im sad |
marina doesnt love me anymore Posted by John. on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 07:10:00 PST |
im alone |
nobody wants to talk to me not even my own marina face. today is a bad day i feel alone again like in one of my poems i hate it im tired. im going to sleep i guess im going to hangout with jose since ... Posted by John. on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 04:03:00 PST |
DOES ANYBODY ELSE FEEL THE WAY I DO? |
all relationships start out really good in the begining so they can hurt so much in the end?? god hates me or he wouldnt do this to me. why cnat i just not care why??? what did i ever do to him to mak... Posted by John. on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 08:12:00 PST |
this is how i used to feel like 2 years ago i know its not a good poem but um try to understand |
when you turn on t.v.
and you see
all the beautiful people you will never be
and you see
all the happiness you will never feel
the smiles on the screen
mock you as you scream
when the truth finally... Posted by John. on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 08:59:00 PST |
RULES OF MY LIFE |
?1. TRUST NO ONE
2. TRUST NO ONE WITH THE ONE YOU LOVE
3. IF SOMEONE HURTS YOU HURT THEM BACK 43254325432 TIMES WORSE INSTEAD OF JUST FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF
4. DONT GIVE A FUCK WHAT PEOPLE THINK A... Posted by John. on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 05:09:00 PST |
READ OR ILL HATE YOU |
"Autumn Leaves Revisited"The leaves will fallAnd so will youWhen you do, bury me under them tooSeconds pass; we'll make it throughEventually we all go homeIt won't be longIt won't be longWe walk along... Posted by John. on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 07:59:00 PST |
one of my flavorite songs |
"The Lovesong Writer"Sitting alone in the dark of a stadiumHe whispers his secrets into a cheap guitarWith the flick of his wrist he turns words into melodiesChords into church bells, fill up the alli... Posted by John. on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 07:17:00 PST |
song off why im sad |
how come i must know
where obsession needs to go
how come i must know
th direction of relieveing
deep in the night
(far off the light)
missing my headache
visions of light
(far off delite)
kissin' m... Posted by John. on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 03:18:00 PST |
faggots that need to die |
liars are all around me my closest friends plan against me now i dont have friends for i have seen the light that is secrecy. for the war that is to come i have a gun and they have none because i will... Posted by John. on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 02:59:00 PST |