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jandeelion

i swear im going to cry ... im sick of acting tough!

About Me

Hi! :D I'm from WY and i miss it. i love it too so no making fun, thanks! im living in UT. its pretty and its fun, i love it as well so again no making fun. hate is a strong word and i dont like it. Although it is the only word accurate enough to describe how i feel about grapeflavor, pickles period, everything about mustard, and squirrels. i love bubblebaths, sparkling juice, turning my music up loud, singing in the shower, naps in the sun, snow that says "sparklesparkle". :D*

My Interests

anything and everything. excluding the squirrel family.ummm i pretty much adore and love hangin wit this girl... at taco bell... cuz the mini van is hottt*

I'd like to meet:

nice people. mature. non egotistic. friendly. fun. outgoing.*This amazing tree at the res...by sammi and i's spot.

Music:

everything you throw at me... band knowledge N/A and more into songs(sometimes not the songname but the verse or line) thedance, Hypnotizethemoon, whathurtsthemost, ainttheleavinkind, crazybitch, makedamnsure, lipsofanangel, dontwantheworldtoseeme, wantto, delilah, backofftakeyouon, clickclickboom, iwannarock, everyrosehasitsthorn, starsarealigned, livelikevampires, writeyoualetter, STUPIDBOY... i could go on and on

Movies:

ilovemovies! TWOWEEKSNOTICE WEDDINGDATE TRAVELINGPANTS DOWNWITHLOVE CARS are my top 5 movies. love little kid shows, the Shrek's, SharkTales, FindingNemo. love ReeseWitherspoon, JustlikeHeaven, ManintheMoon. i can push through scarey movies though, some good ones CryWolf, Choke, WolfCreek.

Television:

CSI: Miami (eric is so adorable) That 70's show (fezz is too cute) Engaged&Underaged (stupid kids) Scrubs (ilovetolaugh) KingOfQueens + GilmoreGirls (thats my life i swear)

Books:

ilovetoread! whodunits (iris joahson) romance (nicolas sparks, nora roberts) emeralds and espionage series. and im a nerd... harry potter! (4th is the best so far!)

Heroes:

My family. Ive been through alot these past years and they have always been there by my side as a pick me up. i love them all.

My Blog

pick your number

1.        its so hard being apart. And we both are really bad at keeping in touch. The beautiful thing. We will always be best friends. Its one of those things that ...
Posted by jandeelion on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 09:22:00 PST

dear busyboy

Dear BusyBoy; we havent talked in some time. maybe it feels longer because of how close we used to be. anyhow i miss you. i try and tell myself i dont need you. i say im over it. but then in the next ...
Posted by jandeelion on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 02:28:00 PST

just sign here

ps this one is meant to be read slowly. JUST SIGN HERE I tried to stay in control and keep it all in place. but being there in his arms, looking in those eyes I got lost in his face. It all went...
Posted by jandeelion on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 05:19:00 PST

RIGHTS

This is my most recent writing. Its mainly about my JerkFace, and all the other JerkFaces out there. Its about the process, and encouragement to get out... let me know whatcha think...     R...
Posted by jandeelion on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 01:50:00 PST

BETSY

So i got in a car wreck Jan. 22. and my poor Betsy died... this is my poem for her, i wrote it the day after the wreck.   My Betsy   Betsy the little green button bubble; this is her tale....
Posted by jandeelion on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 12:55:00 PST

WARNING!!!

This really isnt a poem... more like a rambling-explain-hey-this-is-how-i-am writing. I just wrote it tonight..   Consider this your warning. Im passionate. Im all about letting my emotions ou...
Posted by jandeelion on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 05:45:00 PST

Breath

i wrote this one right after seth and i broke up, and i got stuck in the driveway...     Backed up against the fence, with no one but myself for defense. All alone and stuck, i dont even h...
Posted by jandeelion on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 05:37:00 PST

Confused

okay so i wrote this one during winter break, in the beginning.....       Endless thoughts cause sleepless nights excitement is overcome by worry alone in the dark, i've doused out th...
Posted by jandeelion on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 05:28:00 PST

Burst of Tears

this is my feble attempt at writing something.....     Internal damage from all the baggage Unseen scars due to hell's bars All the Self Doubt leaves me in a confussion of which route Ca...
Posted by jandeelion on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 12:50:00 PST

why he is still there

Ok so he may not be talking to me and think im crazy and stupid but cold hard fact he changed my life. He changed my outlook on life, on my life. He made me feel beautifull...just by looking at me! he...
Posted by jandeelion on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 08:13:00 PST