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fallen angel

When everything else fails......drink........

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You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

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My Interests

My interests...i love to drink...its just a hobbie. then lets see oh yeah I love to play pool. its a lot of fun and stress releaving. i love to talk to people...well most people until they piss me off. And a few other minor law breaking infractions...hey im only human get over it...and oh yeah sex its fun..it works...well most of the time. something that i cant do while sitting at home being bored. I love hanging out with friends. most of the time you can find me at a bar...just because i like to drink doesn't make me an alcoholic...it makes me either a lush or a drunk....lol

I'd like to meet:

Honestly that is almost impossible to answer...i have many heros and many people i look up too...i think if i had to answer this it would be...Johnny Depp...hes one of my all time favorite actors. To meet him would have a lasting impression on me. i think i would start to drool if i met him...id be speachless I think if it was musically who I would want to meet would have to be Pat Benetar. She has always been my Idol...i look up to her in so many ways. Her songs are inspiring....But johnny depp will always be my man so im hoping one day that i will honestly meet him. it would be a great thing in my life..something good for a change
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Yo gang Gary Coleman's Alleycat Thugs
Yo shoes be K-Mart Brand Tennis Shoes
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Music:

I listen to almost anything...i have a very eclective taste in music. I was bartending so I love music....but if theirs one song I love the most its. "Colors" by Crossfade...its one that josh introduced me too and I love the song it reminds me of so many people. But no matter what...josh has shown me so much in life. But i still have my own taste in music. I grew up a country girl but when i was bartending i had to listen to almost every thing. danzo from buzz factor played some really good songs on open mic night and pauly and the boys from slamtones gave me a new sense of taste in music. i love a lot of music. Sometimes i wonder if maybe how im feeling is connected to a certain song. if thats the case Who knew by pink would describe my feelings half the time.....But then again their will always be room for other songs on those good but not so perfect days like this one. Which would be one of my favorite songs from the past. Shinedown has made some awesome songs. The new one they came out with "I dare you" is up there with 45... And then again there are those days that are just there. and i need to deal with certain people. i think id have to say that for the most part my mom was the person who had me listening to music the most...i remember dancing around in the kitchen with her when "I don't wanna miss a thing" came on..she would grab me while i was doing dishes and start dancing around the kitchen...at the time I thought that maybe she was crazy and i was too old to be doing things like that...but i was wrong...

Movies:

Blow..fear and loathing in las vegas...carmen...dirty dancing...a walk to remember...sleepy hollow.....i watch a lot of movies but those are the really good ones...
How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
Name
...believe in true love?
Your hands say We fit together.
Your eyes say You're amazing.
Your hugs say I promise I will try to keep you safe.
Your kisses say You mean the world to me.
Your body says Just curl up next to me.
Your heart says Te amo.

Television:

