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Chunks 'O' Lovin'

sanity is a madness put to good uses; waking life is a dream controlled.

About Me


I am a misfit I'm born with all of it The fucking ultimate Of love inside the atom split"In a dense phosphorescent fog, I have been searching for things which can never be found: the journals of Adam and Eve; a photographic record of the cities of the interior; a map charting the soul’s disasters and renewals; the keys to locked dimensions; the point at the centre of everything ..."
What Is Life? A tedius series of steps that lead to no obvious "Goal?" What "Goal?" What does Goal mean? A reward at the end? The Finish Line? or the trophy with the big first place sticker on it? "Every step doesnt have to lead anywhere" - Some Psytrance song. Are we even moving towards a finish line? or are we just moving in circles? Maybe were just some kind Beast! A herd of cattle grazing in a paddock. With our eyes shut, we dream that were moving forward. We Theorise. We Philosiphise. We Daydream. We Contemplate. We Reflect. All the while... grazing in a field. Asleep Standing Up. WHY!? For the Greater Good perhaps?! So that oneday we can give milk to those thirsty? Or do we get the Milk? Do we get a pat on the back and a paycheck, in the form of... Knowledge?.. Experience?.. Wisdom maybe?! How can we "know" anything while were in this dreamstate?!! Maybe one day... when we wake up, we can move onto the next herd. A new day. A new herd. or maybe we'll just be cooked and eaten. FUCK! WHY! Why anything man! Why do I even ask these questions?! Do we just play roles in a script allready written?! or do we make it up as we go along? If my reality is my universe. If I am my God. That means that parts of myself are not giving me these answers. A part of me is saying that im not supposed to know yet. Why!? Will it give away the ending? Perhaps if i find out the ending, I won't wanna play anymore? Maybe im just an extra and if i know the ending i'll wanna bigger part? Maybe i'll wanna be Lead (I doubt it)? or maybe... i just won't wanna play this role anymore? anything else will do. Dont get me wrong. Im Happy. But maybe a sign of direction would be helpfull. just some reassurance. but none comes... only... more change... more questions...more steps........steps forward...........??or in Circles.............?Fuck. Fuck. This is where I start going in circles.I dont know man...... ....I think im dumb... .....maybe just happy.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

