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When you were here before Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so fucking specialBut I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong hereI don't care if it hurts I want to have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice when I'm not around You're so fucking special I wish I was specialBut I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell I'm doing here? I don't belong hereShe's running out again She's running out She runs runs runsWhatever makes you happy Whatever you want You're so fucking special I wish I was specialBut I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't belong hereKey's Piano Radiohead Creep Cover on KBS TV
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Cami
Birthday: February 8th, 1975
Birthplace: Mount Vernon, New York (South Westchester County)
Current Location: Odessa friggen Texas
Eye Color: Black Coffee
Hair Color: Raven in the sun
Height: 5'4 and 3/4 in...every little bit counts, gosh darnit!
Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty
Your Heritage: Mostly Black
The Shoes You Wore Today: Haven't worn shoes today yet. Yesterday it was silver flip-flops.
Your Weakness: A baby's laugh
Your Fears: Losing my family
Your Perfect Pizza: Anything deep dish and supreme (everything but anchovies); Jersey Girl.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get my family through it in one piece
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LMAO
Thoughts First Waking Up: Is anyone late for anything? What are we eating for breakfast? Does everyone have their pills? Are there enough clean clothes? Is anyone coming over today? How much do I have to clean if there are guests? Are any bills due? Where's the baby? Where's my husband? Do we have Sean? OK first I have to find everyone's clothes, find the children, make sure they eat and everyone takes pills, and beg for the dishes to be done. Unless we have somewhere to be. My back hurts. My head hurts. My heart hurts. Those dreams were awful.I think I want to find some Southern Comfort, crawl back under the covers, and drink until I stop feeling. Too late. I'm already up.
Your Best Physical Feature: Don't Know
Your Bedtime: Whenever I can get it
Your Most Missed Memory: HOw it used to be before everything got so complicated. Roughly, the womb.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke is it!
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonald's. SO McDonald's. WHopper's OK though.
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Doesn't matter. I like the lipton commercials, though- the old claymation ones and the snowman ones.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Mostly chocolate.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Yes, have some.
Do you Smoke: Not cigs . . . or pot. Occasional Cigar, though
Do you Swear: Sometimes
Do you Sing: I like to
Do you Shower Daily: Maybe not shower but I like to tubby (Bathe)
Have you Been in Love: Thrice
Do you want to go to College: Been there, done that, have the diploma
Do you want to get Married: Been there, done that, have the ring
Do you belive in yourself: Depends
Do you get Motion Sickness: Occasionally
Do you think you are Attractive: I look better than some but worse than many.
Are you a Health Freak: Sometimes
Do you get along with your Parents: I try my level best
Do you like Thunderstorms: I love a rainy night, I love a rainy night....
Do you play an Instrument: A little piano, a little flute, a little violin . . . Does guitar hero on Hard level count?
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: How do you think I got through it??
In the past month have you Smoked: No. Well, I work in a bar, so does secondhand count?
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Define "drugs". Does prescription count? Alcohol? Nicotine?(see above)
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Not really, no.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Nope
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Unfortunately not
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: I wish
In the past month have you been on Stage: Yes and duh lol
In the past month have you been Dumped: I hope not
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nope
Ever been Drunk: Um.....yeah
Ever been called a Tease: Yes. But Just-a-tease = no disease
Ever been Beaten up: Yes many times
Ever Shoplifted: Once
How do you want to Die: Depends on my mood. Maybe gently, once I know my loved ones are taken care of.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I DON'T WANNA I DON'T WANNA I DON'T WANNA I DON'T WANNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What country would you most like to Visit: More than one. Europe and Asia will do.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: They have eyes??
Favourite Hair Color: their choice
Short or Long Hair: I like long hair but it doesn't work for everyone, like cops and the military.
Height: I like long but hey. Whatever
Weight: Whatever, just don't have a heartattack on me.
Best Clothing Style: Depends on my mood
Number of Drugs I have taken: Does prescription count? Alcohol?
Number of CDs I own: Too many to mention
Number of Piercings: Four at the moment
Number of Tattoos: Two at the moment. I'm not addicted, I just have more than one kid and less than enough extra money.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Many, many, many things.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!Naruto - Crank Dat Soulja Boy
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Cami wants you to check out a photo on MySpace in the GROUP/THEME album
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RIP DANIEL

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Anyone interested just seeing how a (platonic) relationship develops with me and my husband and family (Swinging not even an option).lord of the rings music video
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My Blog

I Swear I'm Not Addicted.

Have you ever taken a naked shower with anyone before?YESWould you ever get a tattoo?YOU MEAN ANOTHER ONE? YES.Are you satisfied with your life right now?NO, BUT WORKING ON IT.Who was a better teacher...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Mar 2010 08:55:00 GMT

SUFFERING

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Posted by on Mon, 18 Jan 2010 10:56:00 GMT

GET IT TOGETHER, GRAHAM'S!!! (Odessa because I can't speak on the other ones)

Alright, I'm going to vent. I never properly did before because I was trying to be nice about it but this is the last straw. After many faithful years of service, hard work, and advertisement Graham C...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Nov 2009 11:06:00 GMT

About me some more

Will you be single over winter?Better not be. I need my Toddie bear to keep me warm.(P.S. I'm the  ONLY  one allowed to call him that. EVER!)Ever had a pregnancy scare?Once but it wasn't really too sc...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Oct 2009 09:56:00 GMT

More About Me

Who was the last person you texted?Justin. On Todd's phone.What's the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?honesty/trustAre you happy?In generalAre there some songs you cant listen to...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Oct 2009 12:03:00 GMT

Today, five years ago

Five years ago, at 4:13am, her Daddy gave her permission to go. It was what she was waiting for. We love and miss you, Ryan Nicole.
Posted by on Tue, 01 Sep 2009 07:14:00 GMT

RIP RYAN NICOLE

Five years ago today, we began the process of letting go of our Ryan Nicole. We love and miss you, Ryanie. We hope to live up to the pride you had in us.
Posted by on Mon, 31 Aug 2009 14:14:00 GMT

People . . . what a bunch of bastards!

So I was just puttering along here and it hit me...It's not something I didn't know before but every once in a while it bothers me more than usual (not PMSing). No matter how much I give or tell the t...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Aug 2009 09:08:00 GMT

RIP DANIEL

That is all.
Posted by on Sun, 16 Aug 2009 15:18:00 GMT

Nuther survery

Lets start it off with, why are you single?Umm. I'm notIf you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?Of course I would. What were you doing at 7:00 AM?Be...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Jun 2009 15:53:00 GMT