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full name: Elizabeth Alberta Kohtala
nickname(s): lul..lala...Sparkie...lizzy...dumplin
birthday: August 26 1985
where were you born: Ishpeming Michigan
zodiac sign: Virgo
height: 5 foot 5
weight: 175
hair color: auburn hair with blonde highlights and black bangs right now
eye color: brown...but i wear blue contacts it was a time for a change
shoe size: anywhere from an 7 to a 12 depends on brand
ring size: like an 8ish i think
skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.): i have white skin except for summer then the freckles come out
blood type: don't know
grade: not in school right now
GPA: yeah right
siblings: one a lil sis...brat...monica rose kohtala
tattoos: two my moms initials on my left ankle and a chinese symbol for friendship on my collar bone i think thats what you would clal it
piercings: eyebrow nipple tounge nose and ears
hobbies: play pool and drink
favorite
color: baby blue
food: lasagna
candy: dove chocolates and milky ways
type of cheese: shredded
pizza topping: sausage..extra cheese and pepperoni
salad dressing: italian
sandwich: turkey
cereal: coco puffs
fruit: cherries and peaches
vegetable: tomato
berry: strawberry
: vanilla with chocolate topping
book: a night with out armor...by jewel..i think thats the name of it
movie: a walk to remember, finding nemo and anything with johnny depp
magazine: cosmo
newspaper: mining journal...
tv show: csi and law and order
website: myspace
radio station: 97
font: times new roman
cartoon character: scooby doo and tinkerbell
artist (painter): van gough
actor: johnny depp
actress: a toss up between hallie berry, drew berrymore, and sandra bullock
cd: ummm...well all mine seemed to come up missing so i don't have it anymore
song: when you say nothing at all by allison krause
music group: crossfade
music type: country...i have a mixture though
day of the week: fridays....fuck yeah
month: august..my birthday
season: summer
holiday: i really don't like them but i would have to say christmas
shampoo: herbal essence
conditioner: garnier fructice
number: 12
phrase: its better to have lost love than to have not loved at all...or tah da...long story...muahz
store: probably wal mart
weather: sunny
restaurant: villa
channel: 54...comedy central
teacher: now or then...id have to say sarah johnson
weekend activity: drinking and playing pool
hangout: home..or hickeys bar
house color: favorite would have to be either baby blue with white trim or vice versa
sport to watch: football....hell yeah
sport to play: pool,baseball or volleyball
animal: puppies
flower: lilly of the valleys and roses
guy's name: alex...if i were to have a boy...but its still debatable
girl's name: are we talking kids now or what...marissa
board game: monopoly
party game: beer pong just cuz im good at it
story from childhood: stand back said the elephant im going to sneeze that one and my tragic but not so tragic moment...lol
body part: eyes
have you ever
been on a train: nope
been on a plane: not yet
been in a car accident: yep...well yeah kinda
caused a car accident: nope hell i don't even drive
run into a wall: yeah...when i was drunk
burned a potato chip: yep..it was funny
almost burned the house down: cooking...thats why i don't do it
smoked: yeah..still do...smoking right now
been drunk: im 21 so if i have never been drunk then theirs something wrong with me
been high: ah yeah...maybe i should start pleading the fifth
broken the law: yep plead the fifth liz
burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes): yep...had a bunch of them
kissed someone of the opposite sex: ummm...yeah...duh
kissed someone of the same sex: okay so i don't like to admit it...it was a dare and i was really drunk
frenched an animal: does a puppy slippin you the tounge count?...
made out: fuck yeah
had cyber sex: nope
gotten engaged: not yet...still waiting
had an online relationship: for a short while...
been rejected by a crush: yes...it sucks
loved: yeah...and it feels good
made yourself cry to get out of trouble: yeah when i was little i did it all the time
cried in public: yeah when my mom died...my aunt made me go eat and someone asked me how my mom was doing
cried over a movie: i plead the fifth...im a sucker for sappy movies
fallen asleep in a movie theater: nope
given someone a bath: yeah my little sister
been to a boarding school: nope...was always threatened about it but never went..i cried to get myself out of it
been home-schooled: cant say i was
lost a valuable item: yeah...i lost my moms ring and i was pissed at myself and now its gone
bungee jumped: nope...wanna try though
skied: hell no...i don't have that good of balance
met the president: nope...
met a celebrity: not yet...but im gonna marry johnny depp
gotten a cavity: yeah they suck too
shopped at abercrombie & fitch: hell yeah...its a fun store
made a prank call: when i was little...i did it to the bar after watching the simpsons
skipped school: numerous times...almost got expelled for it
faked sick to get out of school: yeah...mom always fell for it too
purchased something that you knew didn't fit: yeah...hey a girl can hope shes gonna lose the weight
climbed a tree: yep...it was fun
fallen from a tree: cant say i have
broken a bone: i busted my tailbone if that counts
sprained anything: my wrist...told you i was a clutz
passed out: yep...
made yourself pass out: well if drinking too much and passing out counts as making yourself pass out then yes.
been to disney world: no...but it sounds like fun...as long as i can drink there
been to a theme park (not disney): nope...
