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My name is Ryan.
I love being around my friends.
There really isn't much to my life for me to tell you.
I don't know what I want to do with my life. I want to go to college but I am afraid to leave the place that I have grown up to know...the place I trust and love.
I love it.
I used to be an excessive cutter.
I used to be a druggie.
I used to be a dealer.
I used to be a pill popper.
I have been told by many-o-parents that I am a bad child, and that I am a bad influence. I look at these people and just laugh, thinking, *I haven't even begun.*
I have straightened up so much since those times.
I don't do anything except drink and smoke cigarettes.
This has gotten me in so much trouble, hardship. I have lost friends over this.
So if you don't like it, get over it.
I have had people not talk to me for it. Although some of them have gotten over it, and I am very greatful for it.
I will do anything for my friends.
I am a geek.
I love computers, and they are my life.
I love playing video games, although I don't get a chance to much anymore.
Be it:
Halo 2
Halo 3
Guitar Hero 2
Guitar Hero 3
I am a whore.
I don't care how many of you think and tell me that I am not.
I have slept around more than what I really wish I was.
I wish life would give me more options.
I wish that more people would take interest in me.
That I would have a serious relationship.
But alas, this isn't a perfect world.
Thats why there is Walgreens.