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Life - Fear = Evolution

About Me

I'm really starting to appreciate the madness in the "method" of life. When I say method, I use that word loosely because, as I'm noticing, just when I think I have a firm grasp on this, so called method, it slips away and leaves me confused and even a little frustrated! But, it turns out, that's just as it should be. I'm learning that it's the contentness found in the unknown that makes life such an exciting gift! The emotions, good and bad, the adventures, even when you're scared to venture, the unexpected deaths and births, the fear that drives us and the comfort that holds us anchored to one point, the soft touch of a babies precious hand and even the hard ache that comes along with falling on our ass. The joy found in helping our brothers stand and the sorrow we feel when we HAVE to let them fall - The journey. It's amazing that our entire outlook on life, whether it be a beautiful understanding or a devastating awakening, is weighed soley on just that - our outlook! It's our simple perception of each moment that keeps us delighted and enthrawled in heavenly bliss or trapped in the Hell and tourment of our own making. I now try and remember that and remind myself that it's all in the eyes of the beholder - me. In the words of Edgar Allen Poe, "Could all that we see or seem be but a dream within a dream?" It is what we make it... I choose to make it wonderful, today! What dream will you dream?
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29 RANDOM THINGS PEOPLE SHOULD KNOW ABOUT YOU.
1. I love cottage cheese mixed with anything!
2. I consider my long toes holy (check Jesus's feet out!)
3. I've figured out exactly what the smell of rain is! Ask me if you're interested.
4. My dreams are sometimes more important to me then my day.
5. When I'm sad, I climb a tree.
6. I drink soda only when I need to burp
7. I've realized the lady bugs and non menthal ciggerettes smell the same!
8. I love bugs
9. bugs love me
10. I have conversations with myself all the time!
11. I have two elbows... on each arm!
12. I can stand on my head forever
13. I can hold my breath longer then most
14. I have the butt of a 10 year old boy
15. I crack my ears
16. my nose is crooked
17. I smile all the time
18. I know a lot of really useless facts
19. I can tell the difference between a doe and a buck just by it's tracks
20. blood and guts don't phase me
21. I cannot kill anything
22. my lifelong dream is to have a small house with a garden
23. I make the best carrot cake ever
24. a bit of makeup makes a lot of difference for me
25. I'm super flexible
26. my middle name is AGNES
27. I the biggest tom boy!
28. I love fish'n
29. I curse like a sailor

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My Blog

the hand you hold

your hand feels so cold nowwhen i try and hold ityour soul, lays wastedwhy have you sold it?I kick and I screamlike a child, abandonedall my life I have givenwhat you say, I've been handedI gave all t...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Jul 2009 05:27:00 GMT

BOO HOO FUCK YOU

You want to call my phone at 3 am and expect me to pick upYou want to cry all night about your life and then act like you don't give a fuck.You wanna torture me and all those too, who have held your h...
Posted by on Wed, 20 May 2009 12:04:00 GMT

the pain of emerging

I see you standing there, with your head down, eyes turned away from his grace.I see you crying there, on the ground, no sun now shines on your face. I see you shaking there, so scared, wondering if i...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Mar 2009 05:40:00 GMT

TERRORISTIC COCKTAIL OR YOUR BABIES NEXT VACCINE?

LAB ALTER ED VIRUS ES AND BACTE RIA; ALUMI NUM; MERCU RY; FORMA LDEHY DE; PHENO XYETH ANOL; GLUTE RALDE HYDE; SODIU M CHOLO RIDE; MONOS ODIUM GLUTA MATE ( MSG) ; GELAT IN; LACTO SE; HYDRO C...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Jan 2009 07:54:00 GMT

YOUR BABY, YOUR CHOICE!

So, as I promised, I have been researching information on Vaccinations and am here to share it with all of you out there who are interested in knowing. what is a vaccination? OK, so what is a...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Jan 2009 07:52:00 GMT

left behind: the family that waits for you

I keep falling back to the guilt in my mind,I can't figure out why I care.I mean, go ahead and leave your old life behind.Maybe I'll just stay and wait there.I'll stand behind the person I knew,We'll ...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Jan 2009 03:50:00 GMT

time traveling

I had an epiphany today that I thought I'd share. As I was driving home from work today, I caught myself deep in thought. I suppose I was observing myself... from what or who's perspective is a thou...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Nov 2008 00:08:00 GMT

human race

do you ever stop, pause this life - step outsi de your skin? Look aroun d, searc hing - looki ng for anyth ing? Faces . . all seem blurr y. cars drive in such a hurry . . . . shiny peopl e, st...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Nov 2008 00:25:00 GMT

your heart

no one's ever held my hand, the way that you hold it.so tight like it's the only hand you've known. no one's ever owned my heart the way that you now own it. like it's your heart and your heart alone...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Nov 2008 01:48:00 GMT

Elijahs Birth Story

Just when I thought he'd never come, Elijah Enoch Dockter made his way into the world. It all started Monday morning. It was the first day of the rest of my life, I just knew it! But of course, I ...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 14:09:00 GMT