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative): at the time i said it i meant it...but thats over now
made a model volcano (working model): nope
made a clover leaf with your tounge: nope..sounds hard hold on let me try...nope
past
what did you do yesterday: went to work...watched kylar and elek for a bit and cleaned the house
memory you miss the most: being with my mom...she would grab me out of the blue when a song she liked came on and start dancing with me like we had no care in the world
memory you want to forget: that shes dead...
something you regretted after it was done: telling my mom i wish she would die...i never got to appologize for it
the last
song you heard: you save me by kenny chesney
cd you bought: like 50cent the first one
thing you said: i was singing a song by the dixie chicks...thats the extent of everything...since im home alone...sucks
time you cried: today...thinking about things its been a bad month for me
movie seen in a theater: wildhogs
thing you ate: good question
person who called: john
nail polish shade worn: black for halloween
time you showered: today
person who complimented you: some guy in the bar said i had awesome fucking eyes
at this moment
what are you listening to: how do i live by leann rimes...its on the tv
what are you wearing: socks, jeans, a tank top and my corona hoody
what are you thinking: a lot...maybe its best we leave it at that
what are you scared of most: being alone for the rest of my life and losing anymore people i love
how many people are on your buddy list: uh...i don't know
future
occupation: i want to be a psychologist
marriage site: don't care as long as my man is there and we get married and were happy
honeymoon: dont know yet...thats in the future not now
place to live: anywhere but here
kids: i want a few...at least one boy one girl
car: a mustang convertable gt...cuz i'll be somewhere where their is no snow
what are you doing tomorrow: don't know..we'll see when it comes
do you think george bush will be reelected: fuck no hes already reached his limit on being elected
will there be a wwIII: possibly...
will politics ever be truthful: maybe one day but i doubt it
will humanity snuff itself out: its possible
can the gov. be changed: maybe doubthful but a maybe
friends
best friend: sammy..auntie sammy
funniest: jamie
silliest: tonya
loudest: jamie
quietest: good question...im not sure
craziest: josh
calmest: sam for the most part
skinniest: josh
best secret keeper: probably tonya
worst secret keeper: jamie and his loud mouth
the one you have but don't want: i have friends i don't want...umm...okay..oh ashley
smartest: john
preppiest: i don't have preppy friends...i don't think at least
peppiest: Nick for the most part
most hyper: ariel
hottest: CHAD
weirdest: shell
biggest pervert: langsford
most annyoing: definently ashley
shyest: umm don't know
most religious: id have to say sammy well tab too...out of all of us
do you believe in
heaven: yep..thats where my mom is
hell: yeah...where im gonna go if i don't shape up
angels: yeah...my mom is one of them...
devil: yeah...if you only knew
god: yeah...he looks out for me
buddha: umm...isn't that the same thing as god
aliens: nope
ghosts: yes
spirit (soul): yes...definently yes
soulmates: yep...one day just one day
reincarnation: im not sure
love at first sight: definently
karma: oh yes...shits bad and it comes back
love in general: of course
luck: yeah but i have the worst
yourself: once in a while
crush
who and when was your first crush: like in 1st grade it was jason allen
any now: not no more...maybe one day i'll find some new guy to have a crush on
a celebrity crush: johnny depp...and that only took like 3 seconds to think about
who do you want to be with right now: right now i wanna be left alone...but im not sure who id want to be with
whos number do you want: dont know...i have all the numbers i need right now...i think..
who do you want to kiss: probably chad
what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex: how they can just up and leave and not come back without explaining and lie abut so much when the truth is so much easier...yeah it may hurt but at least its the truth
if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be: it would be nice but its not gonna happen
on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you: 7...for the most part
first thing noticed about the opposite sex: eyes..definently the eyes
what do you look for personality-wise: someone whose funny, but smart, and isn't always pissed off for one reason or another..someone who doesn't hold back
biggest turn on: telling me how much he cares and cuddling
biggest turn off: feet...they suck and the lies
something thay weat that turns you on: how bout something they don't wear...like their shirt so u can see their nice bod
something they wear that turns you off: clothes..lol...jk i don't know
the most romantic thing you want to happen to you: flowers...with him there telling him how much he loves me
the most romantic thing that has happened to you: good question
what do you wear on a coffee date: jeans and a t shirt
is it right to flirt if you're taken: nope...well its okay...just as long as they don't get mad
is cyber cheating: umm...i don't know
are eyes the passegeway to the soul: you can tell everything by someones eyes just how they look at you
who would you like to take to the prom: i never went so we won't answer that one
do you want to hug somebody right now: yeah...
do you know what an aphrodisiac is: yeah...like oysters and stuff
describe
mellow: relaxing
melancholy: umm...don't know
the perfect date: going out to a movie or staying home and watching a movie...maybe a few drinks
