About Me
WE WILL MISS YOU TERRIBLY FOREVER HOLLY. REST EASY. WE LOVE YOU.
ROCK IN PEACE MR. K, WE WILL MISS YOU BUDDY!!!
Hey there everyone! Happy 2008! What to say about me....well, I just turned 37 years old, have 2 awesome kiddies, Olivia who's 14 (going on 27) and Brett who's 11; and two kiddies I call my "stepchildren", Heather, who is 17 and Trevor, who is 12. I married the most awesomest of dudes, Jeff Sander, on September 30, 2006, a party that if you missed, shame on you! I am a legal secretary at a local law firm, and I still bartend part time. Anyhoo, I love to hang out with my friends, as I have a great circle of "true blue" friends. I love to catch great local artists such as 100 MPH, Brain Bucket, Kenny Welch Band, Acoustic Abuse, Forehead, Shortleash (MOO resurrected LOL)Pokerface Band, VK, Crunch, Twistlock, Steve Dirr, SuperBad, Marsha Brady, My Sister Sarah, Chester the Pup, Gashouse Guerillas, Flatline, The Polecats, Backseat Romeo, The Renegades and as always, Randy Peak, Acoustic but Never Unplugged!"I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. Delicious Ambiguity." (Gilda Radner)"I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge -- myth is more potent than history -- dreams are more powerful than facts -- hope always triumphs over experience -- laughter is the cure for grief -- love is stronger than death." (Robert Fulghum)
MY NEW TATTOO DEDICATED, OF COURSE TO MY FATHER. TERRIBLY MISSED, TERRIBLY LOVED, NEVER, EVER FORGOTTEN.
I recently suffered the biggest loss of my life, that of my father. He was diagnosed with Stage 4 Esophageal Cancer in early January, 2007. He fought very, very hard and was more brave than I ever could have been in his situation. He struggled day to day with treatments, working the duration of his illness and treatments, but the cancer simply proved too strong. He made the difficult and selfless decision to let go. Believe me, I saw it in his eyes every day that he didn't want to go, but he couldn't live in agony any longer. I admit I had some selfishness about it, I didn't want him to go. I still wish he hadn't, but the common-sense side of me knows he's better off now without the immense, daily pain he was living. I see him every single night in my dreams and pretty much all day long in my mind's eye. There isn't one second of one minute of one single day that I don't think about him...but what can I do? Life must go on, no matter how hard it is, and I have just a touch of peace in my heart knowing he's out of pain and that I was with him during his last breath of life on September 9, 2007. He will always be with me. Every second of every minute of every day for the rest of my life.
This profile was made at Whateverlife.com! :)HEY LOOKIE...THAT'S ME AND TRACY LYNN BELOW...PIC TAKEN AT THE 2002 POISON CONCERT AT RIVERBEND BY THE GUY KNEELING DOWN....DON'T EVEN KNOW HIM! SMALL WORLD!!!!!! SEE U AT THE CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!
