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Rebecca

The man I thought never exsisted, DOES! He sets my heart on fire everyday!

About Me

I have noticed another thing with people's insecurities. Living double, triple and some times more lives just to make people think you are someone you are not. Having problems keeping one significant other for a long period of time? Pushing people out of your life because they know the real you? This is SAD and PATHETIC! People that know you, love you! And these friends who love you because they think you're someone else, love who you have become- they don't love you. As soon as you figure this out- see who sticks around! Once you come to grips with your life, your childhood, your teen years, and even your young adult life, it will be easier to grow into a strong healthy adult individual- mentally, physically, spiritually! I cannot be a part of someone's life until then. I can only be a true friend to the true you. Your lies when you are someone else don't hurt me as much as they are hurting you. Think about that.Now on with the regular broadcast:

First of all I would like to say that there is no such thing as ugly to me. Everyone is born with a uniqueness that makes them special from one human being to another. And beauty does, in fact, go beyond the facade. Without inner beauty one will never shine. Shining does not mean you must 'save the cheerleader save the world'. Even if you touch one person's life, you'll shine. It takes the same amount of effort to be a positive role model as it does a negative one. Same with smiling/frowing.
Insecurity is a weakness, a mental disorder, if I may. If you cannot make love with the lights on, then you ARE in fact suffering from a mental disorder. Get over it! Move on! The right person will love you for inner beauty. Verbal abuse is not nessicary- EVER. Being the stronger person always pisses people off because they can't defeat you and they thrive on defeating the weak. STOP BEING WEAK. STOP BEING INSECURE. Stop looking at yourself in the mirror and comparing yourself to crackhead/photoshopped/starving/unhappy human beings ladies. Don't let yourself go, but don't stress out about it. Life can be an amazing thing if you let it!


Here are some quotes that I think help describe my personality.


I don't NEED a gun! I have a camera to shoot with!- ME
I can't hear you if you aren't speaking!- Mike Criswell
If we are alive in the morning, we will know we aren't dead!-SouthPark
Don't get me wrong.... Try getting me right!-Spinal Tap
Remember that happiness is a way of travel, not a destination.
The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.-Eleanor Roosevelt


I am constantly adjusting my life's aperture to stay focused on the positive-blurring out the negative. I shoot photographs professionally and as a hobby. I love all my friends. Traveling is also a friend that I love! I am definitely a weekend traveler and I never leave home without at least 2 cameras by my side.



Meet my sisters. Beth and my brother in law Travis. Theresa and her boyfriend/future husband Grady.


My Interests

Photography (as a career and a hobby), Creating/Supporting Fine Arts~all forms of it, being outdoors- doesnt matter what I am doing I am not afraid to sweat a little (or as my boss says... girls dont sweat they glow), watching movies, cooking *yum*, giving massages, drinking coffee, underwater basket weaving, and friends... I love my friends...My wonderful boyfriend...is definitely interesting!

I'd like to meet:



Music:

Anything good!

Movies:

Happy Accident, Waking Life, Shawshank Redemption, Office Space, Spinal Tap, Monsters Inc., Space Balls, Waiting, Shawn of the Dead, Hot FuzzETC.

Television:

The Apprentice, Adult Swim, Law and Order (dun-dun), History's Mysteries, Modern Marvels, Cold Case Files

Books:

Dean Koontz

Heroes:

My boyfriend! A.) Because above all he's in the military and fighting for what our country believes in!! B.) He restored my faith in their being genuine men in our society. He's my first love and hopefully my last. It's one thing to be nice to women but he's nice to everyone. And above all he's not a pushover- which is so important. C.) He's brilliant beyond anyone I have ever known- but would never come out and say it. He just is. D.) He makes me smile! And I am always honored to be in his presence. E.) He's a hard worker and MY HERO!

My Blog

My life....

I am trying to think about my life this same time next year and I don't know where I will be YET, but I do know one constant factor: Matthew! He has been gone since July 9th. One month down, several ...
Posted by Rebecca on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 05:26:00 PST

It's like playtime FOREVER. haha

Hank Ketchum Add to My Profile | More Videos...
Posted by Rebecca on Wed, 16 May 2007 08:30:00 PST

Miss USA- press confrence Parody

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Posted by Rebecca on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 09:12:00 PST

Can Myspace exsist in Heaven?

This website has become such a trend in just about everyone's life.  I had heard about a guy named Marc that lived in the SanMarco area had passed away.  I assumed he went to Douglas An...
Posted by Rebecca on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 10:00:00 PST

Heaven AND Hell- I'm somewhere inbetween... so who's coming with me?

This day brings me to some of my OWN further conclusions on what this life means FOR ME. Please do not agrue with me if you don't agree.I don't believe in 'Heaven' and 'Hell' (persay) but i do believ...
Posted by Rebecca on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 07:55:00 PST

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P.S.

What they mean and will always mean to me.... First of all, I would like to thank everyone on my friends list- b/c you are on it for a reason- YOU ARE MY FRIEND!! Friendships are more import...
Posted by Rebecca on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 09:56:00 PST

Good News

And it has nothing to do with my car insurance!   I received a letter today in the mail stating that I was chosen as a finalist in a National College Photography Competition.  I will fi...
Posted by Rebecca on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 07:22:00 PST

LiveJournal ReRun from 7-1-2002

As is...I am an agnostic. You are a(n) ___________. We both bleed the same yet we will never think exactly the same. No two people period will ever think the exact same. Our cd collection, for instanc...
Posted by Rebecca on Wed, 07 Dec 2005 08:56:00 PST

Photography Quotes

Thank you for expressing interest in hiring me as your photographer.  As you may already have concluded, it is hard to give a flat rate to everyone because each shoot is different ...
Posted by Rebecca on Sun, 04 Sep 2005 10:45:00 PST

The REAL 'about me' Section

Go ahead, you made it this far... Say something you know about me or something you will always remember me by.  Kinda like a yearbook but less Ghey!  I dont want any "K.I.T" "You're the cool...
Posted by Rebecca on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST