11-05-09 |
Confused Refused How to Defuse?My mindWhy am I so nieve & fucked up all the time?I blame nothing on no oneHISTORY should have taught me my lessons wellI deserve everything I get for everything I'v bee...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Dec 2009 07:16:00 GMT |
thoughts and dreams of you (poem) |
Stars burst... trails and tails before my eyesEuphoria encompassing my very soulRelease and gainpleasure and painIt's all the same Till the sand man dances idlely in the rainfor this I refrain a momen...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Dec 2009 15:47:00 GMT |
headach sneaking in |
Had a busy but nice day yesterday. It was good to stay so busy I didn't have time to think. John seemed to have a good time too. Glenn went to see Joe and Keith a day or so ago. He seemed better for t...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Nov 2009 07:49:00 GMT |
pool of despair (poem) |
Have you heard?The mocking birdmock mock mocking meShe calls to me incessantly Pleading me needing me to be something I can't seeDo you view the dark dark placewhere my mind and soul does chasepainful...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Nov 2009 07:30:00 GMT |
Distracted |
Running out of gas has never been so fun!
Posted by on Mon, 23 Nov 2009 17:20:00 GMT |
Even when it rains |
Even when it rainsThe sun shinesEven in the darknessYour love's mine
Posted by on Mon, 23 Nov 2009 17:16:00 GMT |
(poem) save me now |
Rain trickles down my faceOh no I believe that's tearsWhat has become of meAfter all these crazy yearsI look to the future and see the setting sunOnly I'm not basking in it's gloryI'm burning fast so ...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Nov 2009 18:27:00 GMT |
(poem) OWNING IT IS EASY |
Sometimes I may not know which way is up but I always know which way to HIS heart. Love is the thing that makes it all worth living for dying for crying for striving for my soul has a golden door tha...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Oct 2009 06:48:00 GMT |
Too Many Emotions |
Have you ever gone from anger to ecstasy to bliss to sadness? All in a short time. It is so unreal and way too much to feel. Need to slow the reel of my mind. Where to find the time to shine. Hope to ...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Oct 2009 10:03:00 GMT |
All is right with the world |
John just got enrolled in school. I am sooooo glad he is part of our everyday life now. He is a true inspiration. Caring for him deeply is easy. I hope he stays a very long time and continues to brigh...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Oct 2009 14:16:00 GMT |