the perfect mate: someone who i can laugh with and be a dork but not feel retarded...someone i can have fun with but also have serious moments with.....
how m&m's are made: with chocolate...duh
why manhole covers are round: so chubby round people can get in there..i dont know
one or the other
coke/pepsi: pepsi
sprite/7-up: sprite
boxers/briefs: boxers
gold/silver: silver gold is too tacky
vanilla/chocolate: vanilla
flowers/candy: flowers
book/magazine: magazine
tv/radio: tv...best of both worlds then music and tv
glass half empty/half full: half full...i think
democrat/republican: umm..does that matter anymore...neither..the one who gets us more money
colored pencils/markers: colored pencils...shading works better
coffee/tea: coffee...caffine
sun/moon: sun...depends though...
day/night: night...its better
hot/cold: medium...hot i guess
dog/cat: dog
button/zipper: zipper
cotton/feather pillow: feather...its softer
blue/purple: blue...its prettier
plumber/trashman: if i had to pick...probably a plumber although the trash guy that rides by the hosue is hott too
jeans/shorts: jeans
long distance relationship/none: none...long distance doesn't work normally
mechanical/regular pencil: mechanical
matt/ben: matt
that 70's show/simpsons: 70s show
kelso/eric: kelso
donna/jackie: donna
bart/lisa: lisa
romeo/juliet: juliet
romantic comedy/thriller: romantic
nsync/bsb: nsync..so out dated
peanut butter/jelly: jelly...flavor
waffles/pans: waffles
letter/email: email
florida/california: florida
pizza/burgers: pizza
hat/visor: visor..i look better in it
football/rugby: football at least i know how its played
iceskating/blading: iceskating...i love it its so much fun
movie at home/in theater: at home...its more comfy and you don't run into people you may not like
first thing you think of when you hear
yellow: sun
red lipstick: slut...bad i know
socks: shoes
cowtipping: impossible
moulin rouge: christina agulara...that one song
greenland: cold
iceland: warm
harry potter: ha ha funny
red: cant say
blackberry: brandy
rose: romantic
rooster: cock a doodle doo
taxes: yeah...money
bill clinton: i did not have sexual relations with that girl....good president
whipped cream: whip its
george w. bush: dick head
lollipops: suckers
dreams: hopes
love: hopefully one day
guys: questionable
south park: god damnit they killed kenny...that could be a good thing if it was the kenny i knew
boy bands: nsync....sounds bad i know
pengiuns: tuxedo..i think thats how u spell it
girls: i want one when i get older...as in a baby
thong: heart studded
death: mommy...i miss her
spoons: forks...
junk mail: garbage
dairy: private
panties: thongs
your father: love him..but not my stepdad hes a dickhead
pizza: congress
britney spears: didn't she have a kid
vitamin: orange juice
are you
happy: kinda...for the most part i am
sad: to an extent
religious: kinda
bitchy: at times
crazy: depends on the drunkness
messy: i try to clean
mad: not often..why be mad over stupid things
slacker: in school i was
nerd: not really
bookworm: maybe in middle school
jock: nope...i did like sports though
preppy: never
selfish: once in a while
giving: all the time
obsessive: once in a while
violent: not really...maybe once in a while
calm: for the most part i am
peaceful: whats up with all these words...i guess
mellow: yeah
eccentric: probably not...maybe if i knew the meaning
caring: always
untrustworthy: not really...maybe depends on who you ask
loyal: yes...always
patriotic: at times
perverted: come on now its the up...yeah okay happy now
colorful: i can be
artistic: i use to draw...i kinda quit
miscellanoues
what color is your jacket: hoodie..black
do you shave: yes
where: im not tellin
what color is your razor: pink
what size is your bed: good question
what color crayon would you be: blue..favorite color
what are the last four digits of you phone number: 2822
feelings on abortion: its ok under certain circumstances..like rape or incest..other than that its a no go
how lond does it take you to shower: like 10 to 15 minutes depends on if i shave or not
what does your screenname mean: my mom gave it to me...hvnscnt1685..my mom told me i was sent from heaven..i was 16 at the time and i was born in 1985
thoughts on blonde pop stars in general: i don't mind them if they can sing
who do you trust the most: i don't trust anyone really...its hard to do it for me when ive been fucked over one too many times...
is cussing a necessity in life: i do it but its not a necessity
how about coffee: thats a necessity..cant live without it
is the world screwed: huh...depends on what
what something you cant live without: love...and cigarettes
what time did you fall asleep: last night..i didn't
know what 69 means: god id hope so..fuck im 21 if i don't know it now someone should shoot me
how about 143: okay...yeah good question
can you live without a microwave: nope all my meals are cooked in there
what do think about death: it sucks...im not scared though
where and when do you want to be married: i don't care where...i know im not ready yet..but at least by the time im 25 i wanna be married
do you want to drop out of school: i dropped out of highschool once cuz i was busy with other things and i dropped out of college
why is the sky blue: isn't it like the reflection off of the water or something
what is a good trait about yourself: my personality..i get along with almost everyone...
what do you always think about: alot of things...i have issues so i think about everything
what is wrong with your school: umm...college...people can be pricks
what is right with your school: probably the drinking
how do you react to change: td align="left