that dad.
I Would Like To Meet People Who Eat Foetus's. Lke This Guy

Un-doing Your Doing Nests!St. Kabir, Ascended Master Poet and Saint through WistanciaWatch out for Over Do-ing it! Watch out for Doing "about" Be-ing, instead of Be-ing. This time it is about Un-doing your Do-ingness. It is for Un-doing your Doing Nests, so that you can Fly Free!It is not the time to Re-word what you already know or already teach. Go and Be-Come it! Vibrate it! Embody it! Embed with it! Be in Bed with it! Kabir says: This is what is Missing.Be Ecstatic! Every Thing will get Clear and there will be no Static. This is what is Missing.You cannot come to GOD through language. It is still (a)far (a)wayPrayers are not the words you speak Without the Heart's Fire, the Prayer Full Words are empty, a cup of tea with no-thing poured in it the words are simply the sugar - sweet, yes, and attractive, even seductive but without the tea what is it a cup of? It is reduced to this: reduced to no-thing scintillating but not elating. not elate-able so not relate-ableIt is a cup that cannot run over and fill other cups It carries no-thing that you can In-gest(ation) No-thing will be born of it No-thing will E (nergy) Merge Without the heart!Kabir says: Go and drink to that!Put away the book if you are think-ing You are do-ing More than read-ing About A treasure. Is there Gold in your hands?Put away the book if that is as far as you go with it Put away the book if you are trying to eat knowledge that way You cannot stand on that LEDGE and truly KNOW Acknowledge this: you cannot become Full or Filled With wordsEven ones that rhyme or make you feel good Know this: you cannot be full-filled with words No gas will enter the tank and The car will no nowhereWords are only pictures of Reality They are not what is real Words are only pictures of (energy) movement They are narrowed, arrowed Indications They are pointers In a directionKnow this: if you stop on the freeway under the "Los Angeles" sign Notice: You will not be in Los Angeles You will Be on the freeway that is headed in that direction That is all You may be going the right way, but you may not be freeMake no mistake: If there were no signs You would have No Directions This is important! Honor the Directions and Honor the Directors of themKabir says: Do not Miss-take the Sign for Your DirectionSee an arrow for what it is! It is sharp and it has a point! Follow it, if it leads you near the Heart Then place it alongside the road For another to pick up When she has lost her wayWords are like highways They may lead you somewhere But they alone Cannot place you where you need to beKabir says, "Relocate in the heart" Place your Self in there Do your work from that place It is holy Knock and the door will open Stop talking About the Door Stop Simply pointing To the Door Open it Enter in Go with in Sit down inside Be comfortable Do all your work from this placeLook a-Round: It is a circle Take a look: All the Masters and Angels are there You are Home: all paths lead to Your Heart Your Heart is on the map of GOD Image that in Imagine that! IN!You no longer require a Map When you arrive but Be-(A)Ware Do not stop at the Point of Arrival, even if it has been a steep and sharp mountain Go within the gates Knock and the Door will open! then ExploreKabir says: You will find No End and No Beginning THAT Should tell you That you have come To the Right Space To the Right Place To the Place to be Writing about Righting About The House of Many Mansions Is YOUR HEARTSoon you will not be hungry and you will thirst for no-thingYou are full and filling God lives There with you so Now you know Before you only Languaged You only languished.Kabir says: In This Place of the heart, you can KNOW.Kabir says: The streets of this place are lined with Gold The Land-Lord of this Home is GOD Your Heart has a Key-less Entry God loans you the body Which is your Temple The Shrine is the HeartGo and make peace with the Interior Castle Kabir says, "See this In-sight" Peace lies In-sideGod awaits you at all hours in the comfort of your own Home Although God owns your Home God is the Servant The Landlord The Guest The Friend The Beloved The Father and the Mother And The One Called LoveThat should tell you that you have you have come To the Right Space where you can Space with God In The House of Many Mansions In YOUR HEARTKabir says, "Your Home Work is more about Be-ing, than about Do-ing" Watch out for Over Do-ing it! This time it is about Un-doing your Do-ingness. It is for Un-doing your Doing Nests, so that you can Fly Free!

We wanna go somewhere else. We're not threatened by people anymore. All our insecurities have evaporated. We're in the clouds now. We're wide open. We're spacemen orbiting the earth. The world looks beautiful from here, man. We're nympholeptics, desiring for the unobtainable. We risk sanity for moments of temporary enlightenment. So many ideas. So little memory. The last thought killed by anticipation of the next. We embrace an overwhelming feeling of love. We flow in unison. We're together. I wish this was real. We want a universal level of togetherness, where we're comfortable with everyone. We're in rhythm. Part of a movement. A movement to escape. We wave goodbye. Ultimately, we just want to be happy. Heh, yeah, hang on, what the fuck was I just talking about?

My Blog

Larips Daeh

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Aqua Beard

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Aqua Beard

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THE TRUTH ABOUT MARILYN MANSON

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Hilf Mir!

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Der Erlkönig

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Eat The Rich! (or if we cant do that, then we should eat our children)

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Necrophelia, Cannibalism and other weekend hobbies.

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The Prophecies Of Mother Shipton

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Posted by on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 16:59:00 GMT

SHOOP I SAY!!!! SSSHHHOOOP!!!!!!!!

ok, so if u say to someone like "Hey Gooober!! Look at that GOOSE." and then point at ONE Goose, thats kool, and if u say "Yo Jubik, Check that flock of GEESE." and then point at a FLOCK of Geese, tha...
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