥ excellent; great; marvelous.
3♥ impressive; awe inspiring; amazing.
-related forms
jordan·brings·the·party [verb]

My Blog

fret&anxiety.

discontent in the air and hormonalrushes of pathetic jealousy screwingeverything up, tramp through the streetsin brand new secondhand boots kickingleaves smoking cigarettes and staringup at the rain w...
Posted by [crude, lewd, & tattoo'd.] on Wed, 14 May 2008 01:58:00 PST

if your map is torn, navigate, navigate..

So you all jumped ship, just like the rats.I'm alone in the belly of this monster, drinking whiskey.My head is fucking jumbled, man, & I don't know what to do.Cos every time I wanna talk, you spin...
Posted by [crude, lewd, & tattoo'd.] on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 04:55:00 PST

weekend thoughts.

her hair smells of smokeher blood mixes with coffee[i just can't cope,the stress is too much for me.]she just feels fatcompliments have no clout[every time i come up to bat,i fucking strike out.]she w...
Posted by [crude, lewd, & tattoo'd.] on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 06:00:00 PST

how much am i worth to you?

...really?
Posted by [crude, lewd, & tattoo'd.] on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 06:20:00 PST

no amount of alcohol could drown it.

it's true that it's never fairand it's true that i'm fucking scaredbut don't hold it against mecan you just hold me?the moon hangs lower when you're not aroundand the stars don't line up the same wayt...
Posted by [crude, lewd, & tattoo'd.] on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 06:14:00 PST

"well, that could present a problem"

nevermind, it wasn't important i don't know what happened i don't like this new stuff i think too much, but you think more i want to touch you mend your heart with a thread of sincerity i can't do it...
Posted by [crude, lewd, & tattoo'd.] on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 05:20:00 PST

space and reason.

shortly after talking to him, my day was, "sucked into a big black hole of trash," i tell him. "shitty earth girl," he responds & i know that he's smiling. sadfaced, shitty earth girl, sucked in...
Posted by [crude, lewd, & tattoo'd.] on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 10:23:00 PST

31 miles.

how far is too far?how much is too much?how little is too little?stop it, you're making sense.lavender and cigarettes.i can't figure you out.trembling in flickering television light.nerves and nervous...
Posted by [crude, lewd, & tattoo'd.] on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 08:32:00 PST

Hot wire.

i lost the only thing that made sense to mei think i deserve another chancehappiness is a state of mindmetal dreams.even too much wine is not enough.why are you so sad? what is wrong with me? &nb...
Posted by [crude, lewd, & tattoo'd.] on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 03:23:00 PST

Red robot.

inside i feel really sada rock in the stream of progressi only look at you through my camerai have never been happier than thisi did not talk today.just moved indogs on a beachsomething strange is ha...
Posted by [crude, lewd, & tattoo'd.] on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 05:13:00 PST