Books:

im not much on reading...my favorite book would have to be either a night without armor by jewel or a child called it or if love is a game here are the rules
You make me smile because... by xLiL PreP1x
Name...
Your Laugh .... Makes me laugh
Your Smile ... Is inspired
Your eyes ... Shine with the stars
Your scent is.... Sweet
Your lips are... Perfect
Your hair .... Is a goregous color
Your friendship .... Is Supporting
Your hug ... Makes me feel safe
Your kiss ... Always makes me ask for more
Your love .... Amazing
You ..... radiate beauty!

Heroes:

heros..well id have to say that i have a few...one samantha..because without her im not sure where or who id be today. she has always been there for me. regardless of my situation......second would have to be my real dad (BIll Giese) because even though there were so many things that happened in the past..hes still here and still here for me...and last of all i would have to say my mom. because she is the one who made me who i am today...i am her spitting image. she taught me to see people for who they are...not what they can bring you..and even though shes gone i wont forget her and i will always know that she will be here........

My Blog

FEELINGS...fuck

okay so lately ive been thinking more and more about my mom...it sucks cuz it doesn't seem that long ago that she was here.  I woke up from a dream last night in a cold sweat cuz of her.  It...
Posted by Elizabeth on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 09:43:00 PST

life!!!!

so once again im moving...fun hey..back to tams house.It should be fun...i got the job at taco bell...it works...i feel tired lately...and im worried about some things...hopefully i'll get back on my ...
Posted by Elizabeth on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 10:14:00 PST

UP TO DATE THINGS I guess..again

So as of last saturday things have been a little weird...my grandma died and i went to her funeral...it sucked cuz i couldn't handle losing yet another person i loved...i have a job interview tomorrow...
Posted by Elizabeth on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 03:44:00 PST

Nice to know you care

So its nice to know you care...i cant believe how pissed off you can make me...i say those words now and then...oh well at least im not in jail any more...i didn't have to sit jail time yet...im not s...
Posted by Elizabeth on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 06:17:00 PST

OKAY

So i guess i haven't writen in a long ass time...but i guess its about time..not much has changed around here.  Im still the same person and maybe, as i found out today, that thats a bad thing.&n...
Posted by Elizabeth on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 01:49:00 PST

pain

Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all... You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I...
Posted by Elizabeth on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 01:57:00 PST

fun times in missouri

so its been a long time since ive wrote...a lot of stuff has happened here...ive been to a few of the bars and met a few cool people...im getting home sick. but thats okay. i cant wait to go home.. i ...
Posted by Elizabeth on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 03:00:00 PST

missouri...north dakota....where next

so right now im in missouri...this would be the farthest away from home ive ever been.  It feels so good but at the same time im home sick...i came down here with jenia and jolene...and so far it...
Posted by Elizabeth on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 04:52:00 PST

beat and torn

so tonight i saved a girl...had she went back to her man she would have been killed...it was horrible...i was screaming telling him to listen...and he decided to choke me out...so i told her that she ...
Posted by Elizabeth on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 01:05:00 PST

obc


Posted by Elizabeth on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 05:42:00 PST