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[disclaimer] most of this information is biased on account of it coming from the very person it is about. therefore, perhaps it is more honest to make your own judgments and i'll try to be as honest as a person can be about themselves and as aware of all i am, good and bad.
i'm a violist. and i love playing chamber music and orchestral music. (i attend the University of Memphis where i major in music.)
i have a very eclectic music taste.
other than a passion for music...i have a passion for people...though they are frustrating...
and i am not without fault.
i enjoy many things. but i'll spare you and not put them all here.
i am an orphan
my sisters think i have abandonment issues.
i am like my mother in a lot of ways (like most daughters), though not all of them are good.
i like to make people laugh but often the entertainer in me splits the epitome of everything i am into two parts. some know only the entertainer because they've expressed no interest in anything deeper, or believe that humor is all i am.
some only know the gravity of finding out about my heart and mind. (which i think is a great thing to get to know. it's not so shallow as an acquaintance relationship...you know it has more meaning...)
and some are lucky and know everything i have to offer. either way. whatever the people in my life know of me, they seem to be okay with it.
i actually hate these information things because if you type too much, people think you're very in to yourself. but if you type little or nothing...responses vary.
but that's okay..because i have time right now to be doing this. so...i will.
i'm also a writer and photographer. i love all of the arts and support them as best as another artist can. (with little money)
i love to read as well. and do so whenever i have the chance. (which as of late, has not been too often)
i think this information thing has gotten to the point where i should now be off to practice.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

jesus.
ghandi.
someone else who knows who dan hartman is.
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and other cool cats, like the guy who made this...

My Blog

our endless numbered days.

Being sick sends me flying backwards into my past.Sure we all have moments in life where we relate them to the past. Like how the beginning of this note is now the past and the capital j I am about to...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 19:26:00 GMT

note to self.

i am heartbroken.i would love to be with someone with which i feel nothing would be better than to grow old with them. [and hopefully have that reciprocated]the fact that i trust easily [but am weary]...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 13:44:00 GMT

Talk the talk, walk the walk

I fucking love Stephen Colbert.this is a dialogue between Stephen Colbert and Tony Perkins who spoke out against california legalizing gay marriage.It starts out with Stephen..."i think it really woul...
Posted by on Wed, 28 May 2008 08:17:00 GMT

videotape

I put lotion on my legs todayand it smelled like my mother.i feel disconnected from any of family that is still alive.to feel that alone is frightening.then realizing you are that alonethat isindescri...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 13:27:00 GMT

339 am reflections.

I.constantly struggling to reach par,the limited requirements to be able to be apart of your life.becoming someone I'm not.pretending to embody something I don't.striving to keep things whole.I work.w...
Posted by on Fri, 11 May 2007 16:38:00 GMT

Exactly.

Listen boyDon't want to see you let a good thingSlip awayYou know I don't like watchingAnybody make the same mistakesI madeShe's a real nice girlAnd she's always there for youBut a nice girl wouldn't ...
Posted by on Sun, 06 May 2007 11:33:00 GMT

Saturday, what a day!

I had an amazing day yesterday.Lots of wonderful realizations,time to think.A wonderful conversation with reuben. very fun. he is truly wonderful.then i watched robin hood: men in tights. so there was...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 21:12:00 GMT

at last.

ahh.how wonderful it is to be in PA with my love, Reuben.he is amazing. *nods*that is, to make a long story short.
Posted by on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 12:25:00 GMT

probably another failed attempt, but i'm trying.

So.lets see here.I'm sorry to my sisters first of all.I haven't treated them with the most respect that they deserve by default for taking care of me and whatnot.I'm sorry I get carried away when i ge...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Jul 2006 11:08:00 GMT

if you go away.

ne me quitte pas. If you go away on this summer dayThen you might as well take the sun awayAll the birds that flew in the summer skyWhen our love was new and our hearts were highWhen the day was young...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Dec 2005 12:41:00 GMT