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Angelizzle™[Be Otherworldy]

I Shouldn't Play Myself Again, I Should Just Be My Own Best Friend, Not Fuck Myself In The Head With

About Me


Dating & Relationship Advice
MySpace Layouts .. width="425" height="350" .. "People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain." ~Jim Morrison Hello. I've changed this about me so many times now. goes to show my lack of stableness. Let's see..I am Angela. I act more confident than I really am. I am really bad at making friends. I hate opening up to people. and if I do..please beware because I will never let you go. I am Salvadorian. I like randomness.I have a lip piercing and a tattoo that I just got like 2 weeks ago. oo...Angela's a rebel. Not really. I plan on getting more and I'm also looking into scarification. Yes, I like pain.the steel going through your skin, and the needle making incisions is byfar the best feeling in the world.I am in love with music. and even then, that is an understatement. I am overly obsessed with MY music. I don't know where I'd be without it. I am more into lyrics than sound although recently it's been a mixture of both. My band is koRn. I can find all my feelings in their lyrics, be it happiness, lust, anger, love, sadness...you name it I can find a lyric in koRn songs for it. my second band is System of a Down. they are external part of me while koRn is the internal. Oh, by the way, I tend to not make sense. My music list is quite diverse. it ranges from jazz [Norah Jones] to rap [Snoop Dogg] to metal [koRn] to country [Alan Jackson]. and if you don't like it..then oh well. I have yet to find somebody who likes all the music I like. Don't get me wrong, My friends like certain bands I like..but they don't like it all. I don't take friendship lightly. I can't just be your friend all willy nilly. It takes me a while to trust you. And on occasion I tend to push people away unintentionally. Even if I don't want to I'll do it just to not risk getting hurt again. I like to laugh. I like people who can joke around, as well as carry on an intelligent conversation. there's nothing hotter than a man who can stand his ground. Too many "men" out there today are pussies. pardon my french. What happened to the manly men? I want one of those. One who can tame my stubborness. One who can make me back down on my position. whew. it's getting hot in here. =]I have a ridiculous obsession with love. My mission to prove that all men want is some ass. How you may ask? Go party with me and you'll see. let's see..what else...oh....really its quite useless reading this because well..my mind is forever changing. I used say what I would or wouldn't do,but now I have realized that its no use because I will always most likely go against what I say. In addition, there's always something new in my mind. so by tomorrow this about me will be outdated. I'll keep adding to this when I have something witty to say. until then..peace. .
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 36%
Stability |||||||||| 33%
Orderliness |||||| 30%
Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 43%
Intellectual |||||||||| 36%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||| 16%
Adventurousness |||||||||| 36%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 43%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency |||||| 23%
Change averse |||||||||||||| 56%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 50%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical security |||||||||||| 50%
Physical Fitness || 10%
Histrionic |||||||||||||| 56%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||| 16%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||| 56%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 50% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.

Biting


100%

Chains/Handcuffs


100%

Blood


83%

Bondage


83%

Blind Folds


67%

Whips


50%
What's Your Kinky Turn On?
created with QuizFarm.com I like all types of stuff.. and I'm a completely random person. I contradict myself constantly. I like to read and write.I like Pon and Zi. Their little cartoons with my sense of weird emotional humor.Call them Emo if you like but I don't think so. And I LOVE Them!I like to have fun. lots and lots of fun. Especially when I have too much on my mind. I like to go out with my friends and make a complete fool of myself. I like to wake up saturday morning and watch cartoons.I like going to CSUSB. Who would've thought that Angela would like school. Crazy. I like Johnny Depp, not just because he's freakin gorgeous but he's a great actor as well. oh and Angelina Jolie too. I like the color red, and black, and just recently purple. I like music. all kinds. if It sound good to me then I like it.I like handcuffs.So I'm a little bit of a freak. Get over it.I like old antique things and places. I like trucks. And men who drive them.=]I like to be pleasantly surprised. I like myspace even if it is overrated.I also like orange juice.alot.I like bracelets.In excessive amounts. And black Eyeliner.That's always fun. I like to dance. Even if I look like a dork. I like going to the HB.[only the real friends know what that is].I like men with tattoos.I like men with piercings.Except on their nose..or chin. Thats sick.I like men who like heavy metal. and who have dreads. yummy!=]I like going to concerts. I like to freak people out with my different personalities. I like to play with fire...and sharp objects. I like to be anti social. it keeps me away from the stupid people. I like to make people laugh and have a good time. But only people I like. I like being challenged mentally. I like a person who is just as stubborn as I am..maybe even more so...haha.preferrably someone of the opposite sex. ;].
You are

What KoRn song are you?
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I'd like to meet:

i guess i should write that i want to meet my knight in shining armor....but..um...NO. i know..i know..im such an optimistic.so instead..id like to meet...God...janis joplin...the beatles...korn..system of a down...sylvia plath...bob marley...norah jones...buddah...confucius.. jim morrison... just because they thought so differently and they was so abnormal...

Music:

Music Is My Life:.. .. .. width="425" height="350" ..width="425" height="350" ..width="425" height="350" .... width="425" height="350" .... width="425" height="350" ..I was there for this next one!!! .. width="425" height="350" .... width="425" height="350" .. .. width="425" height="350" .. .. width="425" height="350" .... width="425" height="350" ..*koRn[I would be dead without this band] *System Of A Down[This band has also kept me going.] *Thousand Foot Krutch *Pillar *The Beatles *Bebe *Mana *Moi *Sublime *Rage Against The Machine *La Oreja De Van Gogh *Norah Jones *Janis Joplin *The Benjamin Gate *Thursday *Linkin Park *Avenged Sevenfold *Greenday *DCTalk *Fefe Dobson *Franz Ferdinand *The Violent Femmes *The Deftones *Blindside *The Newsboys *The Normals *Led Zeppelin *Pearljam *P.O.D *Alicia Keys *The Black-Eyed Peas *Toby Mac *Alan Jackson *Kenny Chesney *Head Automatica * Joss Stone *She Wants Revenge *Queen *My Chemical Romance *The Killers *Pink *Fallout Boy *Kirk Franklin *Boyhitscar *Blink 182 *Bob Marley *The Used *Juanes *Switchfoot *The Mars Volta *N'sync *The Doors *No Doubt *Gwen Stefani *The O.C. Supertones *Maroon 5 *Tait *Everyday Sunday *Pax 217 *Panic! At The Disco *The White Stripes *The Rancontours *Justin Timberlake *The Strokes and probably alot more I forgot....

Movies:

my favorite movie of all time is girl, interrupted and im quite obsessed with it. Pirates of the Caribbean, Blow, Edwards Scissorhands, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Dumb and Dumber, Ace Ventura, Moulin Rouge, Farenheit 911, A Day Without a Mexican, Ever After, Pride and Prejudice, The Notebook, Crank, Fight Club, The Matrix, X-men, Abbot and Costello, Elvis movies, The Little Mermaid, Beauty and the Beast, Alice in Wonderland, Scarface, Half-Baked, Benny and Joon, A Hard Days Night, I Am Sam, and others i cant member...

Television:

My opinion on television varies. there are many shows now that are just plain ridiculous. reality tv is no longer a reality. and whenever I stumble across one they make me feel so stupid. it's like they think we're stupid enough to not notice most of it is scripted. well....given..some of us are. anywho..I like to watch cartoons. they keep me sane....sometimes =]. I like to watch the discovery channel and the history channel. sometimes I'll spend an hour watching an infomercial just for the sake of seeing if they'll convince me of buying the product. I like the animal channel as well. anything that contains information.

Books:

I think books are the best thing ever invented since water...i read alot ... im a big nerd....Catcher in the Rye ... I am a huge fan of Stephen King,The Regulators, Desperation, The Stranger, The Metamorphosis, The Decameron, Eugenie Grandet, Of Mice and Men [My favorite book of all time], the Red Pony, The Harvester, Freckles, The Great Gatsby, The Scarlet Letter, The Crucible,Wicked,The Torn Skirt, I Never Promised You a Rose Garden,Girl,Interrupted,Ozma of O,The Chocolate War, Go Ask Alice, Interview With a Vampire, Pride and Prejudice, Jane Eyre, Wuthering Heights, Mansfield Park, and many many more i dont quite remember.... .. .. .. ..

Heroes:

Hero shmero. You learn that in the end everyone will let you down. make yourself your hero.

My Blog

Gwen Stefani "Wind It Up"

High on the hills with the lonely goatherd, lay-od-lay-od-lay-he-hooYodell back with the girl and goatherd, lay-od-lay-od-lowWind it upWind it up, uh, uh, uh, uhYodellay, yodallay, yodal-low(Yeah)This...
Posted by When You Grab A Hold Of Me on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 01:08:00 PST

Head Automatica " Beating Hearts Baby"

Beating hearts baby)Baby is this love for real?(Beating hearts baby)Let me in your arms to feel(Beating hearts baby)The beating of your heart baby(Beating hearts baby)The beating of your heart babyYou...
Posted by When You Grab A Hold Of Me on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 09:38:00 PST

She Wants Revenge "Broken Promises For Broken Hearts"

"Broken Promises For Broken Hearts"Pay attention my love cause its over At the tip of my tongue is the price you weren't willing to pay Still this is something akin to a breakdown And your impression ...
Posted by When You Grab A Hold Of Me on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 09:18:00 PST

Panic! At The Disco " Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off"

PANIC! AT THE DISCO LYRICS"Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off"Is it still me that makes you sweat?Am I who you think about in bed?When the lights are dim and your han...
Posted by When You Grab A Hold Of Me on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 12:40:00 PST

I'm Thinking About Getting This....

--> #EndEditable -->  Body Art --> #BeginEditable "heading" -->Scarification --> #EndEditable --> --> #BeginEditable "content" --> The process of scarification involves an endurance of pain....
Posted by When You Grab A Hold Of Me on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 12:05:00 PST

The Mars Volta- "El Ciervo Vulnerado"

 El Ciervo Vulnerado " | by Mars Volta I've been drinking black mirror againthe closer we parti needed to touch your lipswith the nail in my heartthe night that you caught memy coffin d...
Posted by When You Grab A Hold Of Me on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 02:24:00 PST

Sublime " Badfish"

  Sublime - Badfish LyricsWhen you grab a hold of me Tell me that I'll never be set free I'm a parasite, creep and crawl I step into the night. Two pints of booze Tell me are you a badfish too? A...
Posted by When You Grab A Hold Of Me on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 01:02:00 PST

The Killers - "Bones"

The Killers Bones Lyrics (Come with me) We took a back road, we're gonna look at the stars We took a back road in my car Down to the ocean, it's only water and sand And in the ocean, we'll hold hands...
Posted by When You Grab A Hold Of Me on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 02:56:00 PST

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I haven't done this in a really long time... Its a bit scary but..and I don't know why I'm doing this but.. here I go: When Will You Let Me Die? Rip. Stomp. Kick. Spit.      &...
Posted by When You Grab A Hold Of Me on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 04:46:00 PST

The Killers- "For Reasons Unknown"

I pack my case. I check my face. I look a little bit older. I look a little bit colder. With one deep breath, and one big step, I move a little bit closer. I move a little bit closer. For reasons unkn...
Posted by When You Grab A Hold Of Me on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 04:27:00 PST