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robyn

Ay No Mames Way?! Mi gasolina es revolt y capoeira!!!

About Me

Not much really. I was taken out of my mother with forceps. I fell down a tall set of stairs when i was 6 months old. I was bruised all over. I lived on a farm at the time where we had 16 rabbits. At the age of 9 I painted something for the first time as a way to transcend my pain- it was my birthday.I became a vegetarian at age 10. Its been 15 years since. I did terribly in school except art,drama, music and writing. I experienced between the ages of 9-12 migraine headaches almost everyday. My father blammed himself, since he left the door open for me to fall down those stairs.My mom blammed mould in the school. I saw doctors and got tests but the causes were all left unknown. Eventually the headaches stopped. I went to a normal highschool and then left two years later to go to an alternative one. Here, i discovered a small secret world of people i had things in common with. I met a sweet guy during that time who i dated for seven beautiful years. We went to B.C together and lived in treehouses. I went to University and studied Environmental Studies for two years, I did terribly. Dropped out. I decided to pursue sewing and fashion design. I was invited to show my garments in a fashion show called "Clothes Your Mouth". I learnt a lot about hard work in this time. I prepared a collection in less then two months and i'm self taught. I went to Mexico alone for a month after Christmas in 2006 and it changed me a great deal.I love Latin culture. I am currently studying Capoeira (Afro-Brasilian Martial art), and Spanish. I am thinking of going to a fashion college in Montreal and learn more about design as well as French.Some things you may not know about me are: I can eat a lot of food, Im honest, I laugh a lot and esp. when im nervous, I play wrestle often, i'm addicted to having baths, it takes me forever to get dressed (i need a uniform?!), i don't care about most things people care about such as how to have my coffee, or not letting people see me pick my nose, or how you know how to make a cocktail and i don't (cause its probaly gross).i also have good reflexes and almost endless energy.I hope to grow from these tiny seeds into a giant forest. (thanks A.M.H).

My Interests

Guatemala comas Monsters Zombies Voodoo Capoeira and general self defense Isadora Duncan Martha Graham Michal Gondry Jan saudek Chess/dominoes Crowns sex Crows Fashion pictures Cemetaries Dance Designing clothes Rooms filled with lost things Vintage wares Faery tales religious statues tassels and Velvet Flirting Burlesque 1920s parlors Shadow boxes Iceland Brazil Scandinavia Mexico Italy Bottom of oceans Mark Ryden Shrines booze rococo era Octopus Horror Rabbits Curls Tangles Planet=wanderer Dinosaurs Dionysis Half-human half-animal Penumbras Drop-out cultures Reprobates Aura Borealis's Mythical creatures EarlyGothic inventions Gypsies/Nomads Circus Warm oceans Erotic sculpture Folklore Courage Rooftops Make-up Clowns Secrets Mischief Vintage tapestries Haute Couture Embroidery Watercolor Tattoos Vikings Baroque esp. the hair Coquettish conversation Hair sculpture Miniatures The lush plume of the creative Concoctions/Potions Skulls my Cat Curiosity shops https://www.gucanada.com/ Secretpassageways Strange Diseases Castles Decadence Albinos Hearts Weird teeth Long Hair CURRENT MOON lunar phases

I'd like to meet:

Vivienne Westwood

Music:

soft, lovely, hard and ugly

Movies:

MY HARD KNOCKS FAM!!

Television:

EVER FEEL LIKE YOU'VE BEEN CHEATED, AND LIED TO, BUT BECAUSE OF THE *COMEDIC RELIEF* YOU SUDDENLY FORGOT WHAT WAS REALLY GOING ON? BUSH IS ANOTHER WORD FOR CUNT.

Books:

Vivienne westwood by claire wilcox comics, childrens books (esp.Sendak, anything by Froud; Tom Robbins; William Blake; Charles Bukowski (esp. six inch), The Hunchback of Notre Dame, Nietzsche, good erotica Silver--total mindfuck about Nazis, Film, Klaus Barbie, liquid silver and what they all have to do with one another. David Abrams-the spell of the sensuous, Gypsy Lore, Maus comics, Bury Me Standing-Isabel Fonesca, The Master and the Margarita-Mikahail Bulgakov, Lolita Georges Bataille- Story of the Eye, and Eroticism, Death and Sensuality. Anais Nin, anything with fashion/circus/vaudville pictures/1920s pics T.A.Z., Anything by Kahlil GibranWish list of Books: Gone to Crotan, and Gypsy Lore books on dolls either doll making or collections ethnic dress good erotica storiesJan Saudek Baroque hair/ art/ sculpture

Heroes:

Helen Jean (my mum) My closest friends Cassius Marcellus Clay Ordinary people who are kind to those around them adventurers

My Blog

MEXICO

So by chance i have been invited to go to Mexico again for another month. A friends mother thought it would be nice to use her air mile rewards on me!!!! I feel so lucky!!!!! Although a little earlier...
Posted by robyn on Sat, 26 May 2007 07:20:00 PST

outift

i sort of based an outfit around this belt i got but i'm not sure how i feel about this outfit....
Posted by robyn on Sat, 19 May 2007 05:46:00 PST

bad friend

Dear Diary; Two nights ago the beast was unleashed. No one told my dear friend B.X.C. (name withheld for security purposes) that although most of the time it is a harmless and jovial beast, often it b...
Posted by robyn on Sat, 19 May 2007 05:42:00 PST

school

Okay so as some of you may know already i have applied to study fashion design in Montreal at College LaSalle. I have been excepted which is a thrill....however i am still waiting for that dreadful lo...
Posted by robyn on Fri, 04 May 2007 08:56:00 PST

shhhhh

Dear Journal ; please don't tell my mom what i've been doing. also don't tell people that this life is on fire because they might try and douse it. luv robyn.  ...
Posted by robyn on Thu, 03 May 2007 05:55:00 PST

Job is a Job

Yesterday i started a new job with a prestigeous catering company. Let me tell you it was serious buisness. I would not do this job for a penny less than what they are giving me because it is mind blo...
Posted by robyn on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 11:47:00 PST

bad things

bad things come in twos not threes. one was a detached womanizer two was a sketch head and three was a perfect gentleman!!!!!!! i dodged two bullets this week at felt at once confused, sad, and confi...
Posted by robyn on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 10:02:00 PST

lyrics

leonard cohens best line ive been running through these promises to you that i made and i could not keep but a man never got a women back not by begging on his knees or i'd crawl to you baby and i'd f...
Posted by robyn on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 03:05:00 PST

wurds

words i like are feverish, subtle, sublime, gamut, moss, secrete, egg, astir,baldric. spanish words i like are corazon, alegre, besar,caballo, despacio, derecha, gusto, frijol, hongo, hasta, huevo, je...
Posted by robyn on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 08:03:00 PST

Wet cheeks

so i worked today not thinking of anything but work. then i enter the subway to go home...the streets empty... i see some young punks squeegeeing on queen street and i begin to think of you.....well a...
Posted by robyn on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 10:33:00 PST