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I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

From confidence to self doubt in 3 seconds. I'm a train wreck waiting to happen. and although it seems like I'm happy and have everything, I'm probably not.

The mighty one, God the Lord, speaks and summons the earth from the rising of the sun to the place where it sets. Out of Zion, the perfection of beauty, God shines forth. Our God comes and does not keep silent, a devouring fire is before him, and a mighty tempest all around him. Out of Zion, the perfection of beauty, God shines forth. He calls to the heavens above and to the earth, that he may judge his people: “Gather to me my faithful ones, who made a covenant with me by sacrifice!” The heavens declare his righteousness, for God himself is judge.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Basically, this list is long but, distguished. There are a lot of people but lets just start with;

  • People who aren't stupid
  • Any and all people who play Paintball, we're all family in this Brotherhood,
  • People who don't try and impress others just to win satisfaction from someone

    • My Blog

    Eerrrggg..

    Hello everyone,So this whole economy going in the shitter thing pretty much sucks I've decided.I've just found out that there will no longer be an NPPL due to funding and such. This is a bad thing for...
    Posted by on Wed, 03 Dec 2008 15:21:00 GMT

    Sadness...

    I'm so tired of being unhappy/depressed/sad/angry all the fucking time. Why does this happen to me? What is it that makes me such a bad guy/piece of shit? I certainly have no clue, because I tried to ...
    Posted by on Sun, 24 Aug 2008 07:43:00 GMT

    Ughh Depression

    I'm tired of being hurt, sad, and depressed. The consant thoughts going through my head about what she's doing and why she won't talk to me kills me.  I know I let her down occasionaly, but who h...
    Posted by on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 06:03:00 GMT

    I dont even know what to call this!!!

    So I’m not really sure where to begin this blog or what to say to start it.Lately, I’ve been doing more thinking than I normally partake in, and I just want to get it out somehow so this i...
    Posted by on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 23:21:00 GMT

    The most beautiful love song in the world??

    A Day to Remember You Had Me at Hello I'm missing you so much, I'll see you die tonightJust so I can get to you before the sun will riseI know the signs are on and I feel this tooNone of that ever see...
    Posted by on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 22:21:00 GMT

    New Year

    So it's a new year. I'd like to live my life differently to have them go back the way things were before. The long nights in sadness are wearing thin quick.  Hopefully, I can change how I'm livin...
    Posted by on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 17:14:00 GMT

    A poem I wrote for her

    Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words.I stare into those eyes and I start to melt.I hear her voice and everything in my world seems to come together,Her angel voice makes all my worlds problems ...
    Posted by on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 02:12:00 GMT

    todays second lol

    so i know that this is the second blog today in like twenty minutes lol but, i've got a lot on my mind that has been bugging me for awhile.first and formost- what is this worlds problem with accepting...
    Posted by on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 16:48:00 GMT

    new life, her

    hey people!so i just moved up to gillette and so far its not all bad but for the big part it kinda sucks. most everyone we've met up here are dicks and try to break into your cars. or they tell you t...
    Posted by on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 16:31:00 GMT

    trust

    Hey people, I haven't blogged in a really long time and now am bringing it to you from Grand Lake, CO. Why do I have such a huge problem trusting certain people in my life? Especially people that I kn...
    Posted by on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 21:54:00 